TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
- i wander how things could of turned out.
- get on with your own life, things happened last year!
- GADZ. you make me sick.
- i love you so much <3
- im sorry i hurt you.
- you are my favourite person in the world
- i hope things dont change when you move, best friend (L)
- your so funny. i actually crack up when im with you.
- you really need to get over yourself, shes better off without you anyway!
- you are gorgeous babe, dont ever forget it!

NINE things about yourself:
- i love my little sister.
- im rather blonde. and completely stupid!
- i have blue eyes.
- my best friend calls me chicken, and i like it
- i love a good party.
- the racing is one of my favourite things.
- i dont care what people think.
- i love my boyfriends car.
- my mum and gran are two of my closest friends.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
- make me laugh.
- dont be too seriouss. youll bore me.
- realise that i have friends as well as you.
- hugs and kisses.
- do little things to make me smile
- get along with my family. they are a part of me.
- understand that sometimes. i need my own space.
- i have a past. but dont use it against me. im starting new with you.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
- what if things were different.
- the choice i made.
- wheres my phone?
- omg, i shouldnt of said that.
- i need a fag
- i love you completely.
- my hairs BUGGING ME. blaaah.

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
- put on jammys
- brush my teeth.
- speak to morveen.
- check beeebz and faceyb.
- take off make-up.
- text the lover.

FIVE people you can't live without in alphabetical order:
- chris(L)
- dad+mum+morveeeeeee
- megan
- tasha
- toni
lovee chooo

FOUR things you're wearing right now:
- leggggings.
- addidas hoodie. cause im puure mad eh morv
- underwear.
- vest top.

THREE songs that fit your life perfectly:
- blackeyed peas-party all the time.
- im like a bird - nelly furtardo
- home - micheal buble

TWO things you want to do before you die:
- see the world.
- bungeeee jump.

ONE confession:
- i really hate some people. and get annoyed when they talk to me.

Who did you last talk to on the phone for over 15 minutes?
- tasha the other night. telling me shes racing on sunday. here babe, dont die kay?

Are you in good mood today?
- yeah, i am! getting cooked a fry up. buzzzz

Are you excited for anything?
- my first racing weekend of the season. woooooooooo.

What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
- watching tv. and on the phone to muffin

Who can you tell everything to?
- morven. chris. mummy. tashaaa. toni. megan.

Does anyone hate you?
- oh ayeee. makes me laugh

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- depends what they did.

Who did you last fall asleep with?
- the boyfriend

Happy with life?
- yeah i am. for once.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
- not mine

Do you miss anyone?
- yeah my chummys. barely seen them cause of the hospital incident

Do you like to cuddle?
- if its cold yeah

Have you been outside today?
- niiit. sent chris to the shop for breakfast

In the past week, have you smiled?
- yeah spent the week with my cousins they never fail to make me smile

How are you feeling at this moment?
- nae bad eh. youuu?

What did you last cry over?
- i kicked the chair at my grans house. cause i fell over the cat!
was soree

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
- i do outrageously dumb stuff all the time

Who was the last person you saw?
- chriiiis

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
- chriss

Do you like someone?
- well id hope id like my boyfriend yeah?

TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars? fell down a tree.
How did you celebrate your last birthday? was in tuuuuuuurkey
How are y

this is a little bit for all my girlls; they know who they are.
+ each one of them, in there own way. has helped me through some of the hardest times in my life.
ima not gonna say all of the friendships have been easy. they never are. but all of that has only ever made us so much stronger.
its difficult to put in too words just how much each and every one of them mean to me.
they are so special, unique, wonderful beautiful + i wouldnt swap any of them for the world.
if i had nothing else in the world but them, i would still be happy. because i know they would keep me smiling and sane (:
i have so many memories , which tbh, have been the best times of my life + there are so many more to come + i certainly aint missin them for anything.
it trust them all with my life + can tell them all anything and i know they wont judge or criticise me. they only have my best interests at heart + support me in the decisions i make. thats all anyone ever really needs.
i love you all so much.
forever and always girlies. i promise ♥