Rachell
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Female, 19,
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- from greenisland yeoooo
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- Member since: February 2005
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- walking contradiction: partly truth, mostly fiction.
- Me, Myself, and I
- http://www.burmacampaign.org.uk/fbpp...
I don't care about places
Religion or races,
Well I don't care yeah, I'm faithless
I care about you
I don't care about money
you can scream you don't love me
I'll make you so proud of me
And you can care for me too
Yeah I don't care about time
I want you body and mind
And we've got tonight
And nothing left to lose
I don't have any answers
I'm willing to take chances
I don't live in the past yeah
I care about you
- la musica
- ashleigh loves a bit of techno
- www.myspace.com/towriteloveon­herarms
- BELIEVE YOUR VOICE CAN MEAN SOMETHING
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- no longer being a school girl, wicked, Chuck Bass, 12th june exams over, formal, 24h nights.
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- topshop. zoes dog. being skint due to saving. exams.
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T.S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party (1949)...I absolutely love it
It will do you no harm to find yourself ridiculous.
Resign yourself to be the fool you are.
You will find that you survive humiliation
And that's an experience of incalculable value.
That is the worst moment, when you feel you have lost
The desires for all that was most dersirable,
Before you are contented with what you can desire;
Before you know what is left to be desired;
And you go on wishing that you could desire
What desire has left behind. But you cannot understand.
How could you understand what it is to feel old?
We die to each other daily.
What we know of other people
Is only our memory of the moments
During which we knew them. And they have changed since then.
To pretend that they and we are the same
Is a useful and convenient social convention
Which must sometimes broken. We must also remember
That at every meeting we are meeting a stranger.
What is hell? Hell is oneself.
Hell is alone, the other figures in it
Merely projections. There is nothing to escape from
And nothing to escape to. One is always alone.
Half the harm that is done in this world
Is due to people who want to feel important.
They don't mean to do harm — but the harm does not interest them.
Or they do not see it, or they justify it
Because they are absorbed in the endless struggle
To think well of themselves.
There are several symptoms
Which must occur together, and to a marked degree,
To qualify a patient for my sanitorium:
And one of them is an honest mind. That is one of the causes of their suffering.
To men of a certain type
The suspicion that they are incapable of loving
Is as disturbing to their self-esteem
As, in cruder men, the fear of impotence.
I should really like to think there's something wrong with me —
Because, if there isn't then there's something wrong,
Or at least, very different from what it seemed to be,
With the world itself — and that's much more frightening!
Everyone's alone — or so it seems to me.
They make noises, and think they are talking to each other;
They make faces, and think they understand each other.
And I'm sure they don't. Is that a delusion?
Can we only love
Something created in our own imaginations?
Are we all in fact unloving and unloveable?
Then one is alone, and if one is alone
Then lover and beloved are equally unreal
And the dreamer is no more real than his dreams.
I shall be left with the inconsolable memory
Of the treasure I went into the forest to find
And never found, and which was not there
And is perhaps not anywhere? But if not anywhere
Why do I feel guilty at not having found it?
Disillusion can become itself an illusion
If we rest in it.
Two people who know they do not understand each other,
Breeding children whom they do not understand
And who will never understand them.
There is another way, if you have the courage.
The first I could describe in familiar terms
Because you have seen it, as we all have seen it,
Illustrated, more or less, in lives of those about us.
The second is unknown, and so requires faith —
The kind of faith that issues from despair.
The destination cannot be described;
You will know very little until you get there;
You will journey blind. But the way leads towards possession
Of what you have sought for in the wrong place.
We must always take risks. That is our destiny.
If we all were judged according to the consequences
Of all our words and deeds, beyond the intention
And beyond our limited understanding
Of ourselves and others, we should all be condemned.
Only by acceptance of the past will you alter its meaning.
Every moment is a fresh beginning.
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Maximo Park- Books from Boxes
Night falls
And towns become circuit boards
We can beat the sun as long as we keep moving
From the air
Stadium lights stand out like flares
All I know is that you're sat here right next to me
We rarely see
Warning signs in the air we breathe
Right now, I feel each and every fragment
This paper trail leads right back to you
You say you need me to step outside
You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes
You passed me up so as not to break a promise
Scattered Polaroids and sprinkled words around your collar
In the long run,
you said you knew that this would happen
This is something new
But, it turns out it was borrowed, too
"Why does every letdown have to be so thin?"
