Rachell

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About Me

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walking contradiction: partly truth, mostly fiction.
Me, Myself, and I
http://www.burmacampaign.org.uk/fbpp...


I don't care about places
Religion or races,
Well I don't care yeah, I'm faithless
I care about you

I don't care about money
you can scream you don't love me
I'll make you so proud of me
And you can care for me too

Yeah I don't care about time
I want you body and mind
And we've got tonight
And nothing left to lose
I don't have any answers
I'm willing to take chances
I don't live in the past yeah
I care about you
The Other Half Of Me
Francesca

Francesca

FRAN-TASTIC

la musica
ashleigh loves a bit of techno
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BELIEVE YOUR VOICE CAN MEAN SOMETHING
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no longer being a school girl, wicked, Chuck Bass, 12th june exams over, formal, 24h nights.
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topshop. zoes dog. being skint due to saving. exams.

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  • T.S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party (1949)...I absolutely love it

    It will do you no harm to find yourself ridiculous.
    Resign yourself to be the fool you are.

    You will find that you survive humiliation
    And that's an experience of incalculable value.

    That is the worst moment, when you feel you have lost
    The desires for all that was most dersirable,
    Before you are contented with what you can desire;
    Before you know what is left to be desired;
    And you go on wishing that you could desire
    What desire has left behind. But you cannot understand.
    How could you understand what it is to feel old?

    We die to each other daily.
    What we know of other people
    Is only our memory of the moments
    During which we knew them. And they have changed since then.
    To pretend that they and we are the same
    Is a useful and convenient social convention
    Which must sometimes broken. We must also remember
    That at every meeting we are meeting a stranger.

    What is hell? Hell is oneself.
    Hell is alone, the other figures in it
    Merely projections. There is nothing to escape from
    And nothing to escape to. One is always alone.

    Half the harm that is done in this world
    Is due to people who want to feel important.
    They don't mean to do harm — but the harm does not interest them.
    Or they do not see it, or they justify it
    Because they are absorbed in the endless struggle
    To think well of themselves.

    There are several symptoms
    Which must occur together, and to a marked degree,
    To qualify a patient for my sanitorium:
    And one of them is an honest mind. That is one of the causes of their suffering.

    To men of a certain type
    The suspicion that they are incapable of loving
    Is as disturbing to their self-esteem
    As, in cruder men, the fear of impotence.

    I should really like to think there's something wrong with me —
    Because, if there isn't then there's something wrong,
    Or at least, very different from what it seemed to be,
    With the world itself — and that's much more frightening!

    Everyone's alone — or so it seems to me.
    They make noises, and think they are talking to each other;
    They make faces, and think they understand each other.
    And I'm sure they don't. Is that a delusion?

    Can we only love
    Something created in our own imaginations?
    Are we all in fact unloving and unloveable?
    Then one is alone, and if one is alone
    Then lover and beloved are equally unreal
    And the dreamer is no more real than his dreams.

    I shall be left with the inconsolable memory
    Of the treasure I went into the forest to find
    And never found, and which was not there
    And is perhaps not anywhere? But if not anywhere
    Why do I feel guilty at not having found it?

    Disillusion can become itself an illusion
    If we rest in it.

    Two people who know they do not understand each other,
    Breeding children whom they do not understand
    And who will never understand them.

    There is another way, if you have the courage.
    The first I could describe in familiar terms
    Because you have seen it, as we all have seen it,
    Illustrated, more or less, in lives of those about us.
    The second is unknown, and so requires faith —
    The kind of faith that issues from despair.
    The destination cannot be described;
    You will know very little until you get there;
    You will journey blind. But the way leads towards possession
    Of what you have sought for in the wrong place.

    We must always take risks. That is our destiny.

    If we all were judged according to the consequences
    Of all our words and deeds, beyond the intention
    And beyond our limited understanding
    Of ourselves and others, we should all be condemned.

    Only by acceptance of the past will you alter its meaning.

    Every moment is a fresh beginning.

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  • Maximo Park- Books from Boxes

    Night falls
    And towns become circuit boards
    We can beat the sun as long as we keep moving

    From the air
    Stadium lights stand out like flares
    All I know is that you're sat here right next to me

    We rarely see
    Warning signs in the air we breathe
    Right now, I feel each and every fragment

    This paper trail leads right back to you
    You say you need me to step outside

    You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes
    You passed me up so as not to break a promise
    Scattered Polaroids and sprinkled words around your collar
    In the long run,
    you said you knew that this would happen

    This is something new
    But, it turns out it was borrowed, too
    "Why does every letdown have to be so thin?"

    Rain explodes
    At the moment that the cab door closed
    I feel the weight upon your kiss; ambigous

    You have to leave.
    I appreciate that
    But I hate when conversation slips out of our grasp

    You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes
    You passed me up so as not to break a promise
    Scattered Polaroids and sprinkled words around your collar
    In the long run,
    you said you knew that this would happen

    Two bodies in motion
    This is a matter of fact
    It wasn't built to last

    Two bodies in motion
    This is a matter of fact
    It wasn't built to last

    You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes
    You passed me up so as not to break a promise
    Scattered Polaroids and sprinkled words around your collar
    In the long run,
    you said you knew that this would happen

    The pounding rain continued it's bleak fall
    And we decided just to write after all
    (after all)

    The pounding rain continued it's bleak fall
    And we decided just to write after all

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  • Cave Promotions
    Cave Promotions

    Hey Rachell!

