chapter 18
mangos
i have a pain in my sawdust
im not sametrical
my toe fell off
my eyes fell off
i dont wanna marry a werewolf
i have a dead rat on my lap
dont eat bubbles
whipped butter
grape jelly
hand about the table

WARNING:rattleheadedcoppermoncason
 s give you herpagonasifleaids which cause hangnails and rabies.

Today, I went to sleep at six o'clock this morning and wolk up around twelve thirty to one o'clock[ish], I was wearing my jeans that are too big for me and my My Chemical Romance t-shirt. When I wolk up the house was burning up, like seriously. There was nothing on tv so I just watched Ice Princess. When Mom wolk up we went to get fans for the house, but all of teh sheds and everything was locked, so I went to Nana's house to get my fans and when I got them, some cloths, and changed into my long black gipsy skirt and my blue shirt with cute little cherry blossoms made out of beads on it Nana got there and told me that I didn't need to take the fans and asked me it I was going to eat at my Aunt Terisa and Uncle Steve's, I said yes, and she said we were leaving in a hour and that I nedded to take a quick shower[bleck]. I went to moms dropped off my cloths, got my purse, and went back to Nana's to take a shower. I tolk my shower, put my cloths back on, and got in the car. I got Nana to drive me to Mom's really quickly so I could get my black jacket, and we went to my Aunt and Uncle's in Newport. When we got there I went in the house to find my cousin tyler[shes a girl] instead I found Kayley[the one that goes to my school]. I was all like, "Woah I'm confused now," and she was all like, "Yea, me to," and we talked a bit [as usual she was also reading a thick book]. Then we wnet outside to find tyler, my Aunt said she was playing in the mud, so we went in the woods to find her. Wh found her[she has blue hair now...Nana still wont let meh dye my hair blue], my second or something like that cousin[Tylers neice] Cludia, and Tyler's friend[Alexia]. Tyler asked me how long I had gotten suspended and I told her. The we went inside so they could washed there feet, because they were covered in mud. Then we went outside, got drinks, blah blah blah...Then we ate and blah...While we were eating Tyler and I talked about past parties we had at her house.

[This sections for the memories, the rest of the story is below]

1. [Setting: Tyler's old house]When we were really little we had a party there once we were on the swing set the whole time with Matt and Andrew[our cousins], Alex[Tyler's older brother/my cousin], Zach[Tyler's cousin/my little brother], and Sarah[Tyler's cousin or something/my Aunt].

2. At Tyler's seventh birthday party there was a velcrow wall, mine and Tyler's hair kept getting stuck.

3. [Setting: Tyler's house]A bunch of little memories of us around there.

4. Last time, Tyler and I kept fighting[playing around of course]...tehehe, it was fun.

[Back to the story]

Blah blah blah, some other crap. Sometime after that we rode on the four wheeler[Tyler and Alexia on the back, Cludia in the dribers lap, and me on the very front]. We rode through the woods and it was really fun. Then we went inside and played on the computer a bit...we also have a new inside joke now[mountain dew and 409 pic]. Then Papa wanted to leave so he could watch the Bush race. On our way home Papa said maybe we would get a four wheeler, so when we go camping at the beach I could have something to do. And then we got home and I started writing this.

Sweet, now it's thundering and lightning...bad thing about that is that I have to get off because of the lightning.

And then I got back...tehehehe. Buh bye peoples, I love you all. Mwah. Mwah. <33.

http://www.myspace.com/h0team0

Want to be part of a fucking revolution¿
If you have any compassion at all, you'll hear my friends and me out.

The H Team was started out as a joke, to combat the kids at our school who put (A Team) in their display names. We thought we were being hella clever. We realized though, what we could make out of this, by finding people to car and put (H Team) in their display names, to fucking represent and show some compassion. It means so much to kids like me. The H Team is for any kind that's EVER been made fun of for being his or herself, every kid who's been the underdog, every kid who knows that different is the only way to be.

It doesn't matter what you wear, whether it be girl pants, secondhand clothes, an a-line haircut, or hello kitty necklaces, you can be a part of this, because all that really matters is how you feel. Be passionate. Be true to yourself. Be on the fucking H Team. We've got to leave something that matters behind when we're gone. Our generation has got this, all we need is awareness.

So put (H Team) in your display name. Embrace your inner underdog.
"By creating a legacy, by living a life worth remembering, you become immortal."
Always remember that.

The H Team is for anybody who's ever been the underdog.
The H Team is the fucking revolution.
The H Team is the punk rock band without the guitars.
The H Team is about putting the oppressors down.
The H Team is not about putting people who can be your allies down.
This is something that is not worth fighting for, but these are ideas that are worth dying for.

You can laugh in our faces or you can join us.
What matters is making something out of this.
Conquer fear and quit believeing what they tell you.

We're about honesty, awareness, underdogs, simplicity, complexity, beauty, dreams, emotions, thoughts, creaton, destruction, protagonism, truth, clarity, obsession, forgiveness, communication, copassion, strength, intelligence, understanding youth, and REVOLUTION.

The music we listen to is whatever music makes you feel right. Music is important to the revolution, and we don't judge on what you like.

This isn't bombing for peace, this is civil disobedience.
This is outside of the box. These are the people who aren't everyday people, or maybe they only seem like everyday people.
This sure as hell isn't strict.

We only have two rules:
[x] Don't degrate on anybody
[x] Spread the word

Some stuff you can do in the name of the H Team:
[x] Make people aware that this is what you believe in, and answer their questions.
[x] Wear the name tag, make this your name tag if you need to.
[x] Put (H Team) in your display name.
[x] Start a band. Tell your mum it's for the H Team.
[x] Save up for a skateboard. Get damn good and name your team after the H Team.
[x] Write a speech about what you believe in. Use the H Team as an example somewhere along the lines.
[x] Run around in the rain. Tell your neighbors that it was because the H Team possessed you.
[x] Make a t-shirt that say "H Team" on it. Wear it to school, and anybody who makes fun of you that day - beat them up.
[x] Start dressing the way you want to. Call it being an H Teamer.
[x] Go walk around for a day and do some new things and tell whoever you meet about the H Team.
[x] Make a documentary. Put the H Team in your crdits.
[x] Write a zine. Make a character to draw in your zine that's wearing a shirt with the H Team logo on it.
[x] Draw a picture, sign you name and but "(H Team)" with your signature.
[x] Take up digital photography. Manipulate an image so that it says "H Team" on it somewhere.

Basically just live up your life. Life's pretty damn short when you get down to it and your clock's ticking just like everybody elses. Youth ages, and you're not going to be able to do what you can do now when you're old. So go, do what you can. Do it now.

If you believe this, be it.
"By creating a legacy, by living a life