Lies, theft, murder and deception things of which are considerd sin,
You are corrupt, you listen to your own shadow as you give in,
You sit in your room at night, you cut deep and enjoy the blood and the taste,
Only after such deeds is the fact true that your life is just a waste,
Hurting yourself and losing your will to go on and live,
Such ignorance and suicidal thoughts that i cannot forgive,
Life is complex and before leaving you should make better of this world,
There is greater meaning its no inanimate object like a brick being hurled,
Dont be a victim of the lies of the yellow brick road of the religious,
Dont become a mindless zombie intertwined within the most common diseas which is contagious,
There is nothing "GOD" shall give you, not hope not luck and defiantly not health,
Just realise the truth be the bigger man, be your own "GOD" and believe in yourself,
But in the end you are your own self, no choice is compulsory it just your life you want to sell,
But no need to worry, there is a place of infinite acceptance yet religion calls it "HELL",
You thought you had escaped life as it was, but now you shall live on with everlasting pain,
Unaware that life was the true "heaven", now you remain here to suffer only for "satans" gain,
Now accept your choice and enjoy the agonizing sorrow,
It remains a fact you gave up the will to ever again see tomorrow.

"Julia there is no way in hell that you suck,
and I'm not blind i can see that i mean holly fuck!
its so obvious you should know its the truth,
why else would i be using my time to write this as proof?
yes at times you may be confusing,
but more importantly your oh so amusing!
your divine, hot and more radiant than a fire,
for any man in the world to be with you would be a desire!
your so awsum and your so god damn cool,
i can't comprehend how you could put up with such a fool?
you are the equivalent of a modern goddess,
don't you ever let anyone tell you your any less!
when my time here is up and its my turn to die,
I'll see you later in heaven invisible amongst the sky!
you're better than anyone else on the face of the earth,
i hope this helps you understand the true value of your worth!"
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a darkened soul amongst the shadows on the walls,
a pathetic loser only for the likes of foolz
a victim of the modern world that no one should have to know,
a useless waste of time and space that should shut the fuck up and go
a disfigured body which entangles a broken and forgotten soul,
a beast not a person i have no meaning and no goal
a figure with an embedded soul i can not release,
a cowards way to accomplish some inner peace
a waste of tears of which over and over again i cry,
a obstacle of which does not belong and should give up my time and die.

"I use poems to express me,
I use poems to be free.
Not to boast or show my pride,
but instead to show how I feel inside.
The meaning is not to falsely deceive,
but to provide me with something to believe.

I'm imprisoned within this cage I call myself,
with permanent scars and without health.
In life i have wished to fly,
I found the only conclusion is to die.
I wish to possess a life as free as a pigeon,
not a life devoured by religion.

Santa and the easter bunny are bull crap,
just like any other measly trap.
Same with GOD it's one big mess,
but theres one clear difference (success).

I use poems in vain,
and times of sadness and sorrow,
I use poems to neglect my pain,
and bring forth a brighter tomorrow."