Matthew Edson

...destiny, delirium,dream,destruction,de  spair, desire and death...

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Me, Myself, and I
to anyone who new me i am still twisted in the head lol even more so. am at york college doing somthing i love. one day i will take back what has been taken from me i wasnt always like this a shell of the former man that i used to be but as time went by i was punished for craimes in a former life i wished i could change but my heart is like ice and steel coal from the deepest pit of hell. and for the peopple who do not no me stay a way or you shall see what be draged down with me am like a virus and ai will kill your soul befor you trey too do it to me


my soul is like the night sky so dark and empty









my best m8t is jonny i love him as a brother i hope i will all way be there for you as you have been for me i would do anything to make you happy couldnt ask for anyone better
Music
likin park papa roach rightstar slipknot korn
when am sad
with in this world so many thing can undermine the most pore hearted people so what chance did i have lol. i am sad when am alone when people betray me and seeing men hit a woman. am sick of this world and all you bk stabers in it you will all pain if not bye my hand just think who for one day you will piss off the wrong person and then i will be bee happy to hear your pain
Sports
rugby base ball
Scared Of
police dogs, cops, being alone, of hurting the people i love
Happiest When
cooking for the person i love if that day comes again lol
saying
ever walked in the darkness with the fire of the devil
?
what is it in this world which trys to harm us turns us all cold. as the flames of our hearts burns like the fire of the sun and the darkness slowly take us i will tel you all this the fight is never over for if life is worth living never give into the darknes let your spirt free and light your way to freedon
The Other Half Of Me
Merciful Death

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    1. Would you be in control?
    2. Would you wisper in my ear?
    3. Would you talk dirty to me?
    4. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
    5. Would you say my name?
    6. How many rounds would we go?
    7. What would you wanna do afterwards?
    8. Would you lick and bite me all over?
    9. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?
    10. Would you want me to take my time?
    11. Would u fall asleep when we were done?
    12. Would u want me to go fast or slow?
    13. Where would u wanna "do it" at?
    14. Would u be loud or quiet?
    15. Would you mind if i liked you?
    16. Would you do it 2day?
    17. Would you do it 2morrow?
    18. Are you going to re-post so I can answer them for you?
    19.If ur goin wats ur leavin message

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  • poam for a lady

    i have never seen you befor but yet you haunt my my very dreamx i cant stand it anymore i just want to reach out. touch you with my on hands make sure your not a dream for yoiu to be hear in my arm just the once, i would do almost anything to be with you so i could see that smile apone your face it warms my my soul to to know that you love me x if this dream i pray that i never wake x

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Villain: Strife

Powers: Special Melee Weapon (Swords), Invisibility, Iron Will
League: Brotherhood of Ancients
Background: Strife has rarely been seen in person as those that see him generally are assassinated by his hands. Strife has currently been reported on a killing spree targeting a long list of well known superheroes.

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Snake: 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001, 2013

Characteristics: People born in the year of Snake are discreet, rich in wisdom and charm; They say little but think deeply; Snake people are very vain, selfish and quite stingy, however, they are passionate and like to help others; Usually they do not trust other people but would rather rely on themselves.

Best Career: teacher, writer, psychiatrist and philosopher

Marriage: most compatible with the Ox, Dragon and Rooster, but not compatible with Tiger and Pig people.

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My result is: Very troubled

It might be biological. It might simply be emotional or spiritual addiction. Ask for help, people do care. There is no need to label yourself as this

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What video game character are you?

My result is: Solid Snake

You are solid snake, unlike other game characters you choose to kill your enemies using stealth and great intelligence and also your're very skilled with firearms(GUNZ)

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Matthew is a Zombie Ninja
2 chumps infected
280 Zombie points
Feb 13: Matthew fed Josh to Matthew
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Matthew is a Quickdraw Slayer
1 chumps recruited
313 Slayer points
Feb 13: Matthew and rused Matthew
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Matthew is a Hypnotic Vampire
2 chumps infected
324 Vampire points
Oct 20: Alexandra fed Pazzy to Matthew
Oct 10: Alexandra fed Ed to Matthew
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Matthew is a Werewolf Howler
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318 Werewolf points
Feb 20: Matthew fed V to Matthew
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  • love anymore

    I woke up today in a sweat my breathing was so very hard I couldn’t catch my breath so far from my home I don’t know where I am anymore with out you in my life I am so lost with out you. What happened between us where did all the love go? I don’t know if I will make it tomorrow if your not stan...

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  • hehe
    hehe

    i did text you but u didnt reply so your getting a picture too
    hope your having a fabulous day you deserve it
    love rachael
    xxxxx

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    the coldness of my heart
    is matched only by
    the sword in my hand,
    the dagger by my side
    and the wolf i ride

    the sword in my hand
    is stained with the blood
    of many of my enemies,
    stained with hatred,
    stained with rage,
    stained by mt heart, imprisoned in a cage

    the dagger by my side...

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    ty for comment hunni xxx lv ya xxx

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  • J.D.R
    J.D.R

    now then mate

    long time no speak

    how ya bin doin

    write bakk

    41 weeks ago
  • Matthew Edson
    Matthew Edson

    am getting by and you

    50 weeks ago
  • Emma Freel
    Emma Freel

    Hey love, how are you? Am gettin close now 26 dais x is that who a think it is below x

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  • Sexi Minx
    Sexi Minx

    hey
    just fort id write on ur wall to see how u r
    havnt hurd from u in ages
    hope everythingd ok for u
    u still at college

    wb
    kayleigh

    53 weeks ago
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    hey up little brov
    hpe ya working hard
    love kim n steph

    57 weeks ago
  • Merciful Death
    luv Merciful Death

    indeed, very long time. missed you o-o log in more, kays??

    58 weeks ago
  • Cheessee.
    Cheessee.

    thnx...x

    58 weeks ago
  • Cheessee.
    luv Cheessee.

    hiyahh
    Am laura lol
    thanx for accepting..
    Can yuu giv me sum lurve plz...

    I'll giv yah lovexx

    58 weeks ago
  • Emma Freel
    Emma Freel

    Why the hell do you hate my baby scan photo

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    Aissa Baybee

    lol ok :L

    59 weeks ago
  • Aissa Baybee
    Aissa Baybee

    thanks 4 da add

    but do i kno u
    x

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    Check out m.bebo.com from your mobile! If you login on your phone now, you'll automatically send me an extra Luv!

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  • Emma Freel
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    Aw mate am sorry, am happy now and wen left a was going through alot! Got my own place wi Mattie still x due december 20th x give you my number x

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