When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

The way your hair feels soft in my hands…
The way the breeze caressed those intricate strands…
The way it dances along the playful wind
The way it soothingly tickles on this sensitive skin…

The way your hands keep me warm on a winter’s night…
The way they hold on me as you hugged me tight…
The way you caressed my locks,
The way you intertwine our hands as we watched the day goes by…

The way your smile strengthens me...
The way it teases me when I did something silly...
The way it gives hope when I am low
The way it shines through this barrier of glass
On this wretched soul...

The way I got lost into those eyes
The way I got drowned into those mysterious orbs of sublime…
The way they captivated me, and the way they tantalized me…
The way they made me realize,
What a wonderful person you are…

These things,
I will treasure
For always,
And forever...

Today’s moment
Will soon be a memory.
And for all eternity
I will cherish them,

In memory of you.

For I love you...
With all of my heart, flesh, and bone.

Look into my eyes, what do you think of me? Am I the one that you describe perfect to everyone you know? I wish I could tell you what you want to hear. Everything that I have ever said has never been enough. Wont you let me know why I am so bad of a person? Do you even know? I run my own hands through my hair thoroughly, I dont feel you. I smell my own scent, you are not around. I cry my own tears, you are not here to wipe them away. So I let them drop-- and stain my carpet. My clothes do not cover my scars, you should be able to see them In my emotions. My self-liquidation is revealing. Compair me to others, am I different? Did you know I am hurting? My blackened heart never bleeds. All of my dead blood cells are stuck inside of me. The continuous mind blowing love that I have for you has got to stop! When I look at you, I see right through. I laugh and call you a lummox. I want to lay In a warm bodie of water surrounded by floating candles while I drink hermatige. Oh how I long for a hero. Its amazing how our minds work. Sometimes I think Its not even my own thoughts. I am insipient. Blind folded as I fall to my knees. Cold as the fire screeches around me. Acerbity runs threw my body. I know Its there! When I think of you I imagine your nails crawling...slowly, deeply Into my back. I cannot see threw these windows out Into the world. I see white. Like a blank page begging for Its color and fame. Why do I feel as If I have not a soul here for me? I could scream and NOBODY would drop what they are doing to help me. I AM SO ALONE! I AM AS ALONE AS THE GREY STORM CLOUDS! WHERE IS EVERYBODY!!? I cry, more than any ocean. Tired, more tired than a painting hanging on a wall for years. Torn, like the bottoms of my shoes. Dead.... am I the only one around without a smile Inside and out? I havent laughed since I was old enough to know how bright the sun really is. You think I am a different, unkind person. When really I am abundant. My venacava Is tearing with each word I say. Shall I make you a Itinerary so that you will be able to reach me? My heart becomes more immense but I trip and fall. The gridlock Is being caused by you.--- Finally feeling the pain huh? Doesnt feel good does It? Your life Is comming to an end.... but I save you. Whenver you think things couldnt get any worse, they do. I hate It when you laugh at me. Does It make you believe yourself a goddess? Your not, Im not scared of you but you still know how to hurt me! No matter If you think you do or do not, you are my reason of tears. Im sorry! Even though I havent a thing wrong I AM SORRY! STOP YELLING AT ME PLEASE! I really am that bad of a person arent I? The coolest, most extravagent things could happen to me, I'll say one wrong thing and my smile, my heart, and all of my positives are gone. Okay I admit It! I need help! Or do I really? I dont know. Im only a kid! When I cry I dont feel a thing other than the tears that I hold back, burning my eyes..! Hug me? NO I dont want you to touch me. Sit down and talk? Why? So that you can raise your voice some more? OKAY IM IN! LETS DO IT! Not. I'll just walk away and Ignore you. Is It time for reasoning yet? I think It Is. But lets do It my way. Get out of my sight. Never speak to me agian. Can you do that? Sound good enough to you? It does me. You dont like it? Oh wel. I dont care. I wish I could see in time. Mabey watch myself? Just to see what you see? Or mabey watch you. Yeah I think that what I'll do. Look your stabbing me right in the back! I dont seem to hurt any.. Mabey Its because Im used to it. Well i guess Its time for me to catch back up with my senses. But remember when i get back to reality.... I dont love you anymore. Im waiting on somebody else. Bye.... "Now thats better, back to my bed, my room, my belongings...This feels real. I must be feeling better now."