..You..

1. Full Name: Sarah Jane Swithenbank
2. Nickname: Purple Missy, Swithy, Saz, Laydee S-Jay
3. Birthday: April 23rd
4. Place of Birth: Dewsbury
5. Zodiac Sign: Taurus
6. Male or female: Female
7. Grade: Left
8. School: Darton High School, Leavers of 2006
9. Occupation: Bum lol
10. Residence: Darton, Barnsley


..Your Appearance..

12. Hair Colour: Dark Brown
13. Hair Length: Long
14. Eye colour: Dark Brown
15. Weight: 10'12
16. Height: 5'3
17. Braces? Nope
18. Glasses? Nope
19. Piercings: Ears
20. Tattoos: Nope
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

..Your 'Firsts'..

22. First best friend: Lucy Hrst
23. First Award: Majorettes (numerous meddles and trophies, many 1st place)
24. First Sport You Joined: Never joined a sport, but did majorettes as a child
25. First pet: Rasters
26. First Real Vacation: Real? lol never had one but been to France
27. First Concert: Spice Girls lol
28. First Love: Ben Wells

..Favourites..

29. Movie: .... dunno like loads
30. TV programme: 8 Simple Rules
31. Colour: Purple
32. Rapper: Angell Mc
33. Band: Dont have a fave
34. Song Right Now: Not got one
35. Friend: Ummm dunno
36. Sweet: Dont eat sweets, but love crisps
37. Sport to Play: Dance lol
38. Restaurant: Any Indian
39. Favourite brand: Dont do brands, but buy clothes from Bay
40. Store: Bay
41. School Subject: Maths
42. Animal: Cat
43. Book: No faves, read 2 many
44. Magazine: Dont read them
45. Shoes: Boots

..Currently..

46. Feeling: Quite down, random feeling in stomach, like the feeling you get when you loose someone close to you
47. Single or Taken? Taken ish
48. Have a crush: Yes
49. Eating: Not
50. Drinking: Coca Cola
51. Typing: Like a mad hatter
52. Online? Yeah
53. Listening To: Tv
54. Thinking About: Jamie
55. Wanting To: Find a job
56. Watching: Tv
57. Wearing: Jeans, top, underwear lol

..Your Future..

58. Want Kids? Yes
59. Want to be married? Dont mind
60. Careers in Mind: Office work for now but would love to own a pub or resteraunt
61. Where do you want to live: Anywhere aslong as im not alone
62. Car: Would love an evo, scooby or a lil sports convert

..Which is Better With The Opposite Sex..

63. Hair colour: Dark
64. Hair length: Short
65. Eye colour: Green or brown
66. Measurments: Dont mind
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs
70. Short or Tall: Taller than me
71. Easy going or serious: Both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
73. Fatty or Skinny: Looks dont matter
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive yet loud
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Caringly sweet
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Either

..Have you ever..

78. Kissed a Stranger: yes
79. Had Alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: Yes
81. Ran Away From Home: Yes
82. Broken a bone: Yes
83. Got an X-ray: Yep
84. Been with someone: Yep
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: Yes but didnt mean to
86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes
88. Cried At School: Yes

..Do You Believe In..

89. God: Theres something out there, not sure if its God
90. Miracles: No
91. Love At First sight: Yes
92. Ghosts: Yup
93. Aliens: Living organisms on another planet? Yes
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: Kind of
97. Angels: No
98. Kissing on The First Date: Yes
99. Horosopes: yeh

..Answer Truthfully..

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? Well no cos i got him, but still feels like i cant have him

Obsessed. Is it ever right or wrong?
Don’t know if it will last too long.
Paranoid. The obsessions growing stronger.
It’s going to last, but for how much longer?
I’m alive, but dead in the real world.
Another obsession I cannot control.
Death. It feels only days away.
At night, I sit in my tomb and pray.

He saw me. How he knows I’m stalking.
Even my shadows have started talking.
Scared. Does he know I’m watching?
Paranoid again ‘cause he’s now staring.
Run. Anywhere, does it really mater?
Is he going to think I’m as mad as a hatter?
I fled. Even though my soul feels dead.
My heart is running twenty miles ahead.

Insanity. All my friends call me crazy.
Until I met him my actions were lazy.
Beauty. He reminds me of an angel’s wing.
The sound that birds make when they sing.
I return. I perch. I sit and wait.
My heart fills up with both love and hate.
Envy. Lustful envy. I’ll get him even if it kills me.
Obsessed? I am. It’s these obsessions that thrill me!

How am I feeling? Alone. Tired.
Invisible to the world, do I care?
Not exactly. Do you? Is it just a stage
Of life to spend your Deathday alone?

Am I upset? Who/? Me? I should be.
You never did understand. Bastard!
I hate you. I’ve spent my life in pain.
I lived with idiots for years. Explain?

I never saw happiness. Had no fun as a child.
But you know what mum? I’m no longer a kid.
I tried to get an education. A way to escape.
Just like me it failed. It failed just like you.

Am I angry? Ha! No way. Are you scared mum?
You should be. It’s your turn now.
For years all that hit me was a fist. From you.
You killed me. I kill you. It’s not fair? That’s life.