There are people who are born into bad situations everyday..either way ..life as you may know it, may not have been or be the fairest it seems,but how you choose to see and live it is up to your state of mind...you can stand up and say " I choose to better myself regardless of my circumstance" or you can be one of those people that become bitter and angry at the world and feel sorry for your self.

Nick Santonastass , a courageous young man that was born without legs and only one arm and finger. Did he do something to deserve this? of course not ,but that was what life gave him...but he decided that what life IS and what he chose to do with it would be different .He is a prime living example of what life IS and what you MAKE of it are two different things...he is only 12 years old and yet he can play the drums and the piano.He can swim ,and can skate board and won an art contest in NJ. He chose to look at life in a positive way and he got positive results for that. I choose to not sit around and be a victim...I am not a victim anymore I AM VICTORIOUS throught Christ Jesus!!

I choose everyday to see the beauty in it... I choose to see the grace that God has given me...even if I die this day...I will have died happy and thankful for what I have been given...and I only hope that I have lived all that I can during this life...pity myself? No way!
I am too blessed! So rise above!
Life gave me lemons but I made lemonade....

I had this dream not too many months ago...that I was on a bus , where I was heading ..I am unsure, but I knew that it was important that I get there.

The bus driver found many obsticles along the way..bad weather..people wanting him to stop and let them on...some wanted to get off......

along the way there was a young woman who sat behind me ..that begin to pick on me and asked me if I had a ciggarette...I told her I don't smoke any more..she became defensive and began to bring up my past and say I thought I was better than her...the bus driver asked her to be quiet...she looked so angry ...She was in my ear saying things until......

Finally...he had to stop so we could take a break at this rest area....this was not like our rest areas we have now...this place was very strange.

I walked into this room and to the back ...on the floor to the right ...were three young ladies..they looked to be as high as a kite ..they looked so strung out...they look up at me as I passed them...their eyes looked dead.....they told me to look into the mirror on the left that was on the wall....

I looked into this mirror and the reflection told me that I was going to die...that I was not going to make it...it showed me some of my mistakes and things from my past to verify this....I became so sad and began to cry.....I walked back out toward this bus ...thinking that I can not get back on....then there by the side of the road ...standing next to this big bus ..was the most beautiful woman I ever did see!

Her skin was silky white and it had a light that seemed to bounce off of it...her eyes where clear and blue as the ocean...it seemed like you could see through them....she wore a crown on her head...it wasn't like the crown we know..not the golden crown that is shaped to go around the head....this crown was lined with gold and stood upon her head at least a foot of deep purple that had jewels embeded in it.......

She had a voice as soft and sweet ....when she spoke this to me it sounded like many voices speaking at once......she asked me why I wasn't getting on the bus....I told her that I couldn't make it...that I was going to die...she replied to me ...that I would not die...that I would live...God said I shall live...to get back on that bus not to let it leave me behind.

I remember feeling a sudden strength and confidence...she sent with me a young man and told him to help me on the bus.....I got back on that bus and then that was the end of the dream.

I woke up after this dream just knowing that God had given me this dream.....it was as real then as it is now.......Since then I have had other so called christians bring up my past and bully me just as that lady on the bus did....(I felt like giving up then)...since the dream...I have been told by satan that I won't make it that I am going to fail...(I felt like giving up then)...the one thing that kept comming to my mind these times was The Dream....That woman what she said ...those words I knew in my spirit came straight from the throne of God...

I got to make it...I can not let satan talk me out of Heaven...I have got to hold tight to God's hand.....I can not go back to the life I once lived....I want to LIVE!

I will not die.....If I stand my ground and fight back ....God will bring me through and I will live another day to live for the Lord!
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