Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
Neil Gaiman

100 Truths 21 days ago


My 100 Truths...

1. real name - Jeffrey
2. like it - Yup
3. single or taken - sort of taken in a "we're dating way"
4. zodiac sign - Leo
5. male or female - male
6. elementary – The Model
7. middle – n/A
8. high – St. Clements
9. college – NUIG
10. hair color – Brown
11. eye color – Blue
12. hair – messy
13. current worry – you don't want to know
14. ethnicity – Caucasian
15. are you a health freak – HA.
16. height – 5FT 10ish
17. do you have a crush on someone – i should hope so.
18. do you like yourself – Most of the time
19. piercings - Once,many moons ago.
20. tattoos - nah.
21. righty or lefty – Lefty

FIRSTS -
22. first surgery – tooth extraction.
23. first piercings - ear, i know, i'm a scobe
24. first best friend – David Costelloe
25. first award – Best Short Story.
26. first sport – Rugby
27. first pet – Goldfish
28. first vacation – Melbourne, Australia.
29. first teacher – Mrs. McLaughlin.
30. first crush – Darragh

THIS OR THAT -
31. orange or apple juice – apple
32. rock or rap – rock
33. country or screamo – country
34. nsync or backsteet boys – N*Sync
35. britney spears or christina aguliera - Britney
36. night or day - night
37. sun or moon - moon
38. tv or internet – internet
39. playstation or xbox – PS
40. kiss or hug – kiss
41. iguana or turtle – turtle
42. spider or bee - Spider
43. fall or spring – Spring
44. Limewire or iTunes - iTunes
46. soccer or baseball - soccer at a push

CURRENTLY -
50. drinking – nothin
51. what you about to do- go to sleep.
52. thinking about – friday and someone !
53. singing - Britney baby one more time (i dunno why)
54. typing – this thing

FUTURE -
55. want kids - maybe, my godson rules enough for the moment.
56. when – u tell me!
57. want to get married- i'd say I will eventually.
58. when – When its legal
59. where do you want to live - Cork/London
60. how many kids do you want - 1
61. any name on the mind - too soon
62. what did you want to be when you were little – An Actor
60. what do you think you'll really be doing - still in with a chance
64. mellow future or wild - not quite ready to mellow out yet
65. something you would never try – Nothing i can think of.
67. when do you wanna die – in my sleep

WHICH IS BETTER -
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugging or kissing – kissing
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light – tan skinned
72. romantic or spontaneous – Romantic
73. dark or light hair – dark
74. muscular or normal – normal
75. hook-up or relationship - relationship
76. similar to you or different - abit of both

HAVE YOU EVER -
77. snorted wasabi – no
78. kissed a stranger – yup
79. drank bubbles – No
80. broken a bone - No
81. climbed up a tree - Yup
82. broken someones heart – Yes
83. turned someone down - Yes
84. had your heart broken – Yes
85. liked a friend as more than a friend – once or twice

DO YOU BELIEVE IN -
86. yourself – Yes
87. miracles – Yes
88. love at first sight – Yes
89. santa clause – those were the days
90. kiss on first date - Yes
91. angels – Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY -
92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? Nah. so far so good!
93. who is it – nobody
94. like someone – Indeed

LASTS -
95. text message – Mairead
96. received call – Mam
97. call made – John
98. myspace message – Andrew grrr lol
99. missed call – John
100. last hungout with? – Rob and caoimh and mairead

So, ya depressed today because of something that happened last night. Messed with my study completely and I was screwed so I didn't go in to the exam....

Oh well...lol