There's this girl in the mirror, I wounder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. Theres a story in her eyes, lullabies and goodbyes. When she's looking back at me I can tell she's...hurting inside.

Its getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is creeping up. Maybe one day you'll be able to comfort me.

Never underestimate the pain of a person, because the truth is everyone is struggling. Its just some people hide it better then others.

She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eye to a shadow no one see's, A disguise so you dont recognise...the girl is really me.

Im tired of being nice to people who dont give a shit about me.

Im just a fucked up girl living a fucked up life in a fucked up world. Welcome to were being me- is never enough.

Sometimes the pains to strong to bare and lift gets so hard you just dont care. You feel so alone...you just sit and cry, and wish every secound you could just lay down and die. Then you start thinking, who would care...if they woke up one morning and you wasnt there.

I could go on with my day and act like nothings wrong. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.

She cant hide no matter how hard she trys, and at night She crys away her pride, eyes shut tight staring at her inside.

You'll just never know...all the emotions I chose not to show..

Know what it feels like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, How you try to fit in but you can't, How you hurt yourself on the outside, to take the pain from the inside.

I see blood all over my hands...the knife's shaking in my hands...And all I hear a sound...

Ive been weak and ive been strong, Ive been through the fire and through the storm, I try to do right and I know I do wrong.

Just because her eyes dont tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

I dont know what I'm doing anymore. I dont know what I want to see. My world use to be living for, but now I'm struggling just to be me.

Im not afraid of the knife in my hand, I'm not afraid of dying. I'm just afraid of the pain it will bring, to the one's that love me most.

I'm screwing up every little good thing, I ever tried to do. I was born to lose.

jenna: BLOB GO FUCK THAT BUFFALO
jenna: AND POUR COKE INTO YOUR BELLYBUTTON AT THE SAME TIME
jenna: ?!?!?!?!?!
jenna: WAIT NO
jenna: INTO YOUR
jenna: ASSHOLE
jenna: EEW
jenna: I KNOW
jenna: BUT DO IT
jenna: BEFORE GOD CRUSHES YOU
jenna: WITH HIS
jenna: CUP SIZE ZZZZZZZZZZ BOOBIES
jenna: OH NOEZZZZZZZ
jenna: DONT
me: OMG GODS A GIRL!!
jenna: PLEASE
jenna: I BEG OF YOUUUUUUU
jenna: NO
jenna: god i s a man
jenna: with moobs
jenna: MOOBIESSSSSSSSSS
jenna: instead
jenna: god put his moobies, in a fridge
jenna: and they were preserved
jenna: for ever more
me: A FRIDGE?!
jenna: YES
me: why did he do that?!
jenna: he thought
jenna: oh well helloooo
jenna: may i put something of mine in youuu babyyy?
me: *gasps*
jenna: YES
jenna: THERES GOING TO BE MINI MOOBS
jenna: WHICH WILL GROW INTO BIG MOOBS
jenna: and have lil moob children
jenna: over
jenna: and
jenna: over
jenna: and
jenna: over
jenna: OOFT!
jenna: *orgasms*
me: hahhahaa i thought that said and have lil moob chickens

jenna: ner nerrrrrr
jenna: NEE NORRRRRR
jenna: *boom*
jenna: OHE NOEZZZZ
jenna: CALL THE FOOTBALL TEAM
jenna: *calls the football team booya*
me: *slowely walks away*
jenna: OKAY BOYS AND GIRAFFES
jenna: HUDDLE UP!
me: *starts sprinting*
jenna: we need to get the contents of this bottle of coke, into that womans bellybutton
jenna: without spilling any
jenna: GO FOR IT BLOB
jenna: *blob pours in a drop*
jenna: boss, this is guna take awhile
me: *keeps running away while screaming JENNA'S LOST IT*
jenna: I DONT GIVE A BUFFALO
jenna: buffalo's are hot
jenna: i know right, id do one
jenna: HAHA ME TOO
jenna: lets go fuck some buffalo
jenna: okies dokie, lemon meringue
me: :|
jenna: and blob and the boss fly away in the ocean breeze top fuck some buffaloooo
jenna: blob met another prettier blob on the way
jenna: and fucked that blob instead.
jenna: the end
me: blob, haha