Bebo

The Hot List:.....

from Bebo
1. Shaunna
2. Lucy
3. Lucy
4. Rachel
5. Sarah

from random nights out
1. Kirsty
2. Gemma
3. Emma
4. Lhani
5. Sinead

from high school
1. Dayna
2. Nyssa
3. Riki
4. Kasey
5. Jenna

from work
1. Becky (yum)
2. Lauren
3. Anna
4. Courtney
5. Jenny

Final list:
1. Becky
2.Dayna
3. Shaunna
4. Nyssa
5. Lucy
6. Lauren
7. Kirsty
8. Riki
9. Kasey
10. Anna

Now if u guys wanna sleep with me i might bump u up the list lmao

This here be my summer playlist... its nice and... niiiiiiiiiiccccccccccccceeeeeeee

50. Crack The Shutters - Snow Patrol
49. Urban Getaway - Elemeno P
48. Around The Bend - The Asteroids Galaxy Tour
47.You Make It Real - James Morrison
46. 1973 - James Blunt
45. One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks
44. Bohemian Like You - Dandy Warhols
43. Us Against The World - Christina Milian
42. Just Disturbia - Lady GaGa/Rihanna mix
41. Thats What You Get - Paramore
40. Spotlight - Jennifer Hudson
39. Colorful - Rocco DeLuca and The Burden
38. Hey Mickey - Toni Basil
37. Talk You Down - The Script
36. Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady GaGa
35. Take A Bow - Rihanna
34. So What - Pink
33. Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
32. Im Yours - Jason Miraz
31. Get Shakey - The Ian Carey Project
30. Mysterious Girl - Peter Andre
29. Mr Jones - Counting Crows
28. All The Things She Said - Tatu
27. Violet Hill - Coldplay
26. Spaceman - The Killers
25. Jessie's Girl - Rick Springfield
24. April Sun in Cuba - Mark Seymor and James Rayne
23. Lost! - Coldplay
22. Take Me On The Floor - The Veronicas
21. Human - The Killers
20. Some Might Say - Oasis
19. Fishing For Lisa - The Feelers
18. Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolfi
17. Santeria - Sublime
16. All Summer Long - Kid Rock
15. Run - Shihad
14. Shake It - Metro Station
13. Please Dont Stop The Music - Rihanna
12. Love Story - Taylor Swift
11. Baby Come On - Elemeno P
10. The Man Who Cant Be Moved - The Script
9. Wadsyaname - Nelly
8. Breakeven - The Script
7. Just Dance - Lady GaGa
6. See You Again - Miley Cyrus
5. Love Games - Lady GaGa
4. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
3. Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects
2. Poker Face - Lady GaGa
1. Radio Nowhere - Bruce Springsteen

Sometimes i do things that amaze me. Which is kinda weird because i already know how awesome i am. Finally i feel complete. Had to do some "out of body" searching to realise that my priorities in life were wrong. Ive been hurt a lot lately and everything i do gets thrown back in my face but what ive realised is that if i dont care about anyone but myself then i wont ever be hurt. Ive got an ex that lies through her teeth and goes out of her way to hurt people, a close freind thats ditched me totally despite stringing me along and saying that i still had a chance with her for weeks, two stalkers that take public humiliation on the chin and come looking for more and several girls that might be interested and just cant make their minds up... but if i only care about myself then nothing else can hurt me. Ive always had this kinda outlook on things... a really clever guy once said

“You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.”

iv found what was wrong in my life and fixed it. Its other people. When you hurt, people care but when you care back they run a mile. Most people judge people by their behaviour. If i was like that i would hate considerably more people than i already do. I judge people by their intentions. If you cheated on me i would forgive u because i dont think u woulkd set out to hurt me but if you lied about it continuously afterwards your intentions can only be bad. If i liked you and you said that i had a chance with you when that wasnt true your intentions were good because you didnt want to hurt my feelings, but what you were doing was stupid. When love isnt returned it destroys itself. After this you must decide to feel contempt or indifferece. If you feel contempt, jealousy or hatred you also feel love because you cant let go. When you feel nothing and can reset the standard with that person you can truly move on with your live and build a better relationship with them with a better understanding of both behaviour and intention.