Stay strong everyone!!!!!

xXx

thanks, i can contact her on msn and call her but it costs heaps. im going to wellington tomorow and my mum has a webcam. wooo. lol. hope everyones doning do here =] *hugs*

Pampered princess
Hello love, that sounds great, have fun and let me know how it goes! X
Look after yourself
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Bronwyn
Hows life angel?
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Louise
Darl you know you can bebo mail me, or email - whatever it is just stay calm and try to be strong, I know you can get through most things, you’ll be okay *hug*
Get in touch angel
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Anna
*hug* Here if you need me.
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Gilly-Bean
Hi love, can I do anything? Feel free to email or bebo mail, stay strong x
x-carla-x@live.co.uk
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Ellie
You don’t sound whiney love it sounds like this has been a really difficult experience and its understandable that you are struggling. Are you able to contact her at all, online or by phone? I normally wouldn’t suggest you do this if it may cause a problem with your family but it sounds like you have a shared dependency of each other and take some comfort from your relationship. Weather you manage to stay in touch or you’re not able to talk to her I can promise that it will get easier, she wouldn’t want you to be miserable I’m sure.
You know if you need to talk you can email me, or bebo mail.
x-carla-x@live.co.uk
Look after yourself and just take things one day at a time.
- C
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i really miss her. but we like promised each other we wouldn't SI or anything. but i just want to. i have attempted suicide before. but i don't think it really counts. i took like 30 panodol mixed with nurofen but just woke up the next day vomiting. i really miss my friend. i think about her all the time, my parents don't like her and actually requested that she wasn't allowed to contact me. i want to move back to wellington now. my life is just turned upside down in a week. i feel like shit. i cry everyday. blah. i sound do whiney.

i have to say, ive had the best and the worst week. The best bit was that i fianlly admitted i like my best friend and she like me to! we were really close and because i go to a boarding school and she was 5th form (im 3rd) we were not allowed to go into each others rooms or anything so we went into the piano cubes and computer room. when the matrons found out that we were in their they said we weren't allowed because it was a health and saftey hasard to be behing locked doors. we kept going in and when we got found again and again we were told that we weren't allowed to make any contact for the next day untill this was talked about with the hostel manager. then i was told that i had to have a meeting with the principal. i was stood down from the Hostel but i get to go back next term. but my friend, who was an intonational student was "asked to leave" shes not coming back and she has now moved back to america. that sucks so much.

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Aww Chris - You will smile again, my bestie Shann he hardly ever smiles these days though I did just see a photo of him the other day with a smile...its like a rainbow...

I have some good news that should make you smile - it better!! And I want you to make sure Rich sees it...I will post it on your bebo...

hello
ive got work ex next week
in a nursery xx
fun lol
my arms sore xxxx

Taste the rainbow
Thanks for the trigger warning darl, its okay that you self injured we’ve all had our slips ups in the past and we do understand, you can email me or bebo mail me or comment here as often as you would like to.
Don’t give up, you’re not alone *hug*
x-carla-x@live.co.uk

Georgiia
Well done darl, you’re doing okay, I know things are tough but you’re coping well *hug* keep fighting.

Chris
If it wasn’t recently then your doctor shouldn’t have a problem as long as you’ve had a review since then which I presume you have? If your doctor refuses point blank then I suggest you get a second opinion. I don’t rave about medication but it is valuable especially for stabilizing mood.
About not seeing your doctor soon enough - have you tried booking an emergency appointment or asking your doctor if there is anyone they can refer you to that you can see on a regular basis?
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I think that doctors leave far to long between reviews, almost all mental health issues can change rapidly from month to month and week to week, these things should be monitored and there not, its ridiculous.
As for Rich you know he loves you, it cant be nice to see someone he cares for so distressed…I know it can feel like nagging though, sometimes you feel like you just cant make people understand the way you feel and the truth is you cant all the time but I know he would try his best to do everything he can for you, especially if you can open up to him about what’s on your mind from day to day.
Lots of hugs <3

Bronwyn
Catch you on MSN soon I hope, take care angel <3

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i screwed up.

there's been a lot of stuff going on lately and when i found my razor last night....

i really need someone to talk to..

hi i ate a salad n a apple didnt purge xxx
still havent self harmed
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Well I know the doc was reluctant to perscribe anything because I O'D'd on meds some years ago.

Typically it takes so long to get an appointment with him anyway it pans out I end up seeing him when my moods aren't so severe so he doesn't get to see how bad I'm feeling.

It doesn't help that Rich keeps on going on about how he rarely sees me smiling any more to the point it feels like he's nagging at me.

I dunno, I can barely think straight anymore ...

Deanna
Im one of the Kiwi Support team members if you wanna chat as well Im on both Telecom and Vodafone..Just becareful posting your number up on here like that - you never know who will take it down...there are alot of creepy people out there - and bikers full of sperm (lol I love that line from 10 things i hate about you)

Carla
I did the other night - and well yes one thing led to another and I will have to tell you in person one day - msn thingy..you know me I suck at the email thingy these days..