My heart was crushed on this website. No kidding, literally, I was emotionally bludgeoned to death. And now I know why I left it behind. And why I'll probably leave it behind again. I just... i don't think i could ever even talk to her again. She killed me. Yeah, I'll admit it, I made a huge mistake. And the distance was terrible. But distance didn't matter back then and it still doesn't. But the mistake I made was bad, and I'll admit that. I won't say i regret it, because I have NO regrets for anything I do, but I do feel sorry that I did it. And I wish that we could have gotten through it in a better way. I miss her, and I've missed her continuously since the day we stopped talking.

Sometimes I even wanted.....
to put a smile on that pretty face of hers.
With a knife.
But those were at dark, dark times.
And I've gotten through those times now.
I'm grown up. i really am.

I still miss her.

M /aybe
I /ts
A /dream.

Really.
It's been so so sooooo long since I've been on bebo.
I don't even remember when I got it.
All the same,
I've changed so much.
And I just want everyone to know
Chances are
I'm gonna like ya
As long as you don't hate on me.
I don't take shit from people anymore.
I'm one of only two Atheist Christians on planet earth.
Atheist Christian= believe in God, but not what the Bible says.
Convert to this and I'll hurt you.

I tell racist jokes, so if that offends you, talk to me when I'm pissed off.
People ask me my political denomination.
Let me save you the trouble

I'M COMMUNIST.
Communism is the only form of government that has EVER worked the way people want it to.

I'm also a Chaotician. That means I follow Chaos Theory, which is a mathematical theory that basically says all things are unpredictable.

So clap your hands to the sound of every first-born dying now.
Watch these rivers flow with blood.
Death will stand where life once stood.