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If I told you I can't sleep would you sympathise?
Maybe forgive for all I said if I apologise?
You held my hand yesterday, so dare I hope for a kiss?
'Coz if you kicked me in the ribs it couldn't hurt as much as this.
I do so well to play the game, I wear a mask to hide my shame,
but Inside I'm crying!
'coz I've been disqualified, disqualified,
disqualified - for being me.
If I told you how it is would you leave me so bereft?
Would you hold me in your arms, let me drown this pain in death?
If I told you how it is.....or maybe ignorance is bliss.
Shouldn't you know that Aprils' fool is dying for your kiss?
I have confusion in my brain and all this thunder in my frame,
I think I'm dying!
'coz I've been disqualified, disqualified,
disqualified - for being me.
Must I burn in your sunlight or be frozen in your shade?
No ghost, no demon could ever make me......so afraid!
I did so well to play the game but now my heart's so full of pain,
I know I'm dying!
'coz I've been disqualified, disqualified,
disqualified - for being me.
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Feel like I'm living in a garbage can.
Living to someone elses' master plan.
I'm ready now, to break these chains,
clean this slate and start it all again.
Like Valentino on a one night stand.
One shot to do the best you can.
To me you've always been so cruel,
to you, I guess I'll always be Aprils' fool.
So tired being in these places I don't want to be.
Worn out seeing all these faces I don't want to see.
I'm getting wise and I'm tired of lies
trying to tell me I should never try.
But it gets too hard to sleep at night
hoping everything will be allright.
You know it hurts like Hell
I'm not playing games with yuz' anymore -
It hurts like Hell,
so I'm gonna make a noise that you can't ignore
until it hurts like Hell - yeah!
Take the blinkers off and you might see,
I'm all grown up and know what's best for me.
I'm never gonna wait around for death
or waste my prayers on a God that's deaf.
So tired being in these places I don't want to be.
Worn out seeing all these faces I don't want to see.
If I could blink and lose my wrath
I think I'd find my path.
No hex gonna hold me tight
'cause I'm gonna SPELL it out tonight.
Don't try to show me all I never wanna see.
Don't try to make me all I never wanna be.
Don't try to change or re-arrange me,
it just hurts like Hell.
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You sound like a songbird with a beautiful song
but you look like an angel, fallen for so long.
Your lips, like red wine, look sweet to the tongue
and your eyes shine, bright as the morning sun.
I've fallen so far, I know I'll never rise.
I've fallen so deep, I'll never see the light again.
I've fallen with sin, I'm damned forever - amen!
I've fallen so dark - into oblivion.
You don't even seem to know - like a kitten sleeping by a volcano.
You don't even seem to care, like you're too proud to share.
What of the ache within this chest - that hides my fragile heart?
This stomach full of butterflies - this loyalty, torn apart?
'Coz I've fallen so far, I can't remember who we are.
I've fallen so low, no-one will ever want to know.
I've fallen so deep, who cares that I may never sleep?
Like never before - 'till this heart beats no more.
"When a true genius appears in the world, you may know him
Roxanne Hott 2 Replysby this sign, that the dunces are all in confederacy against him."
Johnathon Swift.
Thot it was approprate Nyal x