    Just letting you know that PET DUO will be returning to NI next Saturday (28th of Nov) for a night of relentlessly hard techno!!

    Last time they played @ The Front Page was a hell of a night and we expect next week to be even better!


    Line up as follows:

    PET DUO
    SlaveStudios (aka Pete Donaldson/System47)
    16 Bit
    Pete Opiate

    Saturday 28th of November @ The Front Page, Donegal Street, Belfast
    Doors open: 9pm
    Close: 2am
    Admission: £10
    Over 18s (if you think you might need ID, bring it)

    Balls to the wall techno in our favourite underground techno venue in Belfast! No better place for it!

    The Cave Crew!

    4 days ago
  • Questhousebudda New
    Questhousebudda New

    Sat 12th Sep - Bar Budda, Odysssey - Belfast

    1 room - 8 djs

    djs

    Reece Rodgers
    Haywire
    Bozy
    Aaron Watton
    Copy and paste
    Phunk

    and resident Colin Gent

    Funky to Progressive House

    5 quid in
    8.30 til 1am

    Hope to see you there !!

    House Music in the Odyssey ?

    Every Thur, Sat, Sun

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    11 weeks ago
  • Questhousebudda New
    Questhousebudda New

    Sat 29th AUG - Bar Budda, Odysssey -
    Belfast

    OUR BIG WEEKEND

    We introduce our very special guest
    SOULSEEKERZ to join the Questhouse
    residents Colin Gent and Emo

    Funky to Progressive House

    7 quid in
    8.30 til 1am

    Hope to see you there !!

    House Music in the Odyssey ?

    Every Thur, Sat, Sun

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    13 weeks ago
  • Questhousebudda New
    Questhousebudda New

    Hi Rachell

    Sat 15th Aug Bar Budda Odyssey

    Special guest Jordan X with residents Colin Gent and Emo

    £5 door tax

    8.30 til 1am

    see you there !!

    14 weeks ago
  • Nicole Crymble
    Nicole Crymble

    heeey, howr youu? howd examss n stuff goo?
    xxxxx

    23 weeks ago
  • Claire
    luv Claire

    haha i knw u have a gd nite then? all is gd finshd in tech on tues so summer nw :D wat bout urself?headin newer in the summer?xo

    24 weeks ago
  • Nicole Crymble
    luv Nicole Crymble

    heeelo, sorry i dint leve it in las nite, cos i only left my house at 845 n wasn sure u wud be in or not, but tell me a time today n il drop it in!
    xxxx

    26 weeks ago
  • Emma
    luv Emma

    hello lovely:) was gonna give you a wee text the other day but lost alot of my phone contacts due to silly drunken antics haha..been partying/studying much!?when do you head to australia?xox

    26 weeks ago via Mobile
  • Nicole Crymble
    Nicole Crymble

    ahh 4 exams,thats crazy all ina week lol, hope they go well! il leve it in bout hlf8ish thenn? xxx

    26 weeks ago
  • Nicole Crymble
    luv Nicole Crymble

    ahhh it was great fun! we def have to go out sometime! yeah i text u lol, i can drop it into yours tonight boutt 8/9ish, if that suits? thanks a heap! did u have a goood night?
    xxxx

    26 weeks ago
  • Matt McKnight
    luv Matt McKnight

    oh i do look forward to this, im guessing that means free house which means partayyyyyy :)

    26 weeks ago
  • Matt McKnight
    luv Matt McKnight

    pass out at 3? wake up at 10? go out to eat then do it again :)

    26 weeks ago
  • Sasha Ferguson.
    luv Sasha Ferguson.

    is it not a real lion!?
    lmao i love youuuu

    27 weeks ago
  • Francesca
    luv Francesca

    no more "ice-cream" times with the song we made everyone hate :D

    27 weeks ago
  • Ashleigh Addis
    Ashleigh Addis

    so i have one memory of you on thursday and its this:

    CALVIN HARRIS, CALVIN HARRIS!! LETS GO!

    hahahahahaha

    love your bake

    xx

    28 weeks ago
  • Francesca
    luv Francesca

    no more ice cream song :(


    xxxxxxxxxxxxx

    28 weeks ago
  • Sasha Ferguson.
    luv Sasha Ferguson.

    hiyaaa beautiful :D

    29 weeks ago
  • Francesca
    luv Francesca

    i was in school where u should of been cuz i didnt see you the whole day and i was free like most of the day! ring in sick if you cant :D


    xxxxxxxxxxx

    29 weeks ago
  • Francesca
    Francesca













































































    will i be seeing you this weekend or are you gonna do another disappearing act again for a while? i will decide for you...your not aloud :D


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    29 weeks ago
  • Matt McKnight
    Matt McKnight

    dog killer.

    30 weeks ago