Just feeling like I need to write this blog......let everyone know thats on my friends list know what's been up lately! I found out I was prego a few months back, which was a huge shock because we were doing everything to try not too, as we are just making it with these two kids......(handful).....anyways it was agreed that we wouldn't keep it which broke our hearts literally....Anyways July 10th I went in, It didn't feel right but I went thru with it anyways. My uterus was nicked and had multiple perferations. As a result I was rushed back in for surgery and a emergency hysterectomy was preformed!!! Sooo now I can't have anymore kids, which makes me feel very angry most days, My short visit home has made my day most days!!! & I have a stronger appreciation for alllll my family!

I just thought my friends & family should know exactly whats going on.....Until the end of august I'm limited on my activity.
Can't wait to be fully healed!!

I have a alot of anger in me, bitterness........wishing Nate & I had a lil more support from anyone the can provide it....thinking I might just go to aiyansh for a bit..............anyways

Welll...Our visit is going really good
Big Nate is getting lots of visiting time in with his dad & eveyone else....Our god son is already asking us when we are going makes it that much harder for us to go .....Got a few days in to visit with some of my fam in Aiyansh, I was very HAPPY to spend time with a few of my nieces & nephews well my one niece & nephews...I am ooo soo going to miss them Nathan called Jelisa, MY LISA ......Nates been raising kaine, I swear there just always has to be that one person he'll pick on, but I wouldn't have our son-son any other way

Easter went well did an easter egg hunt with all the little ones @ big ye'es house they enjoyed it was nice to meet a lil more of Nate's fam & get to know a bit more Kaidenz turned 1 (ONE) OMG holy crap she's a year old.....time sure does fly, and shes walking soooo she's just growing up way to fast for us next thing u know I'll be potty training her She just got her birthday cake today ye'e randy bought it for her and an outfit we let her eat two cakes, of course she didn't eat it tho....kinda just played with it....Her brother sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIES HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIES......of course her cake said PIES on it ....Nate soo protective of her, as any borther would be....when we meet someone new he immediatly says thats pies "thats MY BABYSISTER" then hehugs her.....

Soo we are off to Aiyansh SUNDAY we've decided most likely stay for a week get more visiting time in with my side of the family soooo if I haven't seen you YET, I will for sure see you SOOOON

OOOOO YEA Nate & Matt went out to set some traps with gord and came home with some crab lastnight :IO was sooooo yummy I almost didn't have one but ended up...nate shelled it and all for me I love my babe sooooooooooooo much

well theres a bit of an update soooo much more to write but soo little time








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Well In Aiyansh now

Had fun in greenville with the boys kinda wish we had a bit more adult time gaming out & such......I don't think I could ever handle three boys LOL soooo I applaude you Keely your doing an awesome job with your boys.........I get stressed out too easily....didn't help any with
how aggresive lil Nate is.....I think we almost talked his ears right off.....:S He looks up to Landon alot tho....soo I think he just figured he seen Landon & MJ wrestling about, that he could just join right in....he's too ruff tho & doesn't know quit well how to just play......Anyways we managed to take the boy for a few walks to the river...used Landons treasure map, that boy has such a bright imagination!! Missed his uncle alot I could tell, I soo know how that is with lil Nate sooo attached to his biip Stirl......anyhways kids woke gtg write more later


mommy & daddy & sisters & brother......
I've been SUPER lonesome for you guys

for sure family din din when we get back