I am a little bit busy lately ,
Just finished a show and really learnt a lot .
I was a bit mad and a bit unhappy.
( I am totally fine now )
Always daydreaming
Think of lots of things
I wanna change the world , but I don't think that I could do that ~
I am really useless , I am nobody ... Not good enough to do that ~

I know that I am a really selfish person
Staying in my own world ~ ( I don't know if that's really bad ... actually I think that's ok )
I love my world !! It's much simple ~
There are lots of things that I don't really understand in this world

Today I found that I should love the others
I don't understand why we should hate each other
I don't know why people would hurt the other
We're all family , we're all human

I used to think that all the other people would do good things to each other
When I found that the world is not that simple , I was a bit sad
But I still believe that people are good ~
We won't hurt each other ~

I love you ~
I really think that the world need more love !!

The thing that I believe is that :
If you love yourself enough , you will know that you will be happy to help the other
Love the others ~
So I really love you ~
I love you all .

If you're still reading this ,
I really mean that , I love you !!
Love you ! really love you ~

I don't wanna leave my world ~
But there are lots of people told me to leave my world ...
That's not good ~

Maybe I am a bit crazy ...


01.11.2009

I don't know why , but I can't type Chinese @ blogger
So many things I wanna say
I am kinda crazy these days
I think I've scared some of the people
But there were lots of things happen these few week
I am crazy
Lots of homeworks and porjects ...
But they almost done now
I got one or two works leave in this moment
Finished the blue balloon today !!
I don't like the work that I've handed in
But that was the best I could done in this state
I knew that I am quite emontional
I couldn't control myself
Try to be the best of me for every homework
But I really couldn't finished sth I like
I knew that I can be better if I have more time
If they were not my homework , I think I would work harder on that
I don't know why I feeling that way , But I don't like 'homework'
Maybe I don't have much pressure on my homework
It's because they represent my marks , and I don't quite care about my marks
If someone ask me to do sth , that not only myself
I would work harder because of that
It's really silly , actually I think I am selfish

Why I type so many things ?
That's because I am very unhappy rightnow
I think that really can control part of me
Not to do sth silly

I've just found out that I can't go to see Jamie Cullum 's showcase in Hong Kong
He will come to Hong Kong this Thur
It's not a showcase
It's just a meeting for music companies in asia
Jamie is one of the guests singer
And he will play some song there
The pass for that 'showcase' is $850
That's ok for me ... No ... $850 USD ...
Not HKD , is USD $850 ...
I don't have that kinda of money to spend all of my saving
(even I don't have that much )
Really sad ...
I wanna go to see Jamie
Even talk to him , is ok ...
No I really wanna see him play the piano
Wanna cry ...
I am quite emotional as I said


So many things in my mind
Hope that I can do some of my homework after I leave here
Or else ...

01.06.2009

I like to write
And I got lots of things to write
However I don't like to write here
Started to use twitter
And got new place to write my blog
I don't know if anyone follow my blog here
Actually I didn't write here for a long time


Just created a new blog
And I will write in Chinese !!
http://kakichessblog.blogspot.com
Hope that I can write more ...
Actually that was really hard for me <i/>

Do you think that would be the last post ?


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