When I was sleeping in the early morning today, my mother’s call woke me up. She wanted to make sure I am fine, not too tied during those days…Father stood by my mother’s side also. I didn’t hear his voice for a long time. I stayed in my bed, still, hold my blanket tide, listening his voice, “ You must learn something from the earthquake, take good care of yourself…” I was like a little baby, loved by my parents and family and… How I wish I could share love and happiness with them!


When in the class, teachers and students kept talking the earthquake. Just as someone said, life is quite easy, easy to begin, easy to come to the end. Anna said, your need to prepare your death. How? Only thing you need to do is to live a real life! Then, whenever it comes, you are ready, no regret, no scary, no hesitation.


I don’t know what is the word can describe my feeling now. Really hopeless. What I can do is just donate money, pray for the people who are suffering now! However, the aftershocks continues to hurt people, tear down houses…mud-rock flow, storm happened or will happen soon. What’s worse, the danger of The Yangtze Three Gorges is around the corner. I couldn’t imagine if it happened! Now, all the people who are going to Sichuan to help the people there, they should write the dying testament. They’ve kept the faith in their mind…

I just can pray for them, I can't go there to help them. But I know, even the longest, darkest day has an end!!! Maybe, in summer, I will join the voluntary project to Sichuan!

Before raining, I walked alone, was listening to music, trying to figure out something. No result. Then, give up. I forget the time when I really like to walk in the rain, maybe romatic, maybe...

Now, it's raining heavily, really! Thunderstorm with lightning maybe. I love the sky, you know, when you encounter the marvellous lightning, you could feel or see the miracle, I promise. True Color came into my ears, suddenly, I found it is such a nice song......Yes, True colors are beautiful,like a rainbow, even more beautiful than a rainbow...Then, what's your attitude to life, my dear...


You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Ooh,like a rainbow
Show me a smile then
Don't be unhappy,can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
<<True Colors>> - Cyndi Lauper