Rain explodes
At the moment that the cab door closed
I feel the weight upon your kiss; ambigous
You have to leave.
I appreciate that
But I hate when conversation slips out of our grasp
You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes
You passed me up so as not to break a promise
Scattered Polaroids and sprinkled words around your collar
In the long run,
you said you knew that this would happen
Two bodies in motion
This is a matter of fact
It wasn't built to last
Two bodies in motion
This is a matter of fact
It wasn't built to last
You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes
You passed me up so as not to break a promise
Scattered Polaroids and sprinkled words around your collar
In the long run,
you said you knew that this would happen
The pounding rain continued it's bleak fall
And we decided just to write after all
(after all)
The pounding rain continued it's bleak fall
And we decided just to write after all
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Cave Promotions4 days agoHey Rachell!
Just letting you know that PET DUO will be returning to NI next Saturday (28th of Nov) for a night of relentlessly hard techno!!
Last time they played @ The Front Page was a hell of a night and we expect next week to be even better!
Line up as follows:
PET DUO
SlaveStudios (aka Pete Donaldson/System47)
16 Bit
Pete Opiate
Saturday 28th of November @ The Front Page, Donegal Street, Belfast
Doors open: 9pm
Close: 2am
Admission: £10
Over 18s (if you think you might need ID, bring it)
Balls to the wall techno in our favourite underground techno venue in Belfast! No better place for it!
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Questhousebudda New11 weeks agoSat 12th Sep - Bar Budda, Odysssey - Belfast
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1 room - 8 djs
djs
Reece Rodgers
Haywire
Bozy
Aaron Watton
Copy and paste
Phunk
and resident Colin Gent
Funky to Progressive House
5 quid in
8.30 til 1am
Hope to see you there !!
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Questhousebudda New13 weeks agoSat 29th AUG - Bar Budda, Odysssey -
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Belfast
OUR BIG WEEKEND
We introduce our very special guest
SOULSEEKERZ to join the Questhouse
residents Colin Gent and Emo
Funky to Progressive House
7 quid in
8.30 til 1am
Hope to see you there !!
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Questhousebudda New14 weeks agoHi Rachell
Sat 15th Aug Bar Budda Odyssey
Special guest Jordan X with residents Colin Gent and Emo
£5 door tax
8.30 til 1am
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Nicole Crymble23 weeks agoheeey, howr youu? howd examss n stuff goo?
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24 weeks ago
Claire
haha i knw u have a gd nite then? all is gd finshd in tech on tues so summer nw
wat bout urself?headin newer in the summer?xo
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26 weeks ago
Nicole Crymble
heeelo, sorry i dint leve it in las nite, cos i only left my house at 845 n wasn sure u wud be in or not, but tell me a time today n il drop it in!
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26 weeks ago via Mobile
Emma
hello lovely
was gonna give you a wee text the other day but lost alot of my phone contacts due to silly drunken antics haha..been partying/studying much!?when do you head to australia?xox
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Nicole Crymble26 weeks agoahh 4 exams,thats crazy all ina week lol, hope they go well! il leve it in bout hlf8ish thenn? xxx
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26 weeks ago
Nicole Crymble
ahhh it was great fun! we def have to go out sometime! yeah i text u lol, i can drop it into yours tonight boutt 8/9ish, if that suits? thanks a heap! did u have a goood night?
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Matt McKnight
oh i do look forward to this, im guessing that means free house which means partayyyyyy
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Ashleigh Addis28 weeks agoso i have one memory of you on thursday and its this:
CALVIN HARRIS, CALVIN HARRIS!! LETS GO!
hahahahahaha
love your bake
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Francesca
i was in school where u should of been cuz i didnt see you the whole day and i was free like most of the day! ring in sick if you cant
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Francesca29 weeks ago
will i be seeing you this weekend or are you gonna do another disappearing act again for a while? i will decide for you...your not aloud
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Matt McKnight30 weeks agodog killer.















yeo!
yeha!
Dooper 0 Replyscheck me right out - in ur top16
miss ur little doll face
i'll cu @ church soonsoon *pinky promise*
xo.