I hope someday I learn to fly instead of falling down.
I'm landing, crashing, in muffled thoughts I drown.
I splutter choke, call your name.
Play your twisted game.
Over and over without you.
I'm losing track of time.
Hoping holding, stealing memories that aren't mine.
You're dragging me down.
Hazy images, blurred out faces.
Forgetting all we had.
Running away from everything.
In search of something new.
It's you, it's me, we fight, we plead.
Lashing out, gripping the edges.
Fingernails embedded in the cold surface.
Keep holding on.
I slip, I cry, I learn to fly.
But I'm flooded from the inside.
You say I knew, I lied, I ran, tried to hide.
The truth it was too much.
Conned into falling freely only by that of an overactive imagination.
Emotions strangled me.
Wrapped round my throat like hands.
I kick, I scream, I fight.
I'm not alright.
You let me fall.
You said you never would.
See you looking back at me.
It's like you always knew.
So here I am again, falling freely, hoping someday I'll learn to fly.
I know it's quite impossible but at least I can say I've tried.

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I’m often wide awake, yet having trouble getting out of bed.
A million thoughts running, wondering.
What kind of day lies ahead?
Should I get up or should I go back to sleep instead?
The decisions that I make, the paths I take.
Can I control them at all?
Is it up to me whether I stumble, rise or fall?