Tabitha
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Female,
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- from United States
- I am In a Relationship
- Member since: May 2006
- Last active: 13 weeks ago
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- Me, Myself, and I
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†~Her past name is Caruta~┼
†~She came to this Earth on February 17,1993~┼
†~Her life is falling before her~┼
†~She feels like crying everyday,and she doesn't know why~┼
†~Her heart is broken,but soon will be whole~┼
†~She's lost in her thoughts~┼
†~She needs help,but's doesn't know a person that could help~┼
†~Her dreams bring her nightmares in the night~┼
†~Her thoughts are kept locked in a journal~┼
†~Her secrets kept forever locked away~┼
†~Her promises sealed~┼
†~She wishes to change for the better~┼
†~She is still searching~┼
†~She know's why the world carries on~┼
†~She loves her sisters~┼
†~She wishes to help them,if they let her~┼
†~She is finding the light little by little~┼
†~She lives for her friends~┼
†~She would die for them as well~┼
†~She wishes to say sorry for those she hurt~┼
†~Her Angels name is,Raphael~┼
†~Her flower is a rose~┼
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Awsome Jamspter Buddy! He's an Awsome Friend!
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- Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Greenday, Three Days Grace, Simple Plan, Kelly Clarkson, Coldplay, Nickelback, Evanescence, SR-71
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- to many. Secret life of an american teenager, Make it or break it. and plenty of Anime ^^
- Scared Of
- I'm so scared of puppets I can't stand them.And I also hate snakes*shivers*scary.
- My Own Quotes.
- 1)Even a dead flower that is withered away, will always be and smell beautiful.
2)Remember me with smiles and laughter, for that's how i'll remeber you.If you can only remeber me with tears of sorrow then doin't remember me at all. - Awsome
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The Village Hidden In the Leafs rocks.I will always be loyal to my home where I was born.
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My Own Space For Me And My Soul.
This is something that will change.It shows my feeling,my life that I have now.Things going on.And my problem that I have.
My Feelings That I Feel...
I don't feel like crying anymore.I let it happen.
I feel so sad
I don't feel like myself
My Life At Home...
My parents get mad at me a little more.
I'm mostly stuck in my room
I feel like a bad child to my folks
I know I am being watched by someone or something
I feel good when alone
My mom didn't believe me when I told her about being depressed.
Whats Going On...
I need a friend by me
I need to know that I am loved by others
I need a comforting talk from someone
I need a pep talk
I could need a theripist
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Always And Forever 7-11-07
This is for my couzin Davy who is leaving for the war.He was to have gone during May,but they changed his post.Now he's leaving this month for Iran and he only get to spend 2 weeks with us.
Today she knew he would be coming.How bad she wanted to see him,yet she didn't want to.Pain would come to her heart.Knowing that her dear cousin would be leaving her and the family to go fight in the war.That was breaking everything she felt about him.She didn't want to cry anymore,for it showed weakness and that was out of the question for her.She would not show weakness.Then she thought about the tears that would soon shed.It's alright to cry if you want to cry.'The less you cry the more sadness you'll feel' she repeated in her head.She didn't have to walk far with her parents.Her unckles house was not far away.
She looked at her relitives.She could smell the fish in the pot that it was kept in.A fish fry was her cousins favortie.She looked around hoping that he wasn't here yet.No,he wasn't.
Finally,everyone at the house saw a car pull up.They knew who it was.First came his wife with two children stepping out.Then they saw the person who would be leaving them.Davy,was a tall strong man.He wasn't to much built,but he was tall.His eyes were brown.She tried to capture every detail of him in her head.He hugged everyone at the'Good Bye'party.
She sat on the steps of her unckle's.She couldn't even imagine him leaving.He had small kids and a third one coming soon.His wife was going to be staying here.They were going to find a place to rent for her so she could be near us when the baby did arrive.How much it hurt inside the girl's heart.
She loved her cousin dearly,and watching him leave would make everything break.He was the only one who understood her and knew her secrets.He knew everything.She would sometimes call him to ask for advice and he would help.Even if she could ask for her mothers help,she loved calling her cousin.She remebered all the fun times they had together.How he brought her stuff horses when he came down.The way he would tickle her to the ground to make her laugh.The kiss he would place on her nose for good luck.She called that the funny kiss.
After awhile,her cousin came to an announcement that he would be gone for a year in Iran.She couldn't believe what her ears where hearing.It would be a whole year untill she could see her her cousin.
He was getting ready to leave,and she couldn't let that happen just yet.She got up from the steps and ran to her family.She called his name.And when he looked at her,she began singing 'I'm Proud To Be An American'She knew the song from school when her class was practicing it.She couldn't believe what she was doing.She could never sing in front of her family like that.But the strange thing was that it was a strong beautiful voice.She didn't even know how it was coming out.She never even knew she had such a voice.
When she was done,she heard some sniffs.Her cousin was crying along with the family.He turned around to leave once more.She couldn't let it happen.She ran to him and caught him from behind.She wouldn't let him go.She couldn't hold her tears anymore.She began crying and crying.She was telling him not to leave.What was she going to do with out him?How much she would miss him.He started shaking.He was crying as well.
