oh , you dont have to read this ALLL. make ur eyes all sore
just felt like typing my fingers offffffff !

aurora , better known as "rora" or "rorrie", is a girl from an island. really lookin forward to grade 11. gotta pull up my socks real high next semess ... til they reach my knees .. aaahh, haha. summer's also gunna be the bomb .. . or hopefully. but hey, its what you make it ! i hate being sick & being lied to. i love alotta things that would take alot more than this profile space to write it up (:. my family is awesome... they make me not wanna leave home i can keep to myself sometimes, but i love talking & "socializing". holycrap, i love comedy movies! especially love watchin them with people who laugh alot . i also laugh alot ... probably more than i should. but it aint hurtin nobody right?! if you ever wanna make me really happy, bring me some strawberries & whipped cream, hahah.. my alltime favourite thing to eeeat. sitting around with friends is what makes me happy the most - - i love seeing other people happy & laughing. helping people makes me feel real good too. looking into becomin a gym teacher ! maybeee.. i love to write & play basketball, sing, & read. if u dont know that about me, you dont know me at alllllll ! haha. i can be really random! but oh welll.. im only a serious person when i want to be. i'm "too nice & too generous" is how alotta people describe me . SO TRUE. .. but i hate feeling stuckup & unhappy ... so i live the happy kinda life ya know !? .. i can be lazy , REALLY lazy at times.. & there isn't nothin that no one can do to get me motivated when i have my lazydays, HA!.. but, other than that ... i motivate myself towards different aspects of certain things. im still tryna find out who i am & what im supposed to be doing for the rest of my life. . . but i got like, 10 more years to figure that out ! i care alot about what my family thinks of me, but dont really care about anyone else's opinion. in the end, if you got no one... you gots your fammmmjammm ! .. but , my friends are the best in the books, so they're gunna be in my life for a prettttty long timee. .. i try & find ways to make my grandpa john proud .. . the clouds are always open for him to loook down at me , so .. mind as well be doin sumthin that'll make himm smile, ya knoo .. " i used to be crazy, but now im INSANE ! " lmao, i lovee that quote. i hate typing on an itouch .. whenever i try to use my nish talk .. like type "stug" or "eeee" .. it always corrects it for me ! ... so it comes out "stuff" or "egg" .. lmao. hate it.. . i wish i had a cellphone - be blowing it up allday, everyday ! .. the holidays are the bessssst. i love christmas . i like the way it sounds when you're tuning an acoustic guitar - - always used to hear my dad tuning his guitar everyday .. im not scared to be my own person ! i am no more, or no less, than everyone else . (: I LOVE HUGGGGS. alot. i may not show it, but they really really make my day ... i like chillin @ gran's place .. talkin & munchin w/ tea or hot chocolate . haha.. i love disney movies ! . pocohontas is my favourite. k im going crazy with the typing.. so i'll leave u with a quote. (:
"if you listen to reality , you'll never breakaway from the bottom.
dreams are what's gunna get you to the top ... thats only if u really want it "
- anon

k thats ME ! ♥ ... pce out , tricks ! ....
jusss kidddin.

When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
in the mirror, this morning... LMAO just kidding. .. . probably last night ? i think.

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
dont text, bud.

When will your next kiss be?
..no idea. probably from my baby sister when i get home ♥

Where's your phone right now?
beside meee atm

Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
few times, yea

What do you always take with you?
my bag of bricks ! .... but yeah. my purse.

Last time you hit someone?
last nite ? .. playfighting

What happened at 10am?
i was still sitting here .. 11 am rite now.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
work work work

Is your room clean?
nooooot even close

How many pillows do you sleep with?
5

Do you wear eyeliner?
noo, dont like it

Is life good?
for sure ! !

Your parents split; Would you want to live with your Mom or Dad?
well, my parents already split ... & im currently living with my mom, so.. .

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
haha, yeeeeess.

Do you think making out is slutty?
not really .. . it all depends on the number of guys that u DO make out with

Are you gonna get high later?
nope! dont do that stuff.

Would you go out with someone right now if they asked right now?
:| .. wouldnt go out with a random.

Do you think somebody's in love with you?
.......not that i know of.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah. once n only once.

Do you throw around the word love?
say whhhhaat ?

How many kids do you want to have?
2 (: one boy, one girl

Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?
yes. cant stay mad at them.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
.. .. .

Who was the last person you texted?
dont texxxt

Are you taller than your mom?
hahah YEAH

What's the farthest away from home you have ever been?
uhmm .. . not sureee actually

When was the last time you cried?
friday nite .. ..

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
yeeeh

When you see a foggy window do you feel the need to draw or write on it?
hahahaha yea! i always do that

How late did you stay up last night and why?
i stayed up til 1 only ... cuz i had to come to work at 9 am. . . fell asleep on those girls, we were watching "my bloody valentine" in 3D. freeeeakaye, but still managed to fall asleep somehow

How many times have you been to the emergency?
alot ... broke almost every bone in my body

What are you doing tonight?
no idea - sleepover again, most likely

What's the last thing you printed out?
a picture of my gramps

Last time you showered?
lastnite

When people walk past you and you know they're talking about you, do you say anything?
sometimes

Are you wearing any makeup or chapstick?
nopers

Who is/are your favorite comedian(s)?
dave chapelle , katt williams, & russell peters ♥

Do you know how to skate well?
i can skate ............... i just cant stop

What was the last song you sang out loud?
bubbly - colbie caillat .. hahah ugly

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
sorta ?

Last thing you drank?
havent had anything to drink all morning yet.

How long is your hair?
mid-back length

What was the reason behind the last time you laughed?
cuz i choked on my cough medicine ... kind of ironic

What is your greatest addiction?
i have the uncontrollable will of love ... .. jk. probably chocolate

Does anyone know your password besides you?
nope (: only person that knows it is adrian.

Was last New Years enjoyable?
i cant even remember what i did! so .. probably not

What are you listening to right now?
please dont leave me - pink

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
8 .. (N)

Do you care what others think about you?
not really

Has anyone ever told you they are in love with you and were serious?
yes

Who were you last in

GRANDPA JOHN .. .
i used to think god was trying to make my life the hardest thing when he took you in his arms & far away from me ...

now i realize that it was the greatest gift of all .... because i know that your life is painless & happy again.
i couldn't prepare myself & was never ready for your absence .. but now , i relaize that i was always ready... because i was always ready to know that no more tears shed from your eyes any longer.

i used to hate going into hospitals , but now i always go back , because that was the last place i saw your beautiful ice blue eyes.

i used to dislike seeing your grave on the ground, but now i look at it as a place where i can always find the strength i need; it reminds me why i try my best everyday.

i used to be scared of dying, but now, i know that when i get there, you'll be on the other side of the gate, reaching your hand out to me.

.. when you left, i used to hate leaving granny alone. i remember when granny never used to leave you alone when you were sick, always watching you...
but now i know that you'll be the one who's watching over her, aye?

i would sacrifise anything for you .... including my own happiness. .
i'n not fully okay yet with you not being here, but at the same time, the one thing i wanted is to know that you were happy again.
and if you're happy, that makes me happy too.

it hurts physically , the crying, the grief... but when i think of the everlasting endless life you have up in heaven, the love i have for you takes over the pain.

if i ever cry for you now, it's only because i wish that i could be as happy as you are .

i miss you , my grandpa ... but, it makes me smile when i know you you have found YOUR grandpa up there somewhere.

i love you infinitely, permanently, enormously, & unchangebly, my angel ! <3
p.s. ... i miss your white nosehairs, grampss! ! <3 hahaha .. {inside joke}