A Million Miles Away <UndergroundPassion>
"†♥• The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart ღ▫♪"


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Member Since
July 2006

A Million Miles Away says:

"Livin Life & Truly Lovin It Yeah!!!!!!!!!! " (7 weeks ago) me too!

The Other Half Of Me
Ash Boulton
"In dreams & in love there are no impossibilities"

~ A GEORGE ALLEN QUOTE ~
“ One of the most difficult things everyone has to learn is that for your entire life you must keep fighting and adjusting if you hope to survive. No matter who you are or what your position is you must keep fighting for whatever it is you desire to achieve. ”
STAR SIGN
Aries --->>>> On the Good Side: Adventurous, Energetic, Pioneering, Courageous, Enthusiastic, Confident, Dynamic & Quick-Witted. Now on the Dark Side! : Selfish, Quick-Tempered, Impulsive, Impatient, Foolhardy & Daredevil.
WHAT AM I
A DREAMER !!!
FAVOURITE SMELL
Coffee
MUSIC & FILMS
I like a lot of different genres of music! As for movies if it has cool special effects or an interesting story line then I'll keep watching!
- AN EZRA TAFT BENSON QUOTE -
" The world would take people out of the slums. Christ takes the slums out of people, and then they take themselves out of the slums. "
THE BIBLE
" Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongdoing. It does not delight in evil, But rejoices in the truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves. There is nothing love cannot face; There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: Faith, hope, and love; But the greatest of them all is love. " |+|+| 1 Corinthians Ch13 : V4-7 |+|+|

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  • War Of Words


    These things that we say, all these words
    Used to manipulate us, deceive us, hurt us
    Make us doubt ourselves by weakening the cords
    In our minds, all these attacks so malicious

    Arguing with each other
    Caring less every time
    Lies within lies, that causes us to smother
    Becoming so hostile, covered in all this grime

    Zoom in and out of our lives, step back for a moment
    Quake at who we have come to be
    Vague are our memories which cause us such torment
    Woefully destroying any innocence left inside of me

    Yearn to feel free from everything
    Peace of mind I so deeply seek
    Emerging my inner strength to form these barriers to block anything
    Striving to contain this poisonous leak

    Damning me with these insults it’s like
    Xrays that penetrate through my skin
    Resisting this mental abuse, so monstrous each strike
    Jaded because I do not know where to begin

    Fury beyond comprehension
    Never forgetting but trying to forgive
    Karma will have us pay for the bad things that we have done
    Heed our mistakes for we cannot grow, if we carry so much tension
    Obsessed with their words, this intimidation and inferiority, only leads us to misgive
    Gone we are because we are lost we do not realise, in the end we all stand alone.


    Copyright ©2008 Carla Pinate



    1 Comment 78 days

  • Living It


    Always be strong
    Fear nothing that goes wrong
    Find yourself
    Never rely on anyone else
    Be good to others
    You will have many lovers
    Try most of the time to be happy
    It will be difficult as life tends to be crappy.


    Copyright ©2008 Carla Pinate

    1 Comment 84 days

  • Endure


    I never thought this would happen to me
    How could I foresee?
    That one day such news would shock me
    Nobody could ever understand, for you could never see
    What’s within me
    This thing that will destroy me eventually
    It’s only a matter of time
    To see how long my body can bear all this pain and medication

    Living in this denial everyday
    Nothing will ever be the same
    Angry at first for God doing this
    But now I must accept that this cannot be changed
    My fate has been decided
    No escaping the inevitable

    Each day is a struggle
    So tired yet I cannot sleep at nights
    I’m afraid what these drugs will do to me
    I fear for how much time I have left
    I know really what’s going on
    But I do not want to face it, I am oblivious to it

    I am now literally my own worst enemy
    Though this time it is actually killing me
    Trying to return to what is normal
    Everybody who knows about what I have only seem to pity me
    I hate it and the fact everyone keeps saying to me it will be alright, it just won’t be
    If it ain’t happening to you then who cares really?

    I like someone so much, too much
    How can I tell her?
    Without being harsh
    But I need to be realistic
    We just cannot be together
    For I am dying and you are young, still you have so much to do
    She already knows this
    She just doesn’t want to believe this to be true

    I know she cries
    Who wouldn’t?
    I know she feels hurt
    To have an opportunity taken away from her
    But I feel it more because it’s my life that’s being shortened each day
    I know that she will distance herself from me like before
    I’ll always think of her though
    And she’ll always think of me forever more
    I wouldn’t admit to her but I think we have a connection

    I am stubborn for I will fight this until the end
    It will be the biggest battle of my life
    Despite all this I try to see the light
    But it is all closing in on me so fast
    Remembering everything and forgetting
    I’m sorry if I forget her, it is not my fault
    I’m always in a state, I wish for nobody to ever see me like this
    Especially not her
    I’m not strong enough to keep it together for her
    Only people very close to me know and see what I’m going through
    But not her, never her
    It would be too much for her to cope with
    I really am pushing her away but it’s only for her to realise
    That I want her to be happy without me
    As it is not how I would have it
    But I cannot do anything, I wish for her to be happy with someone else

    If it could be any other way
    I would keep her for myself
    Never let her go
    Never stop loving her till the end of time
    Never leave her side
    For it is not this way and I have nothing more to say.


    Copyright ©2008 Carla Pinate


    2 Comments 84 days

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  • The Juice The Juice

    Whats the craic, Our new album is due out in Feb '09, but we have uplaoded one track from it to our myspace! The song is called 'Music Makers', please click the link to check it out www.myspace.com/thejuiciestmusic and let us know what you think!!

