i haven't 'fessed up' since 31/03/11.
i haven't needed it.

but now you're dead.
and it's shit because you're lovely and shouldn't have been taken away from us and it's just utter shit. and it's christmas in less than a week and i don't know if she'll cope without you, she only had you for a few years and you made her really happy. you were more of a grandad than my actual grandad. i love you, i always will.

and you, you are so clingy it's fucking unreal.
yeah i met up with him yesterday and we kissed. a lot. you don't need to know. he's nicer than you as well. he doesn't text me every minute of every day, and no, me and you are NOT okay. i wish you'd just fuck off sometimes. maybe all the time, i don't know. but i do know that i want him and not you. sorry.

i really like this boy called daniel.he is very cute and kind and is a total physics nerd so offered to help me with my exam. none of my friends saw anything in him until friday when the most selfish,greedy girl i've ever met announced that she fancies him now and that he is 'banging'. i feel totally betrayed and i know that when she digs her claws into a guy she becomes a total psycho about them.i'd been hoping that daniel and i may get somewhere but there's no point in even thinking about it now.i'm really gutted.less than slash three.

We lay on the bed there
Kissing just for practice
Could we please be objective?
Because the other boys are queuing up behind us
A hand over my mouth
A hand over the window
Well, if I remain passive and you just want to cuddle
Then we should be ok, and we won't get in a muddle
Because we're seeing other people
At least that's what we say we are doing
(thought i would post here Just Cos its been one million years. i BET people still check this. hiya.)

posting the last comment ever on this 'ere group...

lmao as if i still check this..

4) i like being alone. i cant piss anyone off. noone can shout at me. noone annoys me. noone TOO annoy. i like it. e) youre making me out to be the bad person in all this when its YOU that cant decide. stop making me feel guilty for being myself. im not in the wrong. you need to be honest to yourself. 6) i hate how ill you are. i hate it so much. it may seem like i dont care, but i just dont want to believe it. g)h8in on life. your name makes me smile when i see it. knowing youre 18 next week makes me think my small chance of getting with you is over. happiness out of 10? 2. acting. 10. smashing

where do i begin to start? a) i fucking hate the fact i meant nothing to you. to find out im 'not like her' is fucking heartbreaking you utter twat. you have no concideration for anyone elses feelings but yourself. you reel so many girl to you and just let them go without warning. better as bestfriends my arse. you barley hold up a chat for more than 5minutes. sort it out mate. 2) i actually love you mia. youre making me so happy. c) i'm loosing you, i can tell. yet i dont want to /:

that brown stuff, you said it was chocolate, i tasted it. It wasn't. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!!!!!!!! WHY?

guys.....SHE DOESNT EVEN GO HERE.

I wish we could all get along like we used to in middle school, I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy

gawd i'm bored. You, you sound a little creepy.

prick.

i want to be skinnier. i want smaller legs. smaller arms. legs of a wobble. a nicer bum. i want smaller breasts. i would like less chub in my cheeks. i want to look nice. i want to look nicer.

you stole my chocolate that i was saving for later. do you know how much i fucking hate you!!!!!! DO YOU BITCH?? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHHH  H AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH  HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRHRRRHAAAAAAAAAA  AAAAAHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA  AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA  AAA

i get the feeling i'm more like a stalker than girlfriend. i want you, to want to speak to me first.

why does this happen to me? 'i just dont want to hurt you'? by ending it youre going to end it. please don't end it. i'm too scared to loose you. i want you to want me. make me feel better than them other girls. i get easily jealous and by you not talking to me and having that conversation makes me think it's gonna end soon. you're a great boyfriend. i just hope you stay my boyfriend for a lot longer. 75 pages i looked at. and i started crying. i will never be like that. i miss how i was. i look at myself and just think 'ew'. what is wrong with me. just starting to get better, and i cry because i miss how i was? what is wrong with me?

why can't i stop thinking about you? i feel, weird. its weird, your not...what i expected. --------------------- you are so fucking embarrassing -------------------- sayhisayhisayhiayhisayhisayhi..

You're making me ill

:'(

you fart in my face when you think i'm sleeping. JUST STOP IT!!!!!!!!!