I'd like to believe that everyone on this earth has the right to be loved by someone in the most magical way. I do not think that is too much to ask. Every single person has an unbelievable amount of love to give, stored up inside of them. Which, hopefully they will be able to give to someone one day. It is true that not everyone may meet their soul mates, how do you ever know anyway? I think that you have to believe in love, believe in the person you love, but most importantly believe in yourself. You then need to have faith and to trust in the future, sometimes it may turn out how you want it to, and sometimes it may not.

Sometimes the person you love may not love you in the same way or in the same quantity, but sometimes they may love you even more than you can imagine! Whatever the case, love is one of the most amazing things that you can experience, however the outcome might be! To connect with one person, and to come together in ways you never thought possible, is the strangest thing imaginable.

There is nothing to compete with love, it takes over your mind, body and soul. It devours you. I wish people weren't so afraid of it, I wish people threw themselves into it, with all their entirety. You may get hurt, you may not... But, if you don't try, you may not ever know what you are missing.

I think some people search to hard for it, often it may be right in front of them. We only have one shot at life, one time to get it as right as we can. Do not waste time in persuing dreams that may never come forth. Pursue dreams that are realistic. Open your eyes to what you have already, do not take anything for granted. Love is a precious gift, and a gift of life, and not everyone will experience it, so hold on to it with all that you have. It is something that you can have forever as long as you work a little to keep it alive!

I wish you all an amazing love, I think we all deserve it, no matter what. I think that love is the key to life, it is what we are all here for. So love with all your heart, and hopefully you will be loved equally in return. I know that I am bursting with love, I just hope someone will be bursting with love for me!!!

To my darling beautiful family....

I wanted to write you all an email before I went to bed tonight because I really am missing you all so very much, and I wanted to tell you just how much I love you all.

Time just keeps on ticking by and we all have our own seperate lives that are probably just as busy as eachothers. You don't even realise how much time has gone since you last told the people you love how much they mean to you, so I am telling you now! xx

I feel so grateful to have such a wonderful family, every single one of you is so special to me and I love you all so much. Please know this... I think of you all the time and wish that life was different and that we could all be together.

We have no idea what the future holds for any of us, but I do hope that in how ever much time we have left with eachother, that we can spend it loving eachother, and knowing how special we all are to eachother.

My Granny, you are my angel, my star... I love you so much, you are such a special lady, and I will love you forever. I know that you aren't going to be around forever, I can't bare the thought of ever losing you. I miss you so much when I am here, I wish that it didn't have to be this way. I hope that you will always be in my life, even when God has called you to his side.

Grandad... I am definitely your grandchild aren't I?! I seem to have gotten so many of my aspirations from you. I will continue to travel, and learn, and see as much as I can until I die, and I hope that I can do all the things that you haven't had the chance to do. I will do it for you! I am so happy that we have gotten to know eachother more now that I am older. I love talking to you about everything i do, I miss you so much, and wish we could have more time together than we do. I can't wait to see you again, and give you a big hug, and I always look forward to our chats xxx Love you xxx

Lynette, you are part of the family, and you have been since the start. So many happy memories. You are a very special lady, you have looked after my Grandad so well, and I can't ever begin to thank you for everything you have done for him. You have made his life complete, and I do love you. Thankyou for being a love in his life. I do hope that one day you and my mum can be friends, I know she is so happy for the two of you, you must know that. You two should love eachother, like I do.

Dadda...my dadda.... The best pop ever...Everyone always describes you as a gentleman, someone who always goes out of his way for anyone...I describe you as the best dad in the whole world. I miss you so much my daddy...I hate being apart from you.... How awful is it? I'm your little chick and I live so far away, and you have no idea what my life is like. I wish you had a TV that I could transmit footage to whenever I was doing something cool that I wanted you to see...I just hope that life isn't always like this.. I feel so unsettled, I feel like half of me is here and half there with you, and I don't know what to do.... I hope that I can make you proud one day, and do something amazing with my life. I owe you that for all the things you have done for me, all the things you have taught me. I miss you so much my pop. Big hugs and kisses xxx

