My Pain You Will See, My Death You Will Hear

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Me, Myself, and I
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I sing in a garage band, YEaH
Hey people, if you want to know about me well listen up.. i am the oldest child in my family. Ic ome from a very crazy family with everyone ready to hang out, exept my father. I don't want to go into great depths of how awful he is in all facts of life. And all my family problems are his fault, but lets look to the good stuff in me shall we??!
Anyway I am. a wonderful young woman, well I think so. I may be young but I have a very old soul and I an very intelligent and understanding for my age. I have matured quicker than most people. I am someone who cares and loves people all the same, I don't ever want people to die or kill or get hurt in anyway what so ever. unless you have hurt me so much that you could never say sorry or apologize or even recognize it, then from that I could care less to know you're
About me (cont.)
I owe everything to my mother for all that she has done for me she is my best friend and I will always love her in life and in death. I always look for the trueness in people to see if they are fake or real. I am mostly a tomboy but ocasionally I will wear girly stuff. But to be honest that is very rare, most often I wear jeans and some t-shirt. I love playing sports and watching them, and like to compete against guys and laughing as I beat their ass. I am a beautiful sexy woman with a fuckin bad ass attitude. I am a sucker for any style of rock and goth clothing. My favorite color is between purple, black, and red.. and my favorite gem of all time is black onyx. Back to my body and whatnot.. I have smooth and light skin , my hair is a dark chestnut that is both curly and thick, I love it so much. I am about 5'3'' and 126lbs. Now I'm only telling you thi because I think it' necesary fo you to know what I look like.
About me (cont.2)
To tell you the truth I really love nature and animals. I work well with all kinds of pet and they just warm up to me so quickly. I understand animals in some form, but don't ask me how I know because I think it is just a god given talent.. just like my talent for music and art. I think once I get settled a little I can go and become an artist and maybe do some recording on the side. Both my art and voice are good together, and you can ask anyone that knows me.. that I am very talented.. and by the fact that it came from no where is just even more intruging. i do write a little as well, and have been told I am very good or just "talented" yet again for my age.
As long as I stay the truest and best person that I can be no one will break me or bring me down, I am a strong and that is all I need to be the individual that I am today + 4ever. I am inspired to do my best creative wise and all my emotions play on those actions. Going back to my art, all my pictures have a hidden meaning
About me (cont.3)
If you kinda like me, you can get music and the lyrics of what the artist is saying, because I don't just listen..I LISTEN...so yea I'm cool!
I am misunderstood and am waiting for someone to finally see me for the beauty who I truly am, but I won't settle for anything. I want to get out and experience this life to the fullest. I am living the dream and endless adventures are coming my way. I am in touch with all the elements. I am well balanced and will do very well in this life. I do have a small very close circle of friends instead of a large group of aquaintances. I keep a level head in times of trouble and am the one my friends depend on for good advice. I will most likely be very happy with my life and successful in all that I do, and so far that is completely correct. I may have repeated myself more than once and had gone off topic, it happends and well thats me, if you don't like it than you can just PARK OFF!! or whatever.
Just Random Stuff and Music
I am scared of..nothing, who needs to be scared when you can beat your demons.
BANDS:
MSD, Fatal Hour(ky), Guttersluts, Smile Empty Soul, Orgy, Straylight Run, Pink Floyd, AC/DC, Soil, Underoath, Killswitch Engage, Black Label Society, Lost prophets, Korn, P.O.D., Bullet For My Valentine, Ill Nino, Nightwish, Underoath, Evanescence, Paramore, Cold, AFI, Fuel, Five Bolt Main, MSD, Metallica, Emery, Skillet, Thousand Foot Crutch, Lacuna Coil, 10 Years, In The Clear, Emanuel, A True Story, Aiden, Atreyu, Breaking Benjamin, Paramore, Bush, Clearviewkillers, Within Temptation, Soul Source, Dragonforce, Dragonland, Mary Magdalan, Kattie, Wicked Wisdom, Oopmh!, Celldweller, Anggun, Mylo, Groove Coverage, Artist of the DOA Soundtracts (OST), many swedish rock, finland, areas where they produce the best of the best, anything that can be put up on HeadBangers Ball, anything labeled rock/post-core and up to thrash/ black metal, some trance/dance/electronica stuff, and much more...
Happiest When
I feel like being happy. Only you can make yourself truely happy, not the company of others, though it may help.
She clings to me like cellophane
Fake plastic submarine
Slowly driving me insane
But now that's over
So what if the sex was great
Just a temporary escape
Another thing I grew to hate
But now that's over
Why you always kick me when I'm high
Knock me down till we see eye to eye
Figured her out I know she
May not be Miss Right but she'll do right now
I used to hang on every word
Each lie was more absurd
Kept me so insecure
But now that's over
She taught me how to trust
And to believe in us
And then she taught me how to cuss ... that bitch!
It's over
I used to be such a nice boy
Sports
To tell you the truth I really love nature and animals. I work well with all kinds of pet and they just warm up to me so quickly. I understand animals in some form, but don't ask me how I know because I think it is just a god given talent.. just like my talent for music and art. I think once I get settled a little I can go and become an artist and maybe do some recording on the side. Both my art and voice are good together, and you can ask anyone that knows me.. that I am very talented.. and by the fact that it came from no where is just even more intruging. i do write a little as well, and have been told I am very good or just "talented" yet again for my age.
As long as I stay the truest and best person that I can be no one will break me or bring me down, I am a strong and that is all I need to be the individual that I am today + 4ever. I am inspired to do my best creative wise and all my emotions play on those actions. Going back to my art, all my pictures have a hidden meaning
Updates
At the moment I currently have a boyfriend which hasn't been for too terribly long. I am not going to speak his name because I might get myself into trouble. I would then speak on the terms of my parents that are divorced, but yet again I cannot speak on those terms or I could be punished. Yes life does suck but my education is working my way through it. I need it to have something to look back on if and when I get a job and when I am on my way to college. My plans havn't changed for the courses that I want to take such as art, canvas, and writing.
I do want a family in the future and the max amount of kids is five. Yes I do want a large family and am planning carfully on how to take care of them all, even if I have to raise them myself. On occassion I do no like the idea of sex so adoption is acceptable to me. I have been cheated on before and had very bad experiances but then again I hold no regrets or grudges because that is what weighs a spirit down and turns your soul bl

