I don't even see the point in blogging about my life at the moment.. |
seeing no one ever really comments on my thoughts anyways..
But, like this summer holiday has been an intereasting ride..
I bassicly left Edmonton without saying good bye to any of my friends
which I'll admit was kinda cunty.. But I didn't wan to put up with all
the bull shit that was gonna follow my last minute news..
I moved here for selfish, and long term reasons..
Which seemingly seemed to back fire in my face
but am starting to get the results i've been seeking now..
I got new school cloths today, and my granny's down for the week =]

I have a chance to start fresh, and finish school, to better my life..
My familey is closer then they where before... and,m the move was more psootive..
I was ina relationship here,., but the way things are going.. I could be single, and
it would still be ran the same.. I have my opinions on that but am getting no results.

Plus it's like I'm going through right now.. The prson you would expect to be there for me isn't, and other people are.. Which is making me consider diffrent options.. ut most of them live back home..

Another thing that is bothering me is.. Why are people so two faced? Like they act like there down with you for the longest time, then out of no where they just hate on you without coonsiderable warning? Is the world really getting corrupt? Er when guys have crushes on you, or get Jello.. they talk shit, and hate to such degree. That they spread roumers, and beak you.,. How pathetic eh?

Also seeing How school is almost done... and, I will have a job soon.. I wouldn't mindsaving money, and traveling to England.. to see friends...

Well that's just my food of thought for tonight.. I'm not even seeing the point in thiis cuz no one ever reads my shit, e comments anyways.. but feel free to theres no harm done.!
and if your scared motherfucker go toChurch LOL
sighning off,
Chris hofer

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It's funny how you sit there your whole life, and wonder if it's you that's doing the wrong, or if it's the people around you.. Like when you blame YOURSELF for everyone else's fault, and try to fix everything. Then you realize that it's not your fault that others around you screw up. At the same time it's hard to let go of that peice of guilt, that eats you alive inside. So, intern you result to self, or other harm. Which isn't the best way to handle things. People claim that you can trust them .. The harsh reality is YOU REALLY CAN'T .. Not even the ones that claim to be "true" In the end they will fin some harsh, sick way to fcuk you over. A person that has more then "A lot " of meaning in my life told me.. "You have to learn to trust people.. Itès hard when all your life youve lived by the motto Dont trust Anybody. And, the sick people that grow up in this hungry society seem to prove my point. Will I ever get out of this rut? Or will I be consumed by this commercial world forever?