Title: Middleton Road..
- by Krystina Milligan.

They're always flirting while I'm not there.
But ii just turn my head, act like ii don't care.
Everyday ii add a new cut to my arm,
It's my new thing, yeah, my life of self harm.
My wrists are always bleeding, it's too hard to stop.
I'll quit when th day comes, when ii rise up to th top.
Riight now I'm just a little girl, trying to take it by th day.
Been shut off from everyone in every possible way.
On th Xbox upstairs they're playing my song,
and ii cut a little more, knowing always it was wrong.
I make one more slit but in th wrong place,
my head gets lighter, feel like im off to space.
Tears are rolling down my cheeks, can't control them no more.
Stuffed my life up, gone from an angel to a whore.
I tell him I love him, ii tell him my dreams and my fears.
I tell him I'll love him through blood and through tears.
He'll be my baby forever, ii wish he'd realize.
Th feeling that I'm feeling, sun down to sun rise.
Sometimes I'm angry, sometimes I'm sad.
Cos CYFS has taken away all I've ever had.
Running through th trees just to get away from home,
but look where that got me, now I'm sitting all alone.
They took all our razors, they took all my stuff.
This is just like boot camp, yeah, this is rough.
I want to escape, get some freedom once more.
I try to tell Lee but all she does is ignore.
Sometimes this place even makes me cry,
Even though everyone else's eyes are dry.
I want out of th system, yeah, I'm so helpless.
I'm a little girl, so young, so careless...

©2008 - Krystina Milligan

If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid.
If you call him, he say's you're clingy and needy. If he calls you, he says "you should be grateful".
If you don't love him, he will try to win you. If you love him, he will leave you.
If you don't fuck him, he will say you don't love him.
If you do fuck him, he will say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he will say you're irritating.
If you don't tell im your problems, he will say that you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say your bitchy.
If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares for you'.
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks one, he says he 'had to'.
If you cheat, you expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects another chance(sound familiar). Either way...
we're never gonna be good enough for you huh?
No matter how hard you try, he's never gonna appreciate the tings you do for him.
I'm sick of cryin', I'm sick of tryin'.. Why bother?! When he doesn't even love me as much as I love him <3.
If you see me walking with another guy, it's not because I love him. But because your not brave enough to walk next to me.
If you happen to see me smiling. It's not because ii forgot you. It's because im tired of cryin' over you.
If you see me living again, it isn't cos I want to get back with you, it's because i want back what you took from me.
But most of all, if I fall in love with someone else, it's not because I wanted to.
It's because you weren't there to catch me and love me back.
I may not get to see you as much as I like. I may not get to hold
you all through the night. But deepin my heart I turely know that your the one I love and I can't ever let you go.
YOUR IRREPLACEABLE

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 1:]

Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didn't look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
What you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here its like I'm invisible
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.
Cuz I'm feeling

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You've taken my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 2:]

Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.
what am I to do
With my heart just leave
But my feet won't move
Today is our anniversary
And you haven't even say two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Ypu've taken my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 3:]

Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
Now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it all through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That came from you
You made me feel
unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

Don't love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
unappreciated.
I'm feeling unappreciated