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- Even when I'm not there for you crystal, remember that im always in your heart..your never alone...
- Me, Myself, and I
- My name is Axl Darkix..me and my brother and sister survived a war that took away our mother and father..brother seems to keep a calm state..while my sister is a cheerful little thing..me..it seems a cloud of sadness follows me no matter where i go..ive made freinds though..they kill the sadness for a while..like crystal..and others..i now play in crystals band vorevex..ive been blessed with the gift of ice..i run from my uncle whos trying to kill off me and my brother and sister..im unsure what my future holds..but..my freinds always seem to say all will be well..Im Axl Darkix..will you offer me a bond of freindship..? or will i die alone...? I will not die alone..ever sense Crystal came into my life..and made everything so much better..i love you crystal..never forget that because i never forget about your love..thank you for giving me hope..
- my chemical romance
mindless self indulgence
bullet for my valentine
nine inch nails
and every rock and metal band that kicks ass bitches D<
- napolen dynomytte
thats all i can remember right now man
- ..i dont play sports..
- Scared Of
- dying alone without being loved...
gettin shot for opening my big mouth xD
- Happiest When
- roleplaying with freinds
with my girlfreind Crystal
relaxing in my room with my muisc
and when im standing outside in the snow
- ^^ its almost as if my lifes perfect
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Well..hows it going everyone? Safe to say the wounds from KKs break up have healed. Clearly me and Crystal are dating..crys if your reading this youve been so awsome to me right now. but you got school starting and that just sucks..i know your scared cryssy but i promise it will be ok. Anyway, yeah..crys has healed the sadness KKs breakup brung. Things are a bit better..still some shit thats getting under my skin but thats life for you you know? lifes a bitch..eh you know what i mean some ppeople want me to give a cheap joke but fuck you im not your bitch D<. ok maybe a joke later geeze fucking bastards D<. for you beaners out there el bastardo. for you black people..YOU DUMB MUTHA FUCKA D<. lol..i want koolaid right now. *ducks flying shoe* kidding kidding xD. anyway yeah..moms a bitch fucking nagging and screaming over everything. dad..well fuck you dad your never home im not happy to hear you when you call you havent been home sense christmass ass hole and you better think twice if you think im gunna live with you in a god damn mobile home fuck that shit. some of you guys are lucky having good fucking parents man. they dont even know what im up to its almost 3 am and here i am on the laptop talking shit about them. yeah shows how much they know right? anyway..gramps died..as you all know..and ever sense he died..the family has been in fucking hell..no one gets along everyones pulling shit behind eachothers back and the only people not fighting are me and my cousin..fuck having a family get together it would just destroy my family man..seriously..while grandmas gettin shit from everyone and my aunt goes on preeching about shit thats not mother fucking true me and my cuz are gunna fucking chill with our music and chat about the times where everything was right and no one hated eachother you know? and i wasnt nearly so sad and shit..which fuck man..thats like 8 years ago..and thats just fucking sad isnt it? Crys i think youve told me now and then everything will be alright eventually..but..i hope your right..i dont know anymore..and too all you smart asses who say "oh axl your fuckin emo are you gunna kill yourself?" shut it ok? im not emo theres a difference between that and depressed and sick of shit i suggest you learn that differnce before i make you cry like the lil pussy you really are. sorry guys i havent slept all week LOL. smokiiee youve been awsome too just bein a freind and shit go you and hope you find love one day. also for some of you people im on this game called second life dunno if youve heard of it. im basically taking commisisons for SL cash like..we can talk im thinking 10 bucks a poem but its fine. also you guys feel free to comment and ask me to roleplay i dont bite you know. i will rp im that board i dont do shit all day guys besides im in school 3 hours a day i aint gunna be busy. well..this blog wasnt so sad..and you all found out i got a sense of humor so ha im funny D: now if i could draw shit id be fuckin awsome but ah well..
ps. fuck yo mama :]
0 Comments 246 weeks
..*sniff* well thanks to that cunt IC...KK...*sniff*..s..she left me..this morning she broke up with me..."lets just be freinds.." she said. i..i..i feel like shit..i cant believe she left me...2 years...2 years...gone...its really over..im single and miserable and...i threw up twice already...i..crystal when you see this i need you badly...
3 Comments 253 weeks
Ok you fucking know what?..WHY DO I STILL CARE ABOUT LOVE? ...two year anniversary coming up..i waited for KK till 2 am..and what happened..she bitches me out...just cuz i thought the hedgehog version of axl was better..know what...i dont think she really loves me anymore...wanna know why i dont wanna dump her..? because i hate being not loved by someone who loves me..if i go single...ill cry to death and i fuckin mean it. I mean..am i bad..? i mean i was joking and then she brings up how i break promises..and then she leaves..to whatch a movie..i wonder if she even loves me...if she broke up with me...no one would take me...no one could replace her..*sniff*....god..if you guys saw me now..fuck..im crying and shit right now its 2 am.....i see other couples..raf and smokie..crystal and sonic...and then i look at my future..and cry..because im afraid of me and her breaking up..it would kill me..i mean..litterally kill me..i cant go back to being single..i..ill loose it ill fall apart..*sniff*..i..i dont it to happen..i love KK so much..but slowly..i feel our love fading..and its hurting me so much..ive been killing the pain with rolelplays with crystal..crystals been so awsome..shes always there..lightning and aqua..thank you for letting me be the ice chaos rose..your so kind for doing that for me..sonic..youve been good to me to..i dont talk to you much but ill always help you when you have a problem..ciara..im happy for you and your boyfreind your both together in real life dating and all that nice shit..i want that..i would love to hold KKs hand..if we still remain a couple...guys...im scared..im really scared...i kissed her you know cyberly..she wouldnt do it back..i dunnno anymore...KKs so caught up in her popularity in deviant art...sometimes i think she loves her freidns more than our relation ship..i..*sniff*..you guys have been awsome to me..i know its sad how im always makin sad blogs about my problems..its sad i know..im just glad you listen..but..maybe it was just a bad day i dont know...i just know i can always turn to you guys for confort..ill be back in the morning to chat and rp with you all..hope your summers are doin good..
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