Fallen Angel

the more depressed we get, the louder and louder the music plays...just to drown out all the thoughts....we become dead inside

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close your eyes and please dont let me go..
Me, Myself, and I
surrounded in darkness, i thrive upon dead memories and sorrow...i am a mear shadow of who i used to be...no one see's me...and no one will ever hear my voice...i am silence...

please please forgive me, but i wont be home again, maybe someday you'll have woke up and barely consious you'll say to no one 'isnt something missing?' you wont cry for my absance i know, you forgot me long ago am i that unimportant? am i so unsignificant? isnt something missing? even though id be sacrificed you wont try for me not now, though id die to know you love me, im all alone..

evanescence-missing
Mijn wederhelft
Carpe Diem

Carpe Diem

this gurl is like one of my favourite friends xD

Music
evanescence, linkin park, threedays grace, perry case band, simple plan, blink 182 sum 41, the ramones, cascada, aero smith acdc, the band with jack black (i cant remember what its name is..itoooooh tenatious d and a bunch of others) i'll tell you all later when i have time..
Films
the forbidden kingdom!!! :D , the school of rock, kung fu panda, snow cake, kiki's delivery service ;)
Sports
surfing, archery, snowboarding, baseball (just cuz i love hitting the ball and running xD)
Scared Of
the ocean is beautiful but for some reason im terrified of it xD
Happiest When
im happiest when im either online or with my best friend jonney or when im hanign out with my new friends and when im around joseph pootoogook ;) xd :)

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  • my version of the poem where he kills me it is titled 'forgotten'

    i look into my boyfriends eyes,
    i hand him the knife,
    wordlessly he takes it,
    he lays my head softly on his lap,
    wordlessly, he closes my eyes
    he kisses my lips so gently, almost like he was afraid any pressure would scare them away...
    he kisses each closed eye
    and whispers in my ears that he loves me...

    i feel the cold blade rest against my neck,
    i can feel the hesitation in his hands
    the hesitation dissapears as the knife slowly slits my throat,
    i feel the air leave my chest,
    as my body struggles to breathe,
    my eyesight getting dimmer and dimmer, darker and darker,
    the pounding of my heart once so loud in my ears, fades away

    as he lay his hand over where my heart is supposed to be beating,
    i feel the tears fall,
    theres so many, it feels like theres a river flowing across my face,
    i can barely taste the saltyness of the tears that flow into my partialy closed mouth,

    though my senses are leaving me quickly now,
    i feel as though someone were holding me tightly to their chest,
    and it sounds like...someone were screaming my name, almost as if to call me back to them...
    but the thing is,
    i dont want to go back
    i want to feel the peaceful oblivian,
    i want the never forever,
    to be forgotten...
    to feel no more pain...
    forever...

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  • what my boy wrote for us

    "in these days i watch my love smile at me at endless nights, at a star i wish to feel her hatred, more days go by and i can't find anything evil in her, then soon i stab her shoulder, break the ribs n rip out the blood, i throw the heart at the wall then i throw the body around, hitting with a bat, no a bar
    then i cut her throat let her bleed, let her feel the pain while after death, the empty chest seems so happy since in death n in heaven shes crying for me, but one thing came out of all of this, her chains r free n she won't ever come back for me
    as the cops come n catch me i go in the souless house where no man has paid there sins, only to the open crowd they see my sins, but for me i see that i did my job, not by love but by anger within me"

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  • the words hidden within my heart

    the dawn breaks upon my broken skin,
    blood flows through my veins,
    i lay on shards of glass and fragments of a small mirror...
    i feel my life ebb away from me,
    the remnants of my thoughts on you

    though i lay dying,
    i am happy,
    happy that my last actions in this world;
    though my heart lay in ruins,
    its existance,
    was to make you happy,
    to see you smile was my only desire...

    though you'll never know it,
    my death was to ensure that you'll live happily and safe from any and all enemy attempts.

    i guess my destiny was chosen the moment i saw you,
    i always knew that you'd never want me the way i want you,
    so i then pledged my life to you and your future-no matter what it may hold...

    i've held it so long in within my heart,
    underneath it all, all i've ever wanted to say was 'i love you'....
    and now, as i remember all those times i was with you,
    a smile flits across my face...
    and i die...with those memories...and a smile on my lips...

    0 Commentaren 202 dagen

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afsluiten Commentaar

  • Aqaaluktaaq
    luv Aqaaluktaaq

    Hi Pani'naaq
    Just checking out your bebo with
    Babe

    Love you.

