I think we shouldnt bailout each and every business that might crash. I understand the takeover of Freddie Mac and Fannie Mae and AIG. But I dont think all the finacial instutions should get bailed out. But we will see what happens. It will probably effect us sooner than we think. Many people saying they dont know how it will effect us. I believe if it works, we will be back to where we are now, gas still kinda high and inflation still goin. But if it doesnt work right, we might go into a depression and raise the debt for our country even deeper. Thats my opinon

School. School aight. I need to get more forcused and stop fucking around. I need to get my grades back up. To be honest, I like CRCP, its cool and im keeping it 100. I jus hope this school year get better as the days go by.

Homecoming. I was really gonna run for court. Im still gon do it. But I hate that they don wen up on the homecoming ticket price. But its wateva.

Music. We got the legends of rap dropping albulms this quarter. Kanye wit 808s and HeartBreaks. Dre wit the Detox. Em with King Mathers, 50, Jay and TIP. Im most def buying a couple albulms this quarter.

My music....I got the license from the state and city to run a record label. Im actually gonna do this yo. Im actually going to legally run a record label. If anybody down, jus hit me up.

With the economy the way it is, its gonna be hard to make some doe. Im still on the grind. Dont forget that. And with this label thing popping, you know the saying, u gotta spend money to make alot more money.

College is creeping up on me. Only got a year and some months. I didnt know life was gon be so fast. Im really thinking bout SEMO. So all you Redhawks, you know wat it is.

Religion wise....Im thinking bout making my own decisions about my religion. Im gonna look into it more. I like the ideas of being Catholic, and I would be Muslim but I dont belive Muhammad was the messiah. And I think its time to learn more about myself and my relationship with God.

For the rest of my days, Imma be me. I hope ya realize that. And i hope ya be cool in the mean while. Only thing left to say is

IM OUT

Peace

Fuck Tha World.

Im in a state of emergency. I aint been feeling good at all. It feels as if im shunned in a room with 4 walls and im by myself. Im also ready to take someone out. Cuz people gettin on my damn nerve. My one relief to rely on aint working, and wit that being the case something might happen.

Music. Im recording the albulm now. So everbody that keep asking, their is yo answer.

Money... Um.... Why is erbody concerned bout money. Why dont ya money seeking niggas get a damn job. Cuz if a nigga try to rob me, the nigga gon get 10x worst. Ya boy is back.

And God. I know I still been sinning.

All ya besta watch out for me, for shit happen.

Real Shit

Why is it that people don't realize the situation this country is in. We in a recession. Gas is High. Food is High. Clothes getting cost more. Foreclosers on houses and more things to come. I hope whoever the next president is, fix this problem and I mean quick.

Music ain't the same. What ever happen to being creative. Tha Carter 3 was iight, could've been way better if it wasnt for the leaks and delays. Want happen to better messages in albulms instead of just trying to get 2 albulms out in a year. I guess people want the music now instead of waiting for artist trying to put some greatness in their music. That's why my albulm taking long to do.

Money... Um.... I need it bad. Already got 2 jobs and bout to get a third. Im on my grind to get. Might have to go back to what I used to do when I was younger. Shit is crazy out here, but I need it bad.

This summer, I had a mission statement to: Money, Chickz, Music, Baseball. Chicks I promised myself, I would hang with the chicks I know more. My music got to get heard ya digg. Im trying to blow up for real. And if you in my way, im taking you down. And Baseball, Im looking to get scouted for real.

Got my Driver's License a couple weeks ago. Im working to buy a car. But the way gas looking, I rather get a Bus pass. But when I do get my car, I'm not gonna be at home at all.

And God. I know I been sinning. All I got to say is forgive me, Im working to get better and be a better Christian.

For the rest of the summer, time will tell. But for now, I got to look for myself.

Peace