Well I feel so bad letting my blog get so far behind, Ireally have had a rough month & a half. Im sure all knowI had a heart attack on the 13th of July WHile I was in church, I nade it to the hospital in time for them to life flight me to the Cath lab to clean out those nasty arteries, I was really upset this time , just because I have really changed my lifestyle, I quit smoking, Im eating (for the most part very healthy, and still the ateries were a mess, so often I think why the lord has allowed me to live so many times, when all the Dr's said I wouldn't, I havereally been lead to believe Gos DOES have a plan for my life, Im just trying tofigure it out, I think Ive lived a prety nice life I raised my so, had a nice marrage,I've down my best to see that mom is well taken care of , I figured I'd accomplished alot of my Goals & I have been More than happy serving the Lord and talking to others about the Lord so I wondered why I couldn't just go to my home in glory , BUT it's not what I want it's what GOD wants me to do , so for know Im but a humble servant of the Lord and seek his face for direction, obviously there's someone out there that needs me, mabe just a smile, or a word of encouragement, or needs help cooking leaning ect...My heart open to whatever God has for me. once again I am so thankful for ALL my friends you mean the WORLD to me and I love you & will bepraying for you too!!

THIS IS THE DAY THAT THE LORD HAS MADE LET US REJOICE & BE GLAD!
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF THAT CLASSIC MOVIE "POLYANNA", LETS PLAY THE GLAD GAME, WHEN YOUR DOWN OR THINGS AREN'T GOING YOUR WAY TRY TO FIND SOMETHING YOU CAN BE GLAD ABOUT IT . YOU WILL BE SO SUPPRISED OF THE OUT COME. gOD DID NOT PROMISE WE WOULDN'T HAVE BAD OR DOWN DAYS BUTTTT HE DID PROMISE HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE US. HE'D BE WITH US & HELP US OVERCOME IT

Well I opened my eyes this morning, not really sleeping very well last night due to some dreams I kept having so I started praying and asking God for a hedge of protection over my mind and my thoughts,and pled the blood of Jesus, not only on myself but my entire home, While praying in a certain area of my home the Lord came down and his holy spirit filled my soul the love of the Lord(again).I know some might be getting tired of hearing about Randy, But I miss him so much! and unless you have lossed a spouce you don't understand, but I fill like something has riped into my heart and left a big hole there. That's where the Lord has come in and started mending that hole but if you have ever had surgery you know what scar pain is like & thats what my heart feels like,(heart surgery was a breeze)like it's missing something that was supposed to there.But God continues to Bless my home every day whether it is with something we need , or to let me know he's here to help us & guide us Spiritualy. Thank you Lord for loving me and helping me to go on another day.Thank you Lord for Steven,please draw him closer to you and let him see how loving you can change all things!!