    Juice.

    19 hours ago
  • Vodka N Coke Pls luv Vodka N Coke Pls

    hey stranger hows u?...long time no hear........witcha been doing wiv urself? dont stay a stranger.................xx

    1 week ago
  • Ash Boulton luv Ash Boulton

    Go to bed... Lol. Night night beautiful.xxx

    1 week ago via Mobile
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms Love Is Forever In MyArms

    id move to boston too just to burn my house i wish i cud burn things here and get as much hunks here as ther is there lol

    1 week ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms Love Is Forever In MyArms

    heres a skin for ya carla

    http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp?Prev...


    im sure ash wud agree with it too its on my skin now lol

    1 week ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms luv Love Is Forever In MyArms

    check my bebo update n profile i added a bit about us 2 hope u dnt mind

    1 week ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms luv Love Is Forever In MyArms

    here was a fabulous day today and a fun one esp coming towards castle court carla (wink wink ) :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L i alwasy have fun when im out with u u bring out the fun in me i dont know u just do u always have lol i feel like a bird wen im with u im free can do anything(within reason) and i dnt feel embarasses tpo do it we just sit bk and laugh at it lol i always feel good when im around u IM GLAD UR ALWAYS HERE FOR ME :)

    1 week ago
  • Vodka N Coke Pls luv Vodka N Coke Pls

    hey stranger, how u getting on over there, up to date with ur xmas shopping yet?................lol.......let us know wit ur up to xxxx
    Heres some red stuff......

    2 weeks ago
  • Valerie C luv Valerie C

    hi just popped ove to see how ur doing,plzed your'e still living life to the max, just as i try to when i can,,take care xx

    2 weeks ago
  • Linzi Linzi

    same here..a night in front of the telly for me...xxx

    2 weeks ago
  • Linzi luv Linzi

    hey carla...how's u? any plans for the weekend? xxxx

    2 weeks ago
  • Dani Regan luv Dani Regan

    aww reli gd ta cya 2nyt!!

    haha i love windin ash up...its sooo easy :L :L

    xoxo

    2 weeks ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms luv Love Is Forever In MyArms

    from one best mate to another here is my lvoe

    3 weeks ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms Love Is Forever In MyArms

    You're a true friend,
    that I want you to know,
    Our love for each other
    has helped us to grow.
    We've been through some tough times,
    but we've made it through,
    The only one I ever trusted was you.

    You helped me through anger,
    you've chased away fears.
    You held me through sadness,
    and kissed away tears.

    You stayed by my side
    when the world turned away.
    You helped me see joy
    when the skies were all gray.

    You were the rainbow
    at the end of the storm.
    You help me be different
    when I shouldn't conform.

    You held my hand
    when you knew we would fall.
    Every heartache,
    you saw me through it all.

    I'm not sure
    I'm always the best friend to you,
    I know I'm not perfect,
    but this much is true.

    When life gets you down,
    And there's nowhere to turn,
    I'll help you through and
    I'll share your concern.

    I'll try my best to return every favor,
    When you're sure that you'll drown,
    then I'll be your lifesaver;
    Even if we both go down.

    Whether we sink or swim
    doesn't matter at all,
    Just know that I'll be there
    whenever you call.

    I'll pull you out
    when life pulls you under.
    I'll be the sun
    when there's lightning and thunder.

    And when it's all over,
    And we've fought every war,
    There's one thing I promise,
    Of this I am sure,
    When the time comes
    that we're put to our rest.
    Be sure that you know that,
    My friend, you're the best.

    And if there is Heaven,
    then I know you'll be there,
    That if you die first
    then you'll hear every prayer.
    And soon I'll join you,
    but just know until then.
    That I'll miss you each day
    'til I see you again.

    At the end of the tunnel,
    you'll be my guiding light,
    You'll lead me to heaven,
    away from the night.

    We'll be there together,
    and we'll never grow old.
    And we'll walk hand in hand
    On the streets paved of gold.




    3 weeks ago
  • Max Hardcxck luv Max Hardcxck

    KITTY KILLER :D

    :: FRIDAY 7th NOVEMBER ::
    10pm-3am @ MYNT, BELFAST
    £5 entry / £2 drink promos

    Come play with DJs Tina Hart (vibe) & Sansie (coda), your host Max Hardcock and a feast of extra-ciricular lesbian delights such as dancers, a kingsize bed, fruit, erotic & alternative visuals, poledancers & button badges (of course!).

    YUMMY!

    see photos/video of the last event on Facebook
    Bebo.com/kittykillers

    PS. if you're a performer of any description or want to get involved in some way just drop us a line!
    xox

    4 weeks ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms luv Love Is Forever In MyArms

    did u go to ash bday then chik

    4 weeks ago
  • Love Is Forever In MyArms Love Is Forever In MyArms

    hey wassap postn sum love ur way to my bessy pal/sis/confedont/partner in crime/f.buddy :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L :L ok not f.buddy put that for laugh crap cudnt give love ive posted it 3times :( N :( :(

    4 weeks ago
  • James James

    Hi wot a u b u 2 late ly :) :D

    4 weeks ago
  • Linzi luv Linzi

    hey carla hunni...hows u?? av got the house to maself allll day and night!! yasss!!! lol. can play my music as loud as i want without tommy screwing his face up!!! lmao. luv ur skin!!! xxxxxxxx

    4 weeks ago
  • Linzi Linzi

    ach i hate havin flu carla!!! feel so weak..took me 45mins to have a shower and get my pjs on today!!! had to come downstairs on my bum!!!! lol. xxxxx

    5 weeks ago