When a GIRL is silent ... she is deep in thought. When a GIRL is doing nothing but spending time doing nothing with you...she is happy for no reason. When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around and if she can do anything so that you want to be around longer. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine....she just wishes she were

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is losing her self in your baby blues and wishing she could stay there frozen in that moment forever. When a girl looks at you deeply she is wondering if you are lying (to yourself? or perhaps that should be to herself?). When a GIRL lays on your chest and snuggles up to you ... she is longing for you to always be with her and her with you. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to share every waking (and sleeping) moment with you. When a GIRL says
"I love you" ... it couldn't come from deeper within her heart, soul, mind and body....though she tries not to say it at all...and fails miserably. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one can miss you that much...she yearns to hear from you. When a girl closes her eyes she can see you, feel you, smell you, hear you , touch you, taste you and sense you...she wants to be in your arms again, to gaze lovingly into your eyes and make love slowly and passionately all through the night.

the definition of discombobulate is to upset, frustrate or throw into a state of confusion...
however although i feel discombobulated, those are not the meanings conjured when i think of this word.

yes confused, "outta sorts", lost... just hovering with no direction... but not from the perspective that I've been made to feel this way more that i feel this way for no apparent reason... some call it depression...i call it...

...The truth is that you can divide your heart in all sorts of interesting ways - a little here, a little there, most banked at home, some of it coined out for a flutter. But love cleaves through the minds mathematics. Love's lengthways splits the heart in two - the heart where you are, the heart where you want to be. How will you heal your heart when love has split it in two?...How will this end?


...A relationship where one person has no power or negative power, isn't a relationship, it's the bond between master and slave....Chives


...Love wounds. There is no love that does not pierce the hands and feet. Love's exquisite happiness is also love's exquisite pain. I do not seek suffering but there is suffering. It is better not to flinch , not to try and avoid those things in love's direction. It is not easy, this love, but only the impossible is worth the effort!!

...All human love is a dramatic enactment of the wild, reckless, unquenchable, undrainable love that powers the universe. If death is everywhere and inescapable then so is love, if we but knew it. We can begin to know it through each other. The tamer my love, the farther away it is from love. In fierceness, in heat, in longing, in risk, i find something of love's nature. In my desire for you, I burn at the right temperature to walk through love's fire. So when you ask me why i can't love you more calmly, I answer that to love you more calmly is not to love you at all! ...