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    ::~ A young woman named Sakumi is a very attractive young artist in this day and age. Her hair yet dark is also a silky and wavy chestnut in the light of the sun. She seemed to have a very athletic and slender figure but also had wonderful curves. At the age of 21 she seems to have been alone her entire life, had never had a boyfriend even in school at Taylor County High. She has always had an interest in the opposite gender just was never the most confident as a teenager, though she was a very defined young girl in high school. Around her friends she was very social but around boys she liked was very shy, and never did a boy ask her out at all. Sakumi had been a loner most of her life and she liked it like that but, on occasion wanted some action and adventure in her life. Though with all the quite time she had, she had time to catch up on readings of her favorite novels as well as work on some artwork to advance upon her gift. In remembering her past she thought she might go out tonight and chill at her favorite place, she had not been there in ages or just stay at home as usual.
    ::~Sakumi was rarely seen with friends, none the less even loved ones these days. She lived very far from her family and friends at home, but became distant after a while and never returned their calls unless she had the time. She had not even considered making new friends because of how busy she was on a daily basis and just decided to hang out by herself when ever possible. Sakumi may have worked at home but she was always busy with her work in her studio, and even though it was quite she did stop on occasion to read. She was pretty happy with her life with not really any cares, no worries, and just living a free woman's life. It seemed to bother her none as she lived her life peacefully and distancing herself from travesty. It had been a while since she had left the house other than to get her groceries, gas, and appointments she had made. Sakumi decided to make plans for later that evening to go out and clear her mind away from home.

    ::~Sakumi ready for her Friday night to begin gradually prepares herself for the night. She decides to wear a pair of tight black jeans and a red lacy top to look casual yet sexy and adoring. As she walks out the door she decides to take the long way to her favorite pub. While walking through a park, feeling the cool breeze on this warm night stops and closes her eyes taking it in and letting it crawl onto her sensitive skin. While standing there something strikes her senses, she hears a slight rustle to the left of her. Swiftly Sakumi turned around and stays still for a moment, looking around alertly, but all she sees are the trees swaying in the wind. So she continues on her way sauntering, enjoying the moment, and feeling her stress slowly drift away as the moon above her shines full. She sings sweetly to herself one of her favorite song as she continues walking to calm her nerves taking in the nature of the park, the trueness of the scene.
    ::~Finally reaching the pub, instead of going in the entrance Sakumi took a left down an alley to get one last breath of fresh air. Then suddenly a deep soothing voice came from behind her and saying, "Excuse me ma'am." As she turned to face the voice she saw a large figure in black. Stunned Sakumi couldn't say a word, only lowering her head in amazement. The figure lifted her head up by cupping her chin lightly letting her look into the darkness within the hood of his cloak. He slowly ran a hand up her arm, caressing the softness of her skin. Gradually moving across her almost bare chest and up the neck. Stroking his hand through Sakumi's hair as she closes her eyes in comfort. He took his hood down while her eyes were still closed, and bends over and starts kissing down her neck. The texture of his lips were arousingly gently, she felt as if she could do nothing but enjoy this sensation. Then suddenly Sakumi felt a sharp, piercing pain in her shoulder, feeling herself

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