10 things i wish i could say to 10 different people right now..
1. I miss being as good as friends that we used to be, I miss you so much
2. You mean everything to me, youve been with me through 3 breakups, through so many thankfully failed attepts at doing myself in, you truly are my sister.
3. You will forever be the worst and best thing that ever happened to me. You fucked me up beyond belief but you showed me what love is and thats a true gift. You'll always have a special place in my heart.
4. Im sorry for everything.
5. I wish I hadnt left it so late to get to know you better and talk to you more.
6. You never fail to make me smile.
7. Sometimes I want to just beat your fucking face in, but then you surprise me with niceness.
8. We need a night out soon!
9. I cannot wait for pride, we need to flaunt it like fuck!
10. You'll always be my tranny =D

9 things about myself...
1. I hate how I look
2. I have problems with spending money.
3. I smoke FAR too much.
4. I'm easily hurt
5. I've been hurt to the point where I think that i've given up on love, but then theres always that glimmer of hope
6. I havent had sex in over 6 months
7. I use self harm as a coping mechanism because it puts me in control, no one else. Same with refusing to eat.
8. I crave affection.
9. I honestly dont think theres been a week I havent cried at least once in about 5 years.

8 ways to win my heart...
1. Make me laugh.
2. Make me feel like you want only my attention
3. Hug Me
4. Take those cheesy as fuck couple photos that EVERYONE hates with me but actually love it because secretly I do too.
5. Sex = IMPORTANT!
6. Look after me when im upset
7. Hold my hand
8. Dont give me mixed signals EVER


7 things that always cross my mind...
1. Jealous Thoughts
2. Mixed Signals
3. How im gonna be alone FOREVER
4. Why people dont fancy me
5. Why the fuck DOES no one actually fancy me!
6. How fat I am
7. How everything will be better so long as I have money and lose weight


6 things I do before I fall asleep
1. Twitter saying im off to bed
2. Say bye on msn
3. Shut down laptop
4. Have a feg
5. Turn off light
6. Liste to iPod


5 people who mean alot...
1. Ryan
2. Jennyfer
3. Debs
4. Roisin
5. Ping


4 things i'm wearing right now...
1. Blue & White Sailor Pants
2. Glasses
3. Bracelet Debs made me
4....Um....Piercings O.O


3 songs i listen to most at the moment...
1. Cosmic Love - Florence And The Machine
2. Crying Lightning - The Artic Monkeys
3. Lady GaGa - Paparazzi


2 things i want to do before i die
1. Be Truly Happy Again
2. Find Love Again


1 confession...
1. Im afraid that ive fucked my life up so much that I have no options left to even fuck up now

Where is the last person you kissed at this moment?
Carrickfergus probz

Do you hate the last guy, other than family, you had a conversation with?
Nope =]

Will tomorrow be better then today?
Naw

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Nope

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a: J, M, T, L, D, A?
Yes

Do you get depressed about things easily?
Ayeee

Where is your biological father right now?
at work

What did you do last weekend?
Carls House

When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone to be there?
Someone to be with me

If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
I dunno tbh

Let's test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
Diesel shoes, cheap monday skinny jeans, navy polo to from topman, grey cardigan hoodie

When was the last time you did something illegal?
Fuck, iunnooo

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Spending time together

Did you have a good day yesterday?
Aye, was cool beans

When did you last throw up and why?
Sunday

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
unlikely

Will this weekend be a good one?
Hopefully

Are you happy with where you're at in life?
Not really, but itll do me for now

What are you listening to?
Lost Series 2

Do you get scared easily?
According to Fin I do lol

Are you cheating on someone right now?
Nope

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
Nobody

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Aye sure

Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?
Nope

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
No, The Bath

If you could pack up and move away right now, to an empty island would you?
Yes, simply to sort my head out

Do you get mad when people smoke around you?
And I dont have any fegs yes

Have your parents ever caught you coming home drunk?
Allll the time bbz

Last time your heart was broken and why?
I dont wanna get into this, i've cried enough as of recent lol

Do you get drunk every weekend?
Usually aye, or else stoned to the dick

Who was the first person you texted this morning?
Kelsey

What are you looking forward to in the next 5 days?
Nothing actually

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yes

Has anyone ever spread a rumor about you?
Probably

Have you ever worked in a food place ?
Naww M8

Do you think you're mature?
LOL NO

Anything annoying you right now?
Being Fat/Being Skint/Being Fucked Up In The Head

Where was your default picture taken?
My Back Yard

What are you doing now?
Sitting in Fins room

Has a boy sat on your bed before?
Aye

Next time you will kiss someone?
Never apparantelly

What were you doing last night at 11?
Swinging on the swings in the park

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
Aye, me

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
Ive got ma snakebites bbz

Has anyone ever hung up on you?
Aye

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Slightly drunk LOL

Name one person who made you smile today:
Fin

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
Sleeping

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Umm, youtubing stuff

What is something that happened in 1994?
I was 4 and fat

How many different things did you drink today?
1; Water

What was the last thing you bought?
Fegs

What is the best ice-cream flavor?
Baileyssss

What is something you are excited about for tomorrow?
Getting diet coke

Is the person you last texted single?
Dunno tbh

How often do you straighten your hair?
Never

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?
Nothing, the wee light changed from flashing green to flashing blue

Who is the next person you will kiss?
NO ONE BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES ME,FUCKKKK, this quiz is making me uset, wankbag of shite

When and why did your parents get their angriest at you?
When I told them I was never eati

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Brown - $100
[X] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total: £100


Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $1
[ ] Green - $75
[x ] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $150

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[X] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $225

Age:
[ ] 50 to 59 - $400
[ ] 41 to 49 - $300
[ ]31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $325

Birth Order:
Twins or more than twins [ ] - $300
[ ]First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[x] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$500

Total so far: $425

Drink?
[ ] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[x] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]

Total so far: $625

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision -$300
[ ] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them - $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[X]contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $10

Total so far: $650

Car Color [or families' car(s)]:
[ ] Pink - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ]Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] White - $475
[ ]Black - $450
[ ]Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[X] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $751
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15


Total score: $950

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[X] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $1450


Favorite Colors (two):
[x] Green-$750
[ ] Red - $600
[ ] Black - $400
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[X] Pink - $400
[ ] Other - $ 50

Total: $2600

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[X] No-add $1000
[ ] on some- $750
Totalll ==== $3600