I have the most amazing best friend in the world. But have you ever gotten to the point where your so worried about that best friend that you can't focus straight? What makes it even worse is that she lives far away from me. She even lives in a totally different continent. But I've been thinking so deeply about all of her problems, and my boyfriend has been helping me out. He read her latest blog with me and he told me that he happens to be just as concerned about her as I do. So I called a few of her other best friends and they've kinda sided with me on this. What sucks is that once I read her latest blog I realized that I had involved all the wrong people. Apparently only one of the people I have involved actually is on good terms with her. And I feel like horrible for involving certain people who she used to be so tight with but now seems to absolutely hate. But I love my best friend as if she was my sister, and I realize that involving the wrong people...might actually be good for a change.

So there is this amazing boy named Steven Drake Richardson, right? Well we've been dating for like, three months and what-not, but we weren't, you know...boyfriend/girlfriend yet. So we got our yearbooks at school and I had him sign it, and he wrote me this message. It read like so;

"you are an amazing girl. i've known you forever.at one point in time i said i wasn't ready to be in a real relationship. but you changed everything and i realized you are the one. so, melsey hannah luner, will you be my girlfriend? because i realized that i am slowly falling more and more in love with you. its as simple as that.

xoxo sdr (you're 'secret admirer')"

And after I read it, I just couldn't say no. So now me and my hunny-bear are together. Commited. Its awesome.

Life is looking bright for me, aye?

:]