Shayna Elizabeth Dunns

I Miss You

I Can't Beliieve Yuur Gone iit Was So Unexpected, ii Was Waiitiing For Yuu Tuu Piick Me Up When Yuu're Mum Rang, ii Alwaiis Saiid That Stuff Would Kill Yuu One Day, ii Neva Fort iit Would Actualli Happen Tho.

ii Have So Many Memories Wiith Yuu, Tae Hospiital Triips, Tae Tiime At Riichs Wiith Crystal &+ Tae Necklace, Tae Fiittiie iin Lounge Bar, Yuur Mum Shoutiing At Me Cuz ii Kept Yuu Out Till 3am, Tae 48 Hour CSI Marathon, So Many Memories That Keep Replayiin iin My Head, &+ ii'm Still Leaviing Yuu Voicemaiil On Yuur Phone.

It Hiit Me So Hard, Losiing My Best Friiend, Losing 5 Years Of Friiendshiip, Yuu Meant Mean Tae World Tuu Me. Tae Crew Aiint Tae Same Wiithout Yuu, iit's Quiiet &+ Everyone Seems Tuu Be Driiftiing Apart Wiithout Yuu. Riich iis Devastated, ii Don't Thiink He'll Ever Be Tae Same Agaiin.

We Had Our Ups &+ Downs Buh Doesn't Everyone, We Threatened Tuuh Batter Each Uva, We Had Our Fiist Fiights iin Tae Fiirst 2 Years, Buh Then We Both Grew Up, We Became Best Friiends Siisters.

People Say God Takes Tae Greatest, &+ He Reallii Duz, Cuz He Took Yuu <3 Yuu Were Tae Most Amazing Friiend, No1 Could Eva Take Yuur Place, Yuu Were There For Me All Tae Tiime, Literally. Yuu Sumhow Alwaiis Rang Me At Tae Riight Tiime, Yuu Knu When ii Needed Yuu. ii Need Yuu So Much Riight Now, Everythiing Seems Tuu Be Fuckiin Up Wiithout Yuu, Yuu Gave Me Adviice On Everything, Yuu Realii Were Mii LiifeLiine, ii Kno Exactlii What Yuu'd Say Tuu Me Riight Now, Buh ii Just Want Tuu Hear Yuu Say iit.. ii Just Want Tuu Hear Yuur Voiice Agaiin, Telliing Me Tuu Be Strong &+ Just Tackle One Problem At A Tiime. Yuu Were Mii Rock, Got Me Thruu Everythiing, &+ Now ii Can't Get Thruu Anythiing Wiithout Yuu. ii Remember Tae Tiimes When ii Had Tuuh Look After Yuu Aswell, Whenever Yuu Were Off Yuur Head On Those Stupiid Drugs ii Was Alwaiis There, Wiilliing Yuu Thru iit, Tuuh Make Sure Yuu Were Okaii, ii Got iin Shiit So Many Tiimes For Stayiing Wiith Yuu Tiill 3 iin Tae Morniing Tuu Make Sure Yuu Were Okaii, ii Hate Tae Fact That iit's What Yuu Were Addicted Tuuh That Took Yuu From Me. Tae Thiings Yuu Hated Buh Loved At Tae Same Tiime That Stole Yuu From Us All <3

ii Still Have That Blanket That Yuu Left Round Miine Wen We Were Meant Tuuh Go Campiing, iit's The Onlii Real iitem ii've Got That Truly Remiinds Me Of Yuu, iit Stiill Smells So Strongly Of Yuu &+ iit's Still Got Tae Coke Staiin On iit Whiich Yuu Spiilled On Riichs Cream Carpets As Well, God Hiis Face When He Saw Us Scrubbiing Tae Carpet Tryiin 2 Get Riid Of iit Buh We Onlii Made iit Worse. He Diid Try Tuuh Be Angry At Yuu, He Reallii Diid, Buh As Soon As Yuu Pulled That Face, He Just Went Soft, ii Thiink He Loves Yuu As Much As ii Do.

ii Remember Yuur 18th Party, ii Had Onlii Just Turned 16, Buh ii Remember Yuuh Sneakiing Me iinto Tae Back Entrance Of Ecstacy &+ The Bouncer Catchiing Us. God He Gave Us A Riight Bollockiing, Then Just Wiinked &+ Let Me iin, iit Was Such An Amaziing Niight, Never Had One Liike iit, ii Can't Beliieve We Never Got Any Piics Of iit, Buh Yuu Alwaiis Diid Hate Tae Siight Of A Camera Diint Yuuh Babes? Especially When Yuu Had Just Giiven Biirth Tuu Crystal &+ ii Triied Tuu Take A Piicture &+ Yuu Freaked Out, Tae Nurse Had Tuu Come iin Tuu Check ii Werent Attackiing Yuu! ii Remember That Day Clear As Nefiin, Fiinally Beiing Let iin Tuu See Yuu, Holdiing Mii Gorgeous Goddaughter, Tae Thiick Mop Of Haiir She Had, iit Seems Onlii Yesterday </3 When Yuu Lost Her ii Remember Yuu Telliing Me ii Had Biin Yuur Piillar, How Yuu Diidnt Thiink Yuu Culd Get Over iit Wiithout Me, Buh ii Guess Yuu Never Diid Really Get Over iit Diid Youu, Buh Then Yuu Had Cara &+ Craiig, God They're Gorgeous, iit's Liike Lookiing At Yuu When Yuu Look At Cara, She Has Yuur Eyes, Deep &+ Powerful, She's Gonna Grow Up Tuuh Be A Riight Stunner (:

ii Hope