i doubt anyone is gunna read this but hey ho i shall live a long and fruitful life anyways.. well atleast i hope...

hmm lets keepa way from that subject shall we? hows life going for yall? hope your all still smiling >=] if not i shall pay you a visit ill give yous omin not to smile about!

oo lets talk about prize giving. I had tos ing infront of davina mcall but my mic wouldnt work ^^ how friggin typical? god nobody loves me!!! ahhhh atleast i got £20 WHsmith vouchers (yeah cos that makes up for my life time of hard work!) and i got davina's autograph and a well done ^^ so proud

i went to see a remembrance parade in croydon today, my brother was carrying the flag for his unit of cadet people.. i got wet cold and i was so tired because of him.. hey i still lvoe him.. i have to hes my twin brother..

wow ive written quite a lot in this short space of time lol i shall talk to yall later until then keep smiling! keep breathing and most of all love me! haha luv yew all people x x

-bex-

elloh tis the the summer holiday peeps!! enjoy it... cept for sarah is leaving me for 5 weeks *breaks down in tears*

so far ive been out like once... with emzykins .. shes so gunna kill me if she reads this. anyways we went round croydon, formed mission immpossible pigeons (thats M.I.P's to you unworthy folk) going out toomorrow with sarah to say my very very long goodbye. umm not really going on holiday hanging out with my freinds, 2 weeks dedicated to family time.

going into year 11! with my new prefect tie muhahaha yeah thats right im a prefect! woo xD anyways ummm probabaly get some singing practice in there..

finished school of with a bang , the A-factor finals were i came 3rd (i had a bad throat ok!) i sang in my assembly.. that was scary but pretty cool and noone really laughed at me. umm people who are reading this leave comments on my page guys! i never get any from anyone.. sorta disheartening. (and no jokes about my crap spelling i allready no my english is that of somone whos never even visited this country but no need to rub it in!) anyways am gunna go find something better to do.. remember leave comment's theres the good people

and my new philosophy! "if the definition of beautiful get any thinner.... noone will fit" thats all from em folks thankyou and goodnight

-------------------Girls-----------------------
--------------are like apples----------------
---------on trees. The best ones-----------
--------are at the top of the tree.----------
------The boys dont want to reach--------
----for the good ones because they-------
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples--
---from the ground that aren't as good, --
-but easy. So the apples at the top think-
-something is wrong with them, when in--
----reality, they're amazing. They just----
-----have to wait for the right boy to------
-------come along, the one who's---------
-------------brave enough to---------------
------------------climb all-------------------
------------------ the way-------------------
------------------to the top------------------
-----------------of the tree.--------