Helloooo gawd i cant get on here sometimes shans to leave you a message it drives me mad when i want to say something to you ,,,,, well it your least favorite time of the year shans bonfire night , you never enjoyed fireworks did you . me and richard havent done any fireworks this year not been bothered for any , but granma did see holly , isaac , ethan and oscar and she said isaac loved them and your mum got them some lovely coloured sparklers ,, its banging outside now as i am writing this , gawd drives you mad !! put your fingers in your ears shans and dont listen hey ,,, i will bring you some nice flowers tomorrow but its this time of year when they will blow away and its so wet to sit on your bench with you but always thinking of you shans , miss you so so much , love u x x

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Missing u soooo much hun.....Handed over some big fat cheques to the charities we did your walk for on Monday and was so proud of being your mom Holly was loving all the attention from your buddies You are so loved by everyone and so special and an inspiration to all your friends who miss u babes! keeping myself busy with assignments coming out of my ears!!!!!!!!!!! but came and give your garden a tidy bloomin leaves best get to bed bigs hugs and kisses mumsie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Hello shans , will come and sit with you tomorrow x x x x x love you x xx

Rik been and given your garden a make over hope u like it soooon have a special memorial stone for you...kind of strange as it feels like the last thing we need to do and then what! everyone misses u little oscar needs one of your cuddles he so cute....best get some cleaning up done while kids at park with dad keep shining princess mumsie xxxxxxxxxxxx

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i love you sooooooooooooooo much.

Hello shanz,,,, dont know what to say today just that i miss you and have been thinking about you , i always know what i want to write before i come on and then when it comes to typing it for you i go blank, i will bring you some flowers this week and hopefully they wont blow away in this awful wind we have had,,,,, been to the cinema this afternoon to watch toy story in 3D it was really good your mum and holly and isaac came with us and we all had a meal deal with the popcorn and drink , i think holly was more bothered about her popcorn than the film the bit when rex roared made isaac shiver and he grabbed your mum it was funny and holly was doing stinky poops next to uncle richard ,,, and you know that they stink hey shanz lol !!!! i stilll hate the fact that your not doing alll these things with us we miss you so so much its not the same without you anyway bye bye for today love you ,,,,,, lots of love from aunty debs x x x x x x x x

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miss you so much babes wish i could see you now
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Keep sending your strenghth its in short supply! weekend was hard been away and had my moments but going to i miss u so much! me and rik had tears when your songs came on!!!
First day at school today and loved it Shan's tho did feel out of my depth but enjoyed it so much.....feels good knowing i'm not far from you and can see you XXX know you have lots of visitors hope u liked your flowers...rik coming to give your garden a much needed make over sooon xxx mumsiexxxx

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hey babbie came to see your grave the other day, its gorgeous reminds me of you im going to try find a rabbit bear the one like you used to have n get your name put on it to say your mums been through so much shes pulling through, you'd be so proud remember talking on msn about holly when she was a baby i remember you helping your mum to bath her, bless you , keep having dreams about you but its like memories cos im sure we played with a doll house :S haa god knows,
look at that picture below oh my god what did my mother dress me in haha atleast you had minnie mouse on yours , your mum had stylee ill see you soon babes lovee you loads missing you everyday xx

hello shans will come and see you tomorrow and bring you some flowers ,,, love you lots and lots as you know lots of kisses from aunty debs and uncle richard , i think i will try and find some different flowers for you this time , sleep tight x xx x x x x

seeing your face in the newspaper today makes me melt miss you sooo much need to touch and hold you feel so helpless and angry today!!!!!!!! keep seeing lots of white feathers is that u lol know u are around xxxx look after my friend she will need u xxxx mumsie xxxx

big hugs and gentle kisses from holly and isaac xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Thought about u non stop today at college,,, sooo many young pretty girls your age! did well to hold back the tears but been so difficult!!! Just keep hoping they turn round and its u i,,,, know that will never happen but i keep doing it should be u there not me! but i am doing this for u! sooo proud of you and talk about u loads my buddy at college knew u and she said you were so pretty and i was beaming rik been amazing sorting kids so i can go love him to bits and know u did too so send him a hug keep busy watching over everyone xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

feeling low hun!!! theres been more tragedy in rastrick can't get my head around it You will know who i mean,,,,sure you will take care of her and be there for each other. She such a lovely person and makes me feel better knowing you will have her around you to take care of you too sleep tight princessxxxxxxxxxx

love u honey thankyou for making me feel happy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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