Where That Hell Do I Start With You Ay Babe? We'v Been Thru So Much Together Bub And Your One Of Ma Gurls I Know Will Always Be There For Me .. Even At Three In Tha Mornin When Im Cryin Ma Eyes Out Down Tha Phone Nd Your In Bed =] Your Always There For Me When I Need Some Advice, Someone To Talk Too Or Just A Shoulder To Cry On. You Mean So Much To Me Bubby And You'l Always Be One Of Ma Best Buddies Im Always Here For You Babe Nd You Know It x We'v Got So Many Memories Together Nd Il Never Forget A Single One Of Them. Our Tears, Our Drunken Nights, Or Toasties! Our Choccy Puds Lol Every Lil Thing Babe Il Never Forget.
You'l Always Be A Best Bud Bub Nd Never Forget That.
I Love You So So Much
Always =]
xXx

October 21st 2k7
23:14 !
In A Well Random Mood So Thort Id Be Cool Nd Rite A Poem Haha.

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Im sitting here alone with ma tunes in ma ears
Music blazin out so they cant hear ma tears.
Ma eyes r mistin over cos I cant help but cry
Tha thorts of tha ones that u never thort wud die.

Tha photos of tha memories yu never will forget
Tha times you remember but never will regret.
Tha stains on yur jeans wen u ran from tha police
Cort over wire fences, brick walls n tall trees.

Tha friends that u care for, ones that wer always there
Tha fites with yur ex, tha ones u cudnt bare.
But threw thick or thin, frends are in your heart forever
All tha tuff times, yu ride threw them together.

Its childhood memories Il cherish for my life
Small things growin up that cut deep as a knife.
Tha pissups nd tha laughter that make me wanna smile
I wanna make these times last quite a long while

I wanna thank ma family for razin me this way
Ma mother and ma father who will always let me stay.
Tha ones that will forgive u for anything you do
Cos however badly you fuck up ther sure to still love you

I wanna thank ma friends for makin me who I am today
For makin me this character n treatin me this way
Your tha ones I want with me on my wedding day
Tha ones I want in pretty colors at ma funeral if u may.

Live your life tha best you can, live everyday to tha full
You never know if it’l be your last, if your tha one to trip or fall.
So put away tha memories for wen yur getting old
Tomorrows another day, another story to be told.


[Inspired By Jonny Clapham]

xXx

August 8th 2k7
01:13 !
Alots Goin Through Ma Head Atm So Thort Id Write A Poem Bowt It =]

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I love you and you love me, but love ain’t what it’s made out to be.
Its stabs your heart just like a knife, forever I thought I’d be your wife!
But things just happened, that made us change.
Our love grew weak, it felt so strange.

You ended things, I fell to pieces
But people say that love increases.
I still wish things could be the same.
We were so in love, no-one to blame

But so much has happened since we split apart.
I don’t know how things could just restart.
Its hard living my life without you.
Seeing you happy but not being with you.

I see you on the odd occasion.
But talking to you needs some persuasion.
I see your face and I just freeze.
Just wanna fall down to my knees.

But some strange feeling holds my head high.
Just blank out the day you said goodbye.
I think of the days we spent together.
And remember this feeling won’t last forever.

I’ve tried to move on but it’s just impossible.
I think I’ll love you forever if possible.
The saying goes ‘Big girls don’t cry’
But everyday I wonder why?

Tears fall down for certain reasons.
They represent heart-break and confusion.
The box of memories I look back too.
The photos we took of me and you.

They make me cry, I look a wreck
Hold the necklace I wear around my neck.
But when I wipe away my tears.
I just ignore my cries and fears.

I play some tunes that make me smile
And wish I’ll see you in a while.
Think ahead, hold my head high.
Fight my tears and say goodbye.

Reminiscing on my past actions.
No regrets just heart transactions.
One fine day my heart will heal.
Feel as happy as you made me feel.

That day will come where I can look back and say.
Yeah he was my first love but tomorrow’s another day.
So maybe friends is our only choice
At least I can still here your voice.

But saying I love you doesn’t mean anything
Cos to me boy you meant everything.
But the future’s ahead it’s time to be true.
Yeah you love me but I love you too.


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