Mummy... my best friend, my other creator... you know how much I love you, and how much I miss you. Even if I am a dork and I am not so good with my emotions and feelings sometimes! This is why I had to write this email, I am just an odd girl... Where did that come from? Do tell me?! I miss you mummy, and I love you so very much. I can't believe that we have been apart for so long. It won't be forever, I promise you it won't. When I have babies and all that... I will need you right by my side. I can't live without my mum, and I am so glad that I can just call you up, and talk to you about anything and everything whenever I want. My life is better with your guidance, don't ever leave my life.....(I'll have a word with JC and let hi

Hello everybody!!

How are you all? I am really good at the moment, just been on another lovely holiday so its all good! Not so great being back here though and back at work...aaaah... Oh well... such is life hey?!

My darling friend Hayls has just been over for her annual holiday from Durban with a mate called Bunn :0) from work, and luckily I managed to get a friend to fill in at work for me, and off I went to meet them, with the wonderful help of three credit cards!! (Well... not so wonderful now....!!) They had booked to go to the Greek Islands and got there before me, therefore they got to see the stunning Santorini which I still haven't done yet! I will do at some point and hopefully with a man as it is mean't to be a really romantic holiday! One for the future list!!
I flew in to Athens at 3am then caught the bus to the port and waited there until 7.30am for my ferry to Ios! Yeah IOS!!! That is the island that I used to work on, for those who don't know... Can't believe that was like five years ago! Crikey man! Time flies!! Anyway.. arrived in Ios later that morning and the PARTY STARTED!!! Ios is the best place to have a good party, I promise you all that!! It really is such a friendly island and you just feel right at home on this island!! I had such fun, getting home at 9am my first night, and 7am the next two nights!! Hee hee!! Far too much alcohol consumption in three days!! I met some wonderful people too, that I just love to bits so make sure you all keep in touch okay?! xxxxx I saw my old boss, had flaming lamborghini's, rocked all the bars and just had a gas!! I definitely recommend this island!!

Next island we headed to was Paros, a more relaxed, quieter island (just what we needed after Ios!!) We stayed in this funny little hotel, rather posh in a really odd way! I will send pictures soon! There were naked statues all over the place so Hayley and I had such fun, as you might imagine!! Nothing rude though!!!!! We hired quad bikes here and drove all over the island, checking out all the beaches and eating some really yummy food!! (Lamb Kleftico - well recommended hey Bunn?!) Hayls was on the back of my bike, so I was the man!! Fine by me as I love all that sort of thing, am still really hoping to do my motorbike licence at some point. Biker chick all the way!! We had some real laughs on this island, dogs getting busy in the middle of the road, trying on nutty wigs, just being silly really!!

A great two days in Paros relaxing, then onto Mykonos! Another well known party island! After a whole lot of waiting around as our ferry was cancelled we finally got there! I had a bit of trouble though as I hadn't booked accommodation so that stressed me out a whole lot! I ended up having to find a place down by the beach like twenty mins away where I am sure I got bed bugs!! Oh well! Its all an adventure isn't it?! Hired a scooter here too so bombed around on my own a bit checking the beaches out, Bunn came with me one day and held onto me for dear life!! Hee hee!! Its really windy so you nearly get blown away, and there are some really steep hills! Anyway we survived so its all good!! I did have a fun time in Mykonos, although not quite as good as Ios! Perhaps if I had been a bit more organised it might have been better. I did get to rock the party in the VIP room at Cavo Paridiso to Carl Cox, and even got to meet him - representing Zimbabwe!! I had ZIMBABWE written in big letters on my arm! Crazy girl I know but it had to be done! Cavo Paridiso is this massive, partly open air night club right on the cliffs by the sea, with a massive swimming pool in the middle, absolutely awesome place! I certainly partied here, and killed my feet at the same time! Who invented high heels? Can I kill you now????

After Mykonos, Hayls and I flew back to London for one night and then it was off to Ibiza the very next day! Man... I was actually dreading it! I was really run down and couldn't believe I was going to go to Ibi