- What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
NUT A GEEEEKKKKK!!11 FUKKK UUUUU DD<<D<D<<D<< GUNA GO ALL INTERNET TOUGH GUY ON U NOW!! HUNT U DWWWNNNNNNNNNNN GRRRRRR

- What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
Milk and gravel.

- What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
I did get teary eyed over "Rain of the children". God that was depressing.

- Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Spiders, Bees, and busses. I really get scared of busses either backing towards me or getting on double decker ones because im scared shitless they are going to fall over or suddenly start moving and crash. How awesome

- What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
Ill stop talking altogether
or ill immediately change the subject or leave.
I dont like it when i see people who have given me shit in the past because they always act like it was nothing

- Do you have too many love interests?
Drawing. Because i have no control. I just put pencil to paper and over the hours my mind develops these huge pictures of which i had no idea it was going to look like that in the beginning.
Fucking awesome.

- Do you know anyone famous?
Why does it matter?
Does that make them not human or above me?
Ahh, I dont know anyone famous as a friend, but ive seen many.

- Describe your bed.
A nest of blankets i curl up in.

- Spontaneous or plan?
Spontaneous planning.

- Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Nobody, Its a camera angle from my eyes with a female voice?

- Do you know how to play poker?
*insert shitty strip poker joke*

- What do you carry with you at all times?
The rainbow band my best friends gave me.
My heart that the people i love returned to me.
And my knowledge, that none of us are as cruel as all of us.

- What do you miss most about being little?
Innocence. Thinking a scraped knee was the worst pain that could happen.

- Are you happy with your given name?
Yes. Im glad i dont have the other variations because i hate the way they sound haha.

- How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
Nothing. You cant buy my enjoyment off me. Its not so much the internet but me being sick alot, i dont have anything to do those times but stare at the ceiling because my right eye is so sore and im too exhausted to read, but i can just watch movies here till i feel better and i can then get up

- What color is your bedroom?
Its going to be another colour soon

- What was the last song you were listening to?
Guns n Roses: Sweet child of mine

- Have you ever been in a play?
A few. They were hillarious
Never forget the devil suits

- Who is your best friend?
I have many best friends because i cant put one above the other.
I love them all too much to place them.

- Have you ever been in love?
Im in love right now.

- Do you talk a lot?
Not too much, not too little.

- Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
I know people have said i am intellegent and beautiful
But what ive been through has destroyed my self confidence and happiness.
The worst thing at the worst moment was taking prednizone.
I went up to eighty fucking KG
And then i lost it all
but thought i still looked the same size.

- Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
No. They dont. One once told me never to go near her.
I feel sad for them. I dont like seeing people like that.

- Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Im okay if you disagree with me, but if you make fun of me/my friends or call me/friends something, ill end up calling you something twice as bad.

I dont like new people and fear that when i get to know them and start opening up, they will stab me in the back.


- What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
Not have to wish for anything because i cant do it.

- What is your ideal marriage location?
In a cave chamber lit with lights with ins

Im sorry to everyone i worried.
I got into a massive fight with my dad
I will admit things havent been going well between us
And ive got alot of problems with post traumatic stress and fears i developed from past experiences
All I needed was some time alone to sort out my shit
And the police cars just freaked me out even more because i knew 3 cars in my neighbourhood wasnt a great sign
I am glad i went back
I dont have a phone anymore
We found it today. Its damaged but it still works, So greatfull
I got into a brawl.
I wasnt badly hurt, Just got verbally abused and had my phone taken off me
I didnt have any pockets so i was holding onto it, which was probably a bad idea
If my dad sees this, I didnt tell you because i knew youd freak the shit out and get pissed off and go OTT

I am sorry if i worried the shit out of you
I know some of you were really affected by what i did awhile ago
And I wont do it again
Im actually surprised that so many people care about me
I love you guys <3 dont evar forget that.
Helena

lol 45 minutes. Im fucking honoured

Edit: 45 minutes 48 seconds
Yaaay

My life has been rather okay
Nothing much happened
Well okay i havent written for a long time to whoever comes apon this drivel
I went to gay movie night
And i scared children
We still love you! Get in the van!


Here is something i found
From a teacher who changed my perception of life completely
Ive had so many selfless people in my life
Yet he devotes so much of his life to kids like me
He is one of the people who made me realise there are people who need help out there.

Hi Helena

Here are a few things we talked about yesterday. Have a think about them and get back to me if you have any questions

Of the top of my head you have about 35 credits. That is actually quite good.
You need 80 credits at level one
You need a plan as to how you will get the other 45+
Do you want to get 80 this year?

These are decisions and implements to think about
Our system is quite humane and PC and its not a dog eat dog competitive system like many overseas countries
You just need to think about how it works
You can do exams here at the hospital classroom, I provide the lollies, wine gums or milk bottles? (lolpedo)

Einstein flunked sixth form and got his girlfriend pregnant...
You arent Einstein, and you wont flunk sixth form or get your girlfriend pregnant.....Mainly because you will have to plan around next year aswell.

Why pass?
Coz you can.
Blind people drive cars, People without legs climb mountains, Deaf people join orchestras, Idiots go to parliment
A little sick kid in WV can do whatever she wants.
Only i will just manage the whole process and offer suggestions when i can
Good luck
Peter

This isnt the actual whole letter, but i got the lulzy bits
Things like this just make my day
Knowing he wrote that in a space of two minutes thirty seven seconds More like 10 minutes amirite
Restores my faith in humanity

He is only one of the people who have inspired me to gtfo to Uganda and help those dying people, Who knows, maybe if i can overcome my past and my present, i will be able to fucking do this and become somebody.
My dream is to help kids with severe chronic pain
This is worse than cancer
Because you have to overcome your misery i guess
There IS no death to silence the physical pain
But the physical pain is no excuse
Anyone can do anything
And thats a lesson up untill now i havent understood
I thought id just fall through the cracks and honestly, i thought id just dissapear.
But people like Peter
And people like my friends
You make life worth living for once
Thankyou.