Days, weeks, months have passed me by trying to analise why I said good bye. Figureing out why I couldn't trust you. you know I loved you and I knew I did too. What happened to us? We were happy. Even if I never ever saw you I happy enough texting you. You made me feel special the way you said things was like we were a family. but then I remember. remember what you did. still not sure why you did it. Your true colours came out. and I watched you leave me out. Youstood me up. but broke me down. You made me high but it ended with a low. You told me I was your Queeny, was I your queeny? or your toyey? I never fought then suddenly it was the only thing we knew how to make each other feel. suddenly it all felt real. yo loved her and I loved you. I hurt me and she hurt you. doesn't matter now. You can just take a bow. You won, your a hero.

So we'll flip a coin to determan our future.
Heads, we're together.
Tails, your mine forever.

CjCalder. You are the best chick I simply know ; you are always there for me and make me smile, but not when you give me nipple cripples and wet willies . I still love you. You lighten up my day & when I see you I cant help but smile. By the way I am NOT gay. haha you gaybo x x