I wish my life was better but its not better its getting to the point were i don't want to be on this earth anymore i hate this town and i hate liveing in this house i wish i could move out of this house and state then i think my life where be better if i was gone and out of this state and far alway from here i want to do something stuiped again but i can't do anything stuiped again buz i promise alot of people that i won't do anything stuiped but its so hard not trying to do something stuiped when you feel the way i feel all the time now sad all the time and i wish i was happy but on the inside i'm dieing so bad right now and its killing me being this way buz i try so hard trying to be happy i think to myself why i'm on this earth for when i just don't want to be on this earth anymore i'm tired of everybody yelling at me and saying i should die well they might get there wish buz its killing me knowing that people want me die and they are not jokeing about it that really hurts me knowing that buz now its stuck in my head that i shouldn't be on this earth anymore i don't eat that much anymore or not all and i don't sleep at all so i just stay up all night think about alot of things like should i die or should i live should i do something stuiped again or not but keep thinking to myself don't do anything stuiped buz the last time you did you hurt the people that care for you and love you so don't it and keep your promise to them and i'm keeping my promise to everybody i promise

I can't take my life anymore i wish i was die and then i don't have to worry about hurt everybody that i love the most or my friends but that all i'v been doing now its hurting people and i'm sorry for all the people i hurt i didn't meant to hurt you i hate this town i wish i was out of this town buz then my life where be better without this town buz everybody in this town yell at me everyday and i hate people yelling at me i do and it makes me cry so hard and it makes me think do i need to be on this earth anymore if people just yelled at me sometimes i wish i was never born then i don't have to be this way alot or worry about everybody that around me and care about and love to dealth i wish i could be happy but thats not going to work anymore buz i can't be happy anymore buz i have this problem and i such do something about it but i'm not buz i'm to far in it now to do anything about it everybody try so hard to make me happy and i thank everybody for that and i love you guys for that alot

I love my bebo family alot i don't know what i where do without them in my life buz they mean the world to me i hope i don't lose anybody that is in my bebo family buz i will do something stuiped if i lose anybody out of my bebo family i love all of you guys alot i where do anything for u my bebo family means the world too be i love all of you guys alot