If you were offered a shot of whiskey right this second, would you accept?
uhm no.

What about heroin?
nope.

Do you secretly love somebody right now?
well if anyone thinks its a secret.. then they are either like. blind and deaf. or just really stupid.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
uhm no.

Are you in a good mood right now?
pretty much.

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour?.
kody.

Do you need to say anything to someone?
mhm.

Do you take compliments well?
not really. i tend to just not believe them and just think that they bullshit alot . unless its someone who NEVER compliments you. and then when they do your all like.. =D okay. haha

Has a boy/girl ever called you Babe or baby?
uhm yes. lol

Will you be in a relationship in four months?
yeah. hopefully lol. im pretty frickin sure.

Do you like to take walks?
yeah.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
no.

Who was the last person you had an argument with?
mommy dearest.

Who do you miss right now?
alex.

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
ae.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
no. obvi not..

Have you held hands with anyone in the past week?
yeah.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
mannyy people. its not like its that big of a shocker, lol

Do you want kids?
most definitely =)

Does cuddling freak you out?
uhm nooo.. lol

Do you believe that marriage should be between a man and a woman?
i believe that marriage should be between two people who love each toher. regardless of what you find when you remove their pants.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
uhmm . go out.

Would you sleep with your worst enemy?
i dont have one.

Are you planning on commiting suicide?
noo wayyy. lifes too awesome =)


When's the last time you talked to your best friend?
uhmm. about thirty seconds ago.


Do you feel like people treat you unfairly?
not really. sometimes , yeah. there are certain people that i think are just ridiculous, and that they treat me the way they do simply for the sake of having something to do.. and yeah id say thats not too fair.

What do you want right now?
.... =D haha.

What's the most hilarious thing you've heard/seen today?
i dont remember.. i laughed really hard at something in science class with ashley.. just dont remember what.

How do you deal with sadness?
uhmm. i cry.. then i call a friend.

Have you ever been too drunk to drive?
i wouldnt know. i dont drive .

What kind of car do you want?
one that moves. i dont fuckin care.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
mehh, its all good haha.

Do you have any piercings or tattoos?
just the ears. yeah, im lame, shut your face.

Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
yeah. three. =)

Do you wish that you were somewhere else right now?
yes i sure do.

Do you like cuddling?
i seem to recall this question..

Have you kissed anyone while laying on his/hers couch?
uhmm many a time.

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
no. i seriously like friggin straitjacket it.

What side of a heart do you draw first?
right =)

Last person you saw other than your family?
kody.

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
uhmm. three minutes, if i talk on the phone first.
otherwise. about twenty

Are you a vegetarian?
hell nooo.

Do you own any band t-shirts?
uhmmm... yes.

Whens the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
three days ago.

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
baha noo. i wish. =)

What colour of shirt are you wearing?
green .

What did you go to bed thinking about last night?
nothing. i was like out right away.

When was the last time you laughed a lot?
uhm yesterday.

Any drama in your life?
a little bit. only as much as everyone has.

Do you have any close friends of the opposite sex?
uhmm yes. two or thr

k so you know what. schools fucking suck. whoever puts together course loads. SUCK.
WHYYYY would you give somebody : English, Home Ec, Gym and Spanish in one term,
and then : MATH,SCIENCE,RELIGION,PLANNING ANNNNDDDD FUCKIN SOCIAL STUDIES
in the next?
who the fuckk would come up with that.
you goddamn geniuses, i hope you die.
like seriously.
fuck .
kthxbye .

okay, so seriously , this is going to be random.
i am having that feeling where you need to put yourself down into words to really understand whats going on in your life. this is gonna be all about me. so its gonna be boring, for the most part.

first off.. im a human. yes, shocking, i knoww. but being human, i do make mistakes. they effect me , they effect everyone around me. believe me, im completely aware of this. theres no need to tell me when i fuck up, i generally can tell pretty quickly. my life is defined by mistakes. honestly. when i think back to a certain point in my life, instead of thinking " that was in july" i think " that was after i ________" . they are my own personal calendar. so if you find me talking about something i did like, two years ago and still feel bad for, dont think its wierd.. its just me. dont tell me to shut up about it, its in the past, its over, blahblahblah. it doesnt work. its how i process things, and eventually i move past it on my own.
the bad part of looking at your life this way, is that you cant let your mistakes go, or the problems resulted from it. the people you hurt, or the fights that were caused from it. speaking of fighting. i hate it. i know that like.. anyone that knows me would find that hard to believe. but i cant actually hurt people. i have no problem bitching, as long as someone is bitching back . once it goes too far , i will always feel horrible and i will always apologize.

my life is run by the people who inhabit it. i will literally do anything for a choice few people. i tell everything to two people in my whole world. i am usually a pretty strong person, and ill usually make my own decisions based on what I want and what I need. however , when you throw either one of these people into the equation, everything changes. and i become .. not weak , but more persuadable. if kody or katelyn ask or tell me not to do something, i wont.
i have many close friends, but only two people who are everyything to me. and i thiiink im pretty important to them too. =) circle of love where i feel so .. i donno. i dont have to worry about drama or try to make anyone happy or anything like that. its just where im most comfortable. when im with them.

i am like . the most sterotypical girl in the world. like seriously. my friends are my world. i fight with my parents constantly, im never home, i hate school, i do alot of shopping, i spend every second with my boyfriend. see ? however. im also very unique in ways. m,y friends and i.. we are fuckin retarded. well katelyn and jessica and i , bahaha. i am one of the few people in the world who can have an 8 hour shopping session and wind up with nothing but a chocolate bar wrapper. its a skill.

i know i might seem like one of those people who has it all figured out.. and who like doesnt give a shit. at least, if you dont know me well i might. i know ive heard from quite a few people that my life seems perfect. i guess from the outside looking in, it might. but that would be very very wrong. it takes awhile to see it, if you dont spend alot of time with me, but im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
 ooo far from perfect and my life is too. every one has their problems, some are just a bit harder to deal with than others. i somehow find ways to deal with mine. and i like to think im there for the people i care about when they have them.

xx.