Same applies

I guess things are not how they used to be,
I make the same mistakes but I just don't learn.
I bleed
I cry
I want to die.
Once again I'm in totaly darkness
Pleading for someone to save me.
My broken heart has too many scars
My broken heart is just too weak to get up again.
It was all planned inside my mind,
We'd fall in love and live happily ever after
Forever.
Forever is never as long as it seems.
Bleeding and crying for someone to save me
Screaming and pleasing for someone to hear me
You left me in misery with nothing but a memory to live on.
The last kiss as painful and the scars that never heal.
I can't take it.
I'm sitting here
Like you and I used to do,
Think about the times when you were mine.
Everything doesn't make sense anymore
everything hurts twice as much,
The only broken hearted loser you will ever need.
The only broken hearted loser that can't let go.
Goodbye for the last time,
I'm sorry I could never be who you wanted
Now I;m sex feet under
I can finally be erased from your memory

From my down feelings I've written a poem or a song. Currently untitled.

I gave you everything I could,
I gave you blood
I gave you tears
But still it wasnt enough.
I watched you live like it never happened
While I'm bleeding and dying from losing my best friend.
This blood was never enough.
I hope this bleeding dry wrist is good enough for you.
And I wanted was
to hear those three small words.
"I love you"
All i wanted was for you to mean it.
Now I'm all alone in a world of hate
Where people only discriminate.
I hope they see the other side of you
The lying, cheating, back-stabbing side of you.
I'm sorry I didn't fit in with you and your image,
I'm sorry I couldn't be the girl you wanted me to be.
I'm sorry I will never be good enough for you.
Nothing can change how I feel inside
My heart's been ripped apart and left to die
My life is over
This pain maims any existance I coud have had.
I will die tonight,
Bleeding the last bit of blood a girl can bleed
In the name
of
LOVE.
All the smiles turn to tears
All the years they fade away
Sitting intnhe darness ...

Dear Diary,

A while back I met a girl.
Beautiful as can be.
And shes in love with me.
She's now my wife
And she is my whole life,
Please dont take her away,
OrI'll cry everyday.

I needed this girl to be there.
Shes was always there to care.
I love her alot.
No matter what.

The love of my life.
I will you forever.
Always together Wifey <3
♥