"Davy,please don't go!Davy,I love you dear cousin!"She cried out.She was a little shoked,but didn't care if she was loud.All she knew was that both of them were crying.
Her cousin turned around and looked at her.He was holding a bag.He put his hand in it and took out a small horse."This is for you.It's special horse.When you hug it,I'll recive that hug."He handed it to her.Then he slowy bent down and whispered in her ear.She nodded her head with a small smile.He gave her the funny kiss on the nose and watched him leave.The car was gone,and she would she not see him for a very long time.
At home,she was lying in bed ready to fall asleep.She put all0 Comments 866 days
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Come here for some Ramen,u get it free,no charge at all.See how nice I am!
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Monica39 weeks agoO. M. G. It's been forever! X[ How've you been?
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The Angelic Protector45 weeks agoi loveyour pro it is unbelievable wanna be friends
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Mercury62 weeks agohi caruta my name is Mercury,
*smiles*
i love making new friends and was wondering would you like to be one of mine?
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Michelle Marie72 weeks agoBUSY
My to do list:
1.) Summer School
2.) Homework
3.) Summer Reading
4.) Practice Instrument
5.) Finish Writing Book By This Thursday
6.) Balance John In My Life
7.) Get Ready For DCI
8.) Find A Birthday Present For Joey
9.) Go Pick Up The Itinerary For DCI
10.) Keep Up To Date W/MySpace, Bebo, Gaia, etc.
11.) Level Up On Tibia
12.) Balance Friends In Between
13.) Clean The House
14.) Take Care Of J.C. While My Mom Is At Work
15.) Set Up That Camera CD Thingy
16.) See Ricky
...and I'm sure there's much more, but I seem to be forgetting things more often now...
*sigh*
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Michelle Marie76 weeks ago
...meh...?
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Michelle Marie83 weeks ago
Don't worry about it. It's not such a big deal. I guess it was such a good thing. Just work on timing next time.
*sigh* I wish I could, I just never have any time anymore. For me there is no such thing as a weekend. Every day of the week I have either band practice or tons of homework or an event. Every sunday I have an NHI meeting most of the day at St. Joseph. Every Saturday I have either a performance or tons of homework or chores to do!! -_- No time for anything... I haven't even called Edward in about a month... -
X-Kristal-X-Rose-X84 weeks agoI was wondering how you were so I read your profile, and blog and stuff.
anyways i sent it so anytime, but try not to make it tomorrow or like 10-12pm later's fine.
well with me theres a bunch, i've had my fair share of tears as well trust me, but now its just stress and trying to get ready, we're having a swami come stay with us for two months cus he just had a heart attack and wanted a place to relax and recover, so since my family and him are like friends he's coming here. he's coming tonight, wish me luck?
ttys n tc
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84 weeks ago
X-Kristal-X-Rose-X
-huglestobits-
why are you sad???
im horribly sorry i havnt talked to you for sooo long
i've been having internet problems a LOT
and we went up to canada for ages
hey if you ever need to talk you can always talk to me ok?
i'll message you my cell #
its fine if you dont
but you shouldnt feel alone k?
take care,
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Michelle Marie84 weeks ago
Then why were u sad about not being in anyone's tops? Maybe u just didn't look hard enough. I mean it's just a stupid order, nothing special.
*sigh* I suppose I should ask... "new found family"??
Yh, but everyone feels lonely. It's part of human nature. Learn to get over ur lonliness and find some new and even better friends than the ones that are too busy or too w/e to hang out w/u. -
Yaoi Fairy85 weeks agoWhen you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worst?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
[Fix You lyrics on
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you ........
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Michelle Marie87 weeks ago
Dude, I rarely ever use my bebo anymore. Whether ur in my tops or not is irrelevant.
U can't expect to be everyone's favorite all the time. Stop wanting to be the center of attention all the time and just accept that sometimes you will be ignored and forgotten. It's just a way of life we must adjust to. The spot light can't be held for one person alone all the time. Be patient and just do ur own thing until things get better.
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Blackheart94 weeks agodon't u dare cry for him
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Kioko Omori111 weeks agoHEy Where u at?
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X-Kristal-X-Rose-X111 weeks ago
ya i miss middle too =[
ya i have a gaia
mines ~Twilight-Dreams~
i dont use it much though
im on bebo more
but u can add me if u like
much lovee
xx
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X-Kristal-X-Rose-X113 weeks ago
hey how are you??
we havnt talked in ages..
wats up??
xx
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Monica114 weeks ago
hey! great, u?
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X-Kristal-X-Rose-X116 weeks ago
hay caruta,
so sorry this is late
i was banned for a week.. ick hw lol
u started highschool this week?
so did all my friends in cali
how's it going?
wbs ^^
hopefully i'll be able to get on more often now.
ttys!
xX~
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Hanaku-Yoshida117 weeks agowell get roadrunner or sumptin. its sppossed to be the fastest
Happy Birthday Sasuke,he's another year older.July-23-???.He's the best!!!
Tabitha 0 ReplysI FEEL REALLY SORRY 4 WHOEVER'S HOUSE THAT IS
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This is my soccer ball after only 2 hours of winning it. 
Oh, and Leo almost broke a window and we all got in trouble for playing in the hall. 
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