My mum keeps giving fucking chances,
To this motherfucker who don’t deserve em
Coz he just turns around and fucks her over
But no matter what he does she still loves him

No matter what she does for him he just turns around and says it ain’t a fucking enough
She sits and cries for days
And this fucker still thinks he’s big and fucking tough

Yet he could kill a man
And she will still think he’s the fucking world
She has 5 other fucking children
Yet he still comes before all of us, us if we were fucking mould

If any of us kids would die
She would want it 2 be me
Coz I ain’t what she wants
I’m just the fucking disappointment

See but I don’t fucking care no more
You see I use this shit as my fucking ammo
My heart has been fucked around with so much
I think I lost it because I don’t fucking know

Nobody cares about me
They don’t understand what I been through
Don’t understand what I live with
Having everyone around you act like they fucking know you

But what the fuck would the know
They ain’t fucking me
All they seem to do is want
Now I’m the fucking destroyer of the family tree

My older brother walks around with his head high
He thinks he is a man
He thinks he is fucking better then me
But i am gonna fucking kill him and seal him a can

Fuck this world
Fuck this shit
I have lived with so much shit
I should just use me fucking knife

I was born into this shit
Seeing my uncle die when I was 6
Having no1 there 2 save him
No 1 there 2 save me from death’s stick

My fucking head torments me
Cause of the fucking past
Just ripping me from here 2 there
I don’t know what’s happening or if I will last

People try fucking with me
But never prevail
So they turn on me family
That just makes me snap with a fucking gale

I have scared myself
Have scared me sister
And it hurt that much
Felt like being thrown into a transistor

These mother fuckers that say they know me
Wouldn’t know the first thing
Or what it is like 2 be me
So they say shit and fuel me with wat I need

But just 2 please these fuckers I will let u know
I was molested by uncle
Not once but 3 fucking times
Luring me in with a fucking Popsicle

Again there was no1 there 2 save me
I was left to my own demise
From there on swore to protect others at all cost
So maybe I should see that as a fucked up prize

Now look at this
I went through all that
And just get hit by more shit
You think ones luck could fucking change ey

But not mine no
It just gets worse
Have your family ask for more
Just makes u get your smokes outta ya mums purse

My older brother decided he didn’t care
So he got abusive
And that broke my poor mammas heart
How could something be so corrosive?

Yet he still didn’t care
He just went and got his bitch knocked up
Fuck that’s the worse thing you could do to ya mum
Its worse then getting doped up

But it don’t matter what any1 else does 2 this family
They still all come before me
Coz I don’t talk or ask for attention
I get left out and deal with it on me own

And when I finally found someone I can talk 2 I can’t
You see the only one I can talk 2 is 19
I care about her and she says she cares 2
But I cant coz her parents don’t want her talking 2 me coz I am only 16

Now this is gonna be it
My life is out
I don’t want it 2 continue
So please help me turn me lights out

Y for yes
N for no

would u

Push me into a wall and kiss me?

Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?

Slap Me?

Slap me if i asked you to?

Kiss Me?

Let Me Kiss You?

Watch A Movie With Me?

Take A Shower With Me?

Take Me Home For The Night?

Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?

Take Me Anywhere With You

Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?

Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?

Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?

Let Me Make You Breakfast?

Make me breakfast?

Tickle Me?

Let Me Tickle You?

Stick Up For Me If I Was Being Put Down?

Instant Message Me?

Greet Me In Public?

Hang Out With Me?

Hold my waist from behind while we are out?

Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Fall in love with me

[ ] Like me

Love me

Do You...

Miss Me?

Think I’m Sexy?

Think I’m Cute?

Think I’m Hot?

Think I’m Ok?

Think I’m Ugly?

Want To Kiss Me?

Want To Cuddle With Me?

Want To Date Me?

Am I...

Smart?

Funny?

Cool?

Loveable?

Adorable?

Great To Be With?

Attractive?

1-10 how cute/hott

Mean?

Ugly?

Gorgeous?

Have You Ever...

Thought About Hooking Up With Me?

Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?

Wished I Were There?

Had A Crush On Me?

Wanted My Number?

Had A Dream About Me?

Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...

Happy You Know Me?

Thinking About Me

my friend?