I have never posted a blog on here yet, so this is a first

Ive had the most amazing past few weeks.
Christmas wasn't bad, I enjoyed myself overall, couldn't have asked for more, gift and family wise... more than enough tbh but it just wasn't complete; really wanted to spend it with Nige. But going to sleep to him on christmas eve and waking up to him christmas morning was special enough

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I went to his on the 28th.... got up too early and was far too tired to do anything on the train . Took my Nintendo DS (which I purposely asked for for train journeys) and didn't play on it at all on the way there, i just stared at the back of the train seat infront waiting for time to pass when I'd finally get there.

When I got there I was really excited.... but kind of felt lost. Nige rang my phone and hung up straight away; i was pretty confused. I was trying to work out my phone to ring him back (it's all touchscreen and is still confusing me now ) when someone grabbed me spun me round a bit and started kissing me. That was pretty terrifying but it's strange... I knew who it was straight away just by a kiss :') yum. Never been so glad to see him

After standing kissing and cuddling while people rush past you in the middle of a platform in Kings Cross, you know... as you do LOL we had to change tube trains like 3 times because victoria line was closed. Might I add I got a new suitcase thing which is so much easier to pull compared to my old one (H) agreed Nige? (since he always pulls it for me :'])

Finally got to Chatham, home away from home ! I was actually exhausted... I even found my shoulder bag heavy and was too tired to even walk cryyyy. Got in... went straight upstairs, dropped my bags etc and went back downstairs to say hi =]]]] WOO.

Uh exchanged presents... got Owen a skateboarding one... everyone kicks my ass at it im so crap but its still fun even if i lose i just pretend not to care when really im like "FUCK WHY AM I SO FUCKING BOLLOCKS AT THIS GAME" in my head LOL.

i<3the presents i got off Nige white gold and diamond heart necklace, photo frame with us in it, bouncy ball (for obvious reasons) some beady bracelets so i would stop stealing his :] etc etc. I now only have to steal the ipod back i got him IT HAS SOLITAIRE ON IT?!?! WOT?!?!

The lovely Geo recommended a 'must see' film - The Golden Compass. We went to the Dockside outlet centre (or whatever it's called) and waited 2 hours to watch it.... it was shit LOL.
Was more entertained by Nige tbh Cinemas are just tradition now. I think we sat in Pizza hut in a queue for like half an hour for no reason till we decided we were going to get chicken and chips again from this little kebab shop (it's soooo gorgeous there). After the film, went for the bus.... no bus. It was freezing... i couldnt work out how to get the keypad up on my phone so we cudnt ring travel line, thankfully a bus eventually came after sharing body heat for about 20 minutes....one of the coldest nights aswell ;l uh.

Another day we went on a journey to Tesco's. I felt like an old married couple with him :') Ran round the isles for cake ingredients... got to the till, paid for it all... got outside.. he gave me the most pityful look ever. "We didnt get icing pens " so we went back for some, and some hundreds and thousands. SOOOOO worth it, the cake was the most sexual thing i've tasted in a long time... other than Nige :] (attempt 2 was better than attempt 1 loool).

Oh we also have a second song, other than 'You to me are everything - The Real Thing'.
The chorus (especially) of 'Linger - The Cranberries' is so true
I think we sat and just sang it to eachother it even came on magic we were like 'OMG' LOL.
Obviously his line is 'you got me wrapped around your finger' because i do have him, sorry yumyumyum love you <3

I have actually never ever felt so close to s