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So wats up wiv u ny way?

sure its ok, we culd go out sum ova tym im off work n ur free!

well looksi who it is biatch ready for a rematch at mercy lolz new moon was lovley, how was ur media trip?? bmb x

well oviously thomas said it for a reason he wouldn't just say it for no reason

oh i didn't say i did anyway why are you getting involved matter of fact why is ola getting involved

its my fault if she depresses me that make sense yeah so can u let me blame myself instead of you blaming me

If you talk to Ola again, say I am sorry. She doesn't have to except it, I mean I've already apologised to her and then said another nasty thing a while after recently.

he was there how would he not know

yeah thats cause she always gets pissed of at me n she does control people didn't say she does it on purpose but she does do it. Oh thats better she doesn't depress on purpose its accidental much better n as far as i know only you n ola are pissed at me

I am so selfish because there are people I can talk to. You're right. I have disregarded her feelings completely. Why shouldn't you be mad at me? Why shouldn't she be mad at me? I know truely that she cares, it's just so hard to tell when you loose contact wih someone like that. Really I've just given reason to look at me badly. But I am still sore. I dunno, i am going to have to deal with this another way.

oh n thomas stood up for me because he is a good friend n before you say ola didn't do anything wrong maybe you should see some of the texts i've got

I think I'll agree with her that we need to stay away. Im' far too inconsistant right now and I have no idea what I'll end up saying or thinking. I've worked myself up and it hasn't helped at all. Nothing has or will right now. I'll give it time.

It's over. I am not trying to get back with her. I don't even know what I am trying here. I feel like with each word I am just fooling myself, or others. I don't like the fact that I haven't been able to deal with this whole thing properly. I am sorry to Ola. I can't just stop being mad though. I am trying to move on. I just don't know how to. Maybe we shouldn't be talking here about it. I've just been awful. I do feel guilty. I don't know what to do with this.

no actually i thanked him n i texted her asking if we could talk first n she said yes when she asked me to leave her alone i did then i get texts saying i encouraged niall to argue with her which is shit is it so hard to belive that they have their own minds

I'm sorry. I am all over the place right now. I got extremely angry for no real reason there. I know some of what I did was viscious, but we have not been working as friends and the tension is too much for me. I want to be able to sympathesise with her but I can't until I deal with myself. I don't want to hurt people, and I know i've been doing that. I just feel utterly useless. That would sum it up.

last night when i was up at hers i didn't even talk to her i just waited for ruairi n co to stop talking i just sat outside

You would not understand how much this has hurt me. I can't blame her for it, I shouldn't be mad at her, but I am and I can't suppress it the way she does anymore. I thought it was a kindness not to confront her but it's had an adverse effect on both of us. Don't even try to understand whats happening here.