Bah, To hell with the bloggery Stuff, Haven't used Bebo in a few months and havent used my Wordpress account in just as long. Anybody got the number of a good motivational speaker because i believe my inertia has started to slowly swallow me whole. I havent the ability to Get my lazy ass up to do any work at all. Tho i do find the time to spend 10 Hours Glued to a video game, WTF is going on.

Well ill keep this short just because I havent the emotion or passion or the desire to write any more, This sucks... Wheres inspiration and ambition when i need it?

Well got into belfast about 11pm last night.

I already miss Japan a bit even the sense of quiet, No shouting and screaming no level of background chatter. Both me and darren having a conversation and quietly speakign to each other while we listen to other people about hundred feet away shouting out thier private business to the world.

The whole thing has made me feel a little Insular, Feeling a part of a group makes people comfortable and being expresive nad attempting to draw attention to yourself is the way many try to feel a part. But In japan the more you do that the less you fit in with everything else. The WHole matter of keeping to yourself is easy to follow and doesnt require the effort of being livly or entertaining and in day to day you belong to the Greater mass of peopel who keep to themselves. Then you go out to a bar at night and the whole place is chatty welcoming and entertaining people wander up hold conversations, ask questions and answer some of your own the place comes alive in the bar and all is accepted. The next morning you return to the calm restraint. I liked that about the place it has its own organisational structure where here at home its Individual, its personal choice of socialisation and for a person to fit they constantly have to change themselves and make everythign a bit more comfortable.


Its the individual over the group, I ended up watching A bugs life on the flight back from Japan it was wierd because the movie extoles the virtues of an Individual changing the group mindset. It is the West. Its Made by the west in its mentality of change and overcoming. While in Japan it feels more like the entire colony All doing what has to be done <Not mindless drones> but like in the movie they all still do their part even with the change of focus made by the individual its the entire system of japan changing when it finds something works better its stifling to the individual but once the group see the value in the individual point it becomes a trait of the group. Here at home many individuals get thier point accross many have great ideas and many are thicker than a house brick so you have an unevenness a sense that one is better than the other.

Ive wandered off point and dont wish to continue. Its Good to be back but i still miss Japan.

The title really says it all this city is to friggin big it takes an hour by train to get ot from our hotels district to most sites so we spend more times on trians than walking anywhere.

Tho icant complain to much in so far we have Wandered around Ueno/Harajuku/Roppongi/Shinjuku and still have Shopping in Shibuya and Asakusa Again before we leave.

I think my cash card is hurting by now but screw it to much cool stuff to be found. well i should move away from the puter its pretty late and ive got a huge amount of packing to do.