thiss year? the quickest year ever. last new years eve only feels like yesterday, although so much has happened it's untrue. this year has to be the record for the amount of times i've been hurt & crying, although, it has to be a record for the amount of good days & nights i've had aswell. i've done some things that i regret so badly, & if i could take it back, i would. i've come out of this year with everything different to the beginning. i have two best friends, who've always been there, but all my other friends i had at the beginning of this year i don't have anymore. - but then again, i class that as loosing the people i don't want or need in my life. i've come out with different friends. better friends. i started the year in a relationship, & this year, i've had more breakups & makeups than ever. two boys have had my heart, & i'll never ever forget any of them. had some amazing times with both of them, & loved them both in different ways. one of them was going from october 2007, & i learnt that he was a lying cheat, & want nothing more to do with him. the other though, is still here, & i love him. this year has also been the provider of the most drunken nights ever. - & the most drunken mistakes. no matter how many mistakes i make though, i'd never pass on a drunken night with my friends, because they're usually the best nights of my life. & also, this year, i've done many things i never thought would happen. - it's been a year of many surprises. i've learnt a few lessons this year, that i'll take with me into 2009, & those are; not to give a boy your whole heart, because it always gets broken. every time. without fail. & not to trust anyone. everyone breaks your trust at some point. & when that happens, it hurts. & THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL; 2008. - THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. christmas do. - gonna be amazing. new years ever. - also gonna be amazing. both of them shall be spent with the people that mean the most to me in my life. i'm just hoping 2009 has the same amount of good times; if not more, & less upset & hurt. & i've got to stop with the petty little arguments. - they get you nowhere, so i've learnt. 2009; GCSE's. finish school. collage. parties. friends. love. 2008 is going to go out with a bang, & it's going to end better than it started out, & better than it's been all year. roll on 2009. x

olivia naomi. ♥
this girl is an absolute legend. really, she is. i couldn't live without her. she's always there to cheer me up. anything that's going bad with me, has already gone bad with her, & she always knows how to get me through it.
i try to help her aswell, as best i can. hehe. she's my ultimate number one. there's nobody i love more than her. yes, we've had our bad times, but we've come out stronger than ever; every time.
we've had some amazing times. countless drunken nights. - & hungover mornings! all day chats on msn. talking about making a book. - ages ago. haha. wow. that book would be sooo long now. we've many many more memories since then to write in it! haha. streetdance, that's always awesome. whaley fireworks. - 'they're gonna hit us!' hahaha.
so, yeah. she's purely amazing. she's a bad influence on me though! hahaha. i used to be all nice & innocent! haha. & yes. we bitch about people.. most of the time.. we're talking a bit too loud hahaha. makes me laugh.
she's always there for me. if i need any help off anyone, she's the one i'll go to. she understands me completely. whatever happens, i know she'll be able to help & give me advice, & if not, she'll always cheer me up anyway.
she knows everything there is to know about me, & i'm reckoning that i know everything about her aswell; seen as she tells me & other people when she's drunk. haha.
i trust her with my life! i wouldn't ever hesitate to tell her something, even if my life depends on it! she's always making me giggle, especially when she's drunk. hahaa. she's always saying something funny aswell; 'don't come near me i'm underage.' < with the police walking past at the same time.
well; to sum up, olivia naomi corke is amazing. i couldn't be without her, & she's my number one.
i love you forever & ever darlin'
best friends. always.
xx

emma jane. ♥
this girl keeps me sane through the hours of product design that i have to put up with. hahaa.
we've had sooo many good times. countless nights our in whaleyy. 'the tesco adventures' & strawbs. haha.
she's always the sober one of the pack. looking after us all, & shouting at us for the stupid drunken things we do.. & she used to be the innocent one aswell.. what happened there. hahahaa.
our resident referee aswell. what a good night that was.
haha, dancing.. well, she's amazing at it. hahhaaa. the emma twist. 'i get knocked down, but i get up again.' *actually falls over & get up again* hahahaa. me & carla jut sat there wetting outselves. loll.
god she keeps us laughing.
emma my darlingg.. there's nobody who can brighten my day more than you. you might be the one we're always teasing, but honestly, i love you. hehe.
& i don't twist anything you tell me! hahaa.
i lovee you hun. alwaysss.
xxx

charlotte. ♥
my best friend for like.. a year. we had sooo many good times. loadsa sleepovers. throwing flying saucers. hahaa. that time we went out & my brother was writing everywhere with stoness.. so we went & rubbed it all out & wrote HC or somethingg like thatt. hahahaa. & winding my brother & cousin up tellin em you liked him. haha. buying monster munchh like.. every breakk. haha. & yer, callow top. what an amazing holidayy.
she's been in my tutor for five years, & god how i'm gonna miss her when we leave. even though in the past few days we've both hurt each other in different ways. haha. like i said, not a chance am i loosing a best friend over a boy.
godd, proper miss you nowdays hun. what happened eyy? i lovee youu.. alwayss!
xxx

rianne. ♥
i just decided she deserves a sayy because she's amazingg. my fellow specialhead. yes, we have lesbian seshs.. & yes, we have videos, but no! you're not allowed any. hahaa. (: not been talking to her properly for long, but it didn't take long to realise.. she's just amazingly awesomee. (: can talk to her & trust h

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