__You__
1. Name: Laura
2. Nicknames: Loz, Lozzie, Lozza
3. Birthday: 15th September
4. Place of Birth: Essex
5. Zodiac Sign: Virgo
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Grade: Year 11
8. School: Filsham Valley School/Stourbridge College
9. Occupation: -WHORE!-
10. Residence: Wordsley
11. MSN Screen Name: Not A Clue

__Your Appearance__
12. Hair Color: Brown
13. Hair Length: Long Enough
14. Eye color: Blue
15. Weight: Too Heavy
16. Height: About 5' 8"
17. Braces?: No
18. Glasses?: Yes
19. Piercings: Ears, Belly Button
20. Tattoos: None
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

__Your 'Firsts'__
22. First best friend: Georgia
23. First Award: --
24. First Sport You Joined: Netball or Football
25. First pet: Dog
26. First Real holiday: Florida [20 months]
27. First Concert: Party In The Park
28. First Love: Jen/Brett

__Favorites__
29. Movie: Run Fatboy Run
30. TV programme: Anything I Can Get Into
31. Color: Green (Y)
32. =S
33. =s
34. Song Right Now: One For The Radio - McFLY (Y)
35. Friends: Couldn't Pick
36. Sweet: All Of Them!
37. Sport: NONE!
38. Restuarant: Anything With Food!
39. Favorite clothes make: One That Fits!
41. School Subject: Maths
42. Animal: Dog
43. Book: The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon - Stephan King
45. Shoes: Ones That Fit!

__Currently__
46. Feeling: FAT! And Fed Up!
47. Single or Taken?: Taken...
48. Have a crush: On A Mr.Fletcher!
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Orange Squash
51. Typing: This
52. Online?: On Bebo Yes
53. Listening To: Down By The Lake - McFLY
54. Thinking of : The Future
55. Waiting Till: The Baby Is Born
56. Watching: Brett On The 360
57. Wearing: Brett's DX Top And My Undies (Y) Very Sexy...NOT!

__Your Future__
58. Want Kids?: One On The Way
59. Want to be Married?: I Do Indeed!
60. Careers in Mind: Paramedic!
61. Where do you want to live: Anywhere I Can Be Me And Be Happy
62. Car: One That Takes You From A-B Without Breaking Down

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex__
63. Hair color: Any
64. Hair length: Any
65. Eye color: Any
66. Measurments: Taller Than Me
67. Cute or Sexy: Both
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs
70. Short or Tall: Tall
71. Easygoing or serious: Easy Going
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
73. Fatty or Skinny: Inbetween
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Both

__Have you ever__
78. Kissed a Stranger: Yes
79. Had Alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: Yes
81. Ran Away From Home: Yes
82. Broken a bone: No
83. Got an X-ray: No
84. Been with someone: Yes
85. Broken Someones Heart: Think So...Yes
86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes

__Do You Believe In__
89. God: No
90. Miracles: No
91. Love At First sight: Yes
92. Ghosts: Yes
93. Aliens: Indeed...I Am One!
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: Like To Think There Is A Better Place Than Here!
96. Hell: If There Is A Heaven, There Has To Be A Hell...Right? Or Is Earth Hell?!?
97. Angels: Yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: Never Hurt Anyone...Did It? So Yes I Do!

__Now You Know Me__You Can Decide If You Want To Love Me Or Hate Me__Not That It Really Bothers Me What You Think__Because Unless I Know You__Your Opion Doesn't Matter__I Don't Change For Anyone__Don't Forget It!__xXxXx__

</3 Don't make me close my eyes...</3
Whatever happens from now on...just don't make me close my eyes!
You see...closing my eyes brings an unwanted pain.
Even if its only for a second...it still hurts.
And no matter what anyone says...its going to hurt for a long, long, long time.
Closing my eyes only brings unwanted images...
-him, her, their family
-him telling her he loves her
-him telling her shes the best hes ever had
-him, her, their wedding
All the things we've talked about...all the things he said to me...
Only it's not me anymore...I'm replaced with her...
And maybe...just maybe...thats the way it's meant to be.
Thats the way it's meant to plan out...
BUT IT STILL DOESN'T STOP THE HURTING...IT DOESN'T STOP THE PAIN!
If anything, it makes it all ten times worse!
And the worse it gets...the more I want to give up.
But...for now, I'll keep on trying for a little longer.
If it doesn't get any easier though...I will have to give up...I will have to stop trying...
I will have give into my inner voice...


__</3-My Pain Porn-</3__
Pain...who can actually explain how much pain hurts? What takes away pain? What creates the pain in the first place? Lies normally...lies can ruin everything in the end...when you feel everything is perfect...the lies change it all...and then you feel your WHOLE world crash and burn before your very eyes. And THAT causes an unbelieveable pain...a pain no-one...no matter what they mean to you...can take away or ease. And that...well that leads to death...and maybe that's what needs to happen in this case...DEATH! Because maybe...just MAYBE...death can take away the pain i now feel

WOULD YOU...
KISS ME?
HUG ME?
FUCK ME?
LET ME SLEEP IN YOU`RE BED ?

CAN I ....
KISS YOU?
TICKLE YOU?
MARRY YOU?
SLEEP WITH YOU?

AM I...
LOVEABLE?
FUCKABLE?
NASTY?
KIND?
A GOOD FRIEND?
GF/BF MATERIAL?
PRETTY?
UGLY?
BEAUTIFUL?
SEXY?

HAVE U ....
KISSED ME?
HUNG OUT WITH ME?
HAD A DREAM ABOUT ME?
GOT MY NUMBER?
FUKED ME?