okokok every one needs to CALM DOWN
char and lexi you need to understand why my family would think it was your fault
and i just wanna get it straight
yeah i did get it off them but that was my choice and i asked for it
when we were on the bus lexi said save it for later but no one told me how dangerous taking the whole gram would be
i know i should have realised and i didnt
the whole thing was my fault because if i didnt get it off them i would have got it off some one else
its not because char and lexi that ive become like this because i used to do k before i met them
which is MUCH worse
im sorry to every one for the way it turned out and it wont be happening again
my family may think that im just defending char and lexi but im telling the truth
they went to the toilets quickly and left me with corin corrin because he wanted to talk to me
i ws quite hyper and corrin didnt know i had already dont half a gram so didnt stop me taking more because he thought that was it
and fyw lexi i didnt tell my mum either of you tipped it in my mouth and she said youre on cctv WITH ME not doing that
obviously shes gonna blame some one else because its harder for her to accept her own daughter fucked up
so i would very much appreciate it if the arguments stopped and everything went back to normal
i know none of you will like me hanging out with char and lexi but they are honestly good friends
any other time weve done drugs charr has looked after it and would only let me have a certain amount, never more than is dangerous
for my birthday i insisted on looking after it because it made me feel happier
i took the rest of it because i was very hyper, didnt think about overdosing and thought it would be a right laugh
it wasnt
i learnt that
so can just leave it as this please
i will stil ltalk to char and lexi because they are good friends of mine and if i hadnt made it clear that theyre not to blame then theres nothing else i can say
they never MADE me to any drugs
i asked
so from now youre just gonna have to trust me