okay okay. I usually only write on this thing when I'm down so here's the dealio. Ever feel like your whole world is slipping through your fingers? And people who once mattered couldn't even be considered memories? Fair enough they'll bitch about me now but what have I got to lose? I feel like I'm losing everything I've worked for. Never trust anyone is my advice because the people you care about the most will fuck you over. Believe me it's not worth it. I feel like my only friends are gone when I need them the most. This isn't a stab at them nor is it an insult to them. I just want the two people I'm writing about to realize that I can't do this alone. And leaving me behind isn't an option I want to face although as the days go by it's becoming more and more apparent that it's likely that it's gonna end like this. Fair enough. I've done my time now give me my crimes as justifycation of why this happened. I don't want to lose you, or to fucking leave me out.Because at the end of the day your 2 of the only people who matter to me. I'm sick of fighting with you and pushing you away but you know why im like that. So just consider me next time if i do truly matter to you. I hope you read this and realize that I'm torn apart inside to realize that two if my dearest friends, the closer of the two to me especially. We were supposed to siamois forever now were at each others throats all the time, I know it's usually all my fault and I deserved to shunned for it. But not forgotten. This isn't a stab as I said before this is I want my freaking best friends back especially my bestest bestie, you know who you are. So please. This is all I can offer, and at least you know where you stand. So please... Ree needs her Vla more than ever....

Hello there peoples, i never usually blog on bebo but sure hey time for a change.. Okay well lets just start with a new school year on the cards.. Gay much? D: its making me epicly depressed. I don't even thing epicly is spelt right.. Is it even a word?! Anyway! After much thought its annoying me so i thought i'd seek the help of my bebo family, i have a huge crush on a guy that doesn't notice me. Hmmm? I know its one of those eye roll moments but sure its been bugging me so maybe i'll feel better if i just blog it out, plus i don't want the distraction of wondering will he ever notice me this year as i don't want to fail my leaving cert next year.. C'mon and give me a shoulder to cry on, or alternatively kidnap him for me XD also new poem posted soon.. Its called the stranger, i only got one stanza though so wait to read the epic fail i call literature.. So i'm leaving on this word. I hope my friends will help me out on this one as everythings getting me down lately.. Hope to hear from you soon Ciao..

Okay Well Lately I've Realised Who My Real Friends Are So If Your Not On My List Then You Mean Nothing To Me! xD ^^

.Jizz/Vla/Jasmoo/Jabs-Topsy.
This Girl Means The World To Me. She Is One Of My Bestest Friends In The Whole World And I Can't Imagine My Life Without Her. We Had A Conversation About Darren's Irregular Head And What Lurks In A Certain Person's Pants Lol. We Are A Part Of The Al-Qui-Eejits. We Think James Is A Closeted Homo But With A Girlfriend Like Lauren Who Needs Penis Lol. She Lives In My House And My Dad Thinks We Are Gay Together, He's Not Far Off! *Suggestive Eyebrows*