    2 weken geleden
  • Carpe Diem
    Carpe Diem

    Just dropping by to see how things are going.... everything is good here, same old same old, the curse of being in a small town, nothing new happens :P

    9 weken geleden
  • Aqaaluktaaq
    luv Aqaaluktaaq

    Hey Luv send me your e'mail to my email

    9 weken geleden
  • Chris Wells
    luv Chris Wells

    hi,u ok,u havent had a comment in a week

    22 weken geleden
  • Anna
    Anna

    Ooohh so it's True!! *pretends to be angry* When were you going to tell me, huh missy?? eh eh eh?? :L
    Aww, that sounds like a lovely plan that he'll be seeing you next summer :) but sucks that he lives in the place where you used to live before though :( ! Aww >w< ! I'm so glad that you're in love again, hehe ;) ...apart from that, how's it going with everything with you? How's your new home and new friends? :)

    23 weken geleden
  • Anna
    Anna

    Hey Jo! :D
    Hows it going? :) Im glad to see that youre seeing someone! :D It means that someone has been keepig you company and Im relieved to see that ^^
    Drop me a line when you read this!
    Anna xxx

    24 weken geleden
  • Mahtoonah Arngna'Naaq
    Mahtoonah Arngna'Naaq

    Good luck on the talent show ok i hope you do ggood too bad i am not there to see you play but i am there with you anyways ok In reply to: "talent show tomorrow xd im the first one performing :D i'll be playing the piano...playing canon ;) wish me luck" by Fallen Angel

    28 weken geleden
  • Justine Scottie
    Justine Scottie

    Longest-time man How Have You Been'li - When R-U_going Bakk 2 Baker-Lake-?- I Mizz Hangin Out With You Man shitty my mums going here pretty soon i guess i'm so lost (BIGTIME)<i/> i'm going yellowknife next year or this year i don't know but if i get there i'm like so going to travel man Fuk
    i'm-outta-wordz byee

    hit-me-bak

    28 weken geleden
  • Anna
    Anna

    Hey, sorry it's a very late reply. Dont come on anymore.
    I cant remember how i was or how was my weekend was going then, but i can say that my weekend now - that just gone anyway lol - was really good. I went home for my brother's birthday and have to admit I actually missed home :( so atm im not feeling so good.

    Anyway, how about you? Ah, that's great that there was a carnival going on that weekend! How was it? Did you manage to go in the end? :P

    30 weken geleden
  • Kagome Higurashi
    Kagome Higurashi

    that ok u can reply late anytime u want i glad u had fun i be working at the fair this summer ^^

    30 weken geleden
  • Kagome Higurashi
    Kagome Higurashi

    lol i am soar but ok

    32 weken geleden
  • Kagome Higurashi
    Kagome Higurashi

    u look nice to me that why i wanted to add u :)

    32 weken geleden
  • Kagome Higurashi
    Kagome Higurashi

    cus i wanted it friends that why

    32 weken geleden
  • Anna
    Anna

    yeah :P Must be the season :L
    Oki =]

    36 weken geleden
  • Anna
    luv Anna

    hey :) Yeh it's been a while, sorry :P
    I should be saying i'm doing great, but really Im not :L
    How about you?
    Why the gloomy videos? =S youre loaded so many of them.. :'( frustation?

    36 weken geleden
  • Josee Zilla
    Josee Zilla

    hey :O i want to dye my hair purple first!!

    so your living kinda on your own now.... lucky!!
    i never chat with you anymore!
    i don't think i can go on that late.. but i can try :)
    lol, i don't know what else to say atm...

    i've been enjoying my slipknot cd, its kinda creepy though... but in a good way :P
    lol, ok i'll ttyl cuz i'm kinda babbling right now...

    36 weken geleden
  • Josee Zilla
    Josee Zilla

    are you online? if not GO ONLINE!

    37 weken geleden
  • Josee Zilla
    Josee Zilla

    Go Online I want to CHAT WITH YOU!!!

    40 weken geleden
  • Josee Zilla
    Josee Zilla

    how come your at the hospital again??? :( that doesn't sound good!
    you get passes? I wish we got passes. (In the middle of class) Um, I got a pass I'll be back in like ..... three weeks?:P
    i'll send you my phone number in the mail kk
    My family is doing really well, It's pd week here so I'm on vacation and being a total slug :P
    Ok ttyl
    bye

    